to say ten was shocked was an understatement, but johnny was more shocked than him

his lips were quivering and hands were mildly shaking, he spoke out a word after fifteen years

he was so used not to talk that he felt weird

ten went near the boy and hugged him, johnny hugged back tighly

his hands were slightly shaking and ten tried to calm him down and it worked

after a few minutes of staying like that they broke the hug

"you know what let's not attend today's class you might not be in the best self now" ten reassured

johnny tried to say something but he was unable to ten insisted him to write down

'thanks for caring let us go but I want to talk to you :)'

"ahh okay let's go then" ten said and they left the university

after a long ten to fifteen minutes both the boys arrived at ten's apartment since johnny's house was way far

they entered the room and sat down at the couch

johnny took out his phone and suddenly typed something

'why are you ignoring me these days'

"oh....um I d-did not" ten lied

'shut up and don't tell any lies please answer me why are you ignoring me for the past week, it's hurts you know, you are the only person who talks with a weirdo like me and you not talking to me hurts....'

"no johnny you are not a weirdo why would you think like that and I did not mean to ignore you it was just that...."

'that what :('

"the kiss, the kiss between us I did not know how to face you after that everything became awkward for me, I am so sorry my feelings were messed up after the kiss and I was really scared to face you after this"

johnny hugged the younger tightly and creased the back of the younger's hair

they stayed like this for a few minutes, everything was quiet but it was comforting, ten melted into the older's presence

after long minutes they broke their hug

johnny took his phone and wrote something

'ah I am sorry that you are feeling like this I did not know about that sorry...'

"why are you being sorry john nothing is your fault" ten said and rested his head on the taller's chest

johnny was shocked at this but smiled a little, his heart was beating crazy

ten was so beautiful inside and outside, he was always mesmerized by the younger

"johnny...." ten said and he just hummed

"I wanted to tell you something I don't know what will happen if I say this but I wanted to tell you"

johnny raised his eyebrow at this he was confused at what ten was about to say

"I like you ehh no I actually love you"

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ahh so sorry for the late update I was busy :(

a/n wattpad was lagging so had to publish it again

not proof headed

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