Everyday I wonder

Everyday I think,

What it would be like

To no be alone

I surround myself with people

I surround myself with friends,

But every time I think about it

I'm always by myself

I look in people's eyes

And see their world,

When people look in mine

They see pain and loneliness

Darkness comes from within me

Hate is spewed forth from me,

But what some cannot see

Others see fully

In the shadows

I will be found,

Lurking all alone

And all around