johnny was shocked and confused, he just sat on the couch thinking about the kiss

he liked kissing the younger and was so confused about it

did he like it? did ten like it too or hate it? if he liked it ten would not leave

johnny was confused, he liked the kiss, he liked kissing his best friend

he was feeling weird after the kiss, his mind was blank and confused

he groaned in annoyance he could not figure out his feelings

he decided to go on a walk to clear his mind, he wore his shoes, took his phone with his airpods and the moment he opened the door he saw his dad

"oh johnny you are going somewhere" his dad asked

johnny took his phone and typed

'was about to take a walk but since you are here let's just talk'

"ah okay let's go inside"

johnny nodded and sat on the kitchen table area

his dad sat opposite to him and asked

"how are you doing these days"

'i have been doing fine I got a new friend actually haha'

"ahh that's so good actually sorry I couldn't give you much time this entire divorce process is annoying and time taking"

'it is fine old man乁 ˘ o ˘ ㄏ I am fine by myself I will finish my masters soon too I am an adult'

johnny's parents were seperating, he knew about it and was okay with it, his mother was really manipulative and was the negative element of their life

he was glad she was going to leave them

"I am not old and I have thought of something"

'what?'

"I guess you should go see a therapist, being you selectively mute you can talk about it and hey in the future you might talk again"

johnny's lips were formed into a thin line, he didn't even know if he wanted to go, he tried to talk or even let out words but he was so used to keep himself mute, talking was hard for him now

'i might i guess? I don't even know but not now I will think about it'

"it's your wish just tell me if you want to go"

johnny nodded and wrote that he wanted to go to a walk, his dad had said yes

and he left the house to just clear his mind

but his head only thought of one person now and it was none other than ten

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ahh sorry for a late update I was busy

love you all❤️❤️❤️