This is my life motto. God is a master designer. We all are free to make our own choices in this life. We can do what we want, but the consequences will catch us either in this life, or the next.

But my point is, God can turn anything you do into something meaningful. Take this very story for an example. I don't know if anyone will even read it. So it may not affect anyone outwardly. Seeing this, you may say, "So what's the point?"

It may not change anyone on Wattpad. But this experience is helping ME. Sometimes that's the only person your choices will influence. But it still influenced somebody.

I think we're where we are, when we are, for a reason. It may be to smile at someone who's feeling down. Maybe you're there to talk to an online friend who's on the edge of a scary choice. And maybe you're there to provide an example of what not to do.

I guess that sounds harsh. But if you see someone with their life in shambles, who had a chance to turn it around, wouldn't that motivate you? The reasons may be hard, or even seem pointless. But you never know who might be learning form your example. What do you want them to become because they've seen you? Different? The same?

All you can do is keep trying, and hope that someone is becoming better because you're becoming better.