We have a band contest tomorrow at six flags
My girlfriend's going to Nashville
We're trying (and failing) to get a house
Standardized testing is coming up and algebra kids have to take an eoc be algebra is a highschool class

I'm not ready for any of this
And I know it sounds kinda selfish and whatnot about me mentioning my girlfriend going to Nashville but.. I mean, I've got Madison.. but she's not my g i r l f r i e n d, you know..? (Mr and Madison are rlly close, at least from my perspective.. you'd have to find her and ask her if we were close.. oops..)

I don't know..

Not only have a been like unreasonably upset recently but I also have the feeling of wanting to go home, but my home no longer exists.. neither does anything of my childhood..
I have to grow up but I can't seem to.. (I think that's why I carry Lam, my son, around with me everywhere.. I know it sounds dumb, but like.. I know I have to grow up but I'm clinging to anything that would be like a childhood and I need to stop but I just.. I can't.. I don't know, it doesn't make any sense.. I'm sorry.. q-q)

I don't know I'm just being annoying and probably like an attention seeker or some shit like that so just ignore me please I guess..
Just thought I'd say s o m e t h i n g ..

I'm sorry.. I'll just stop.

Have a good night, guys.
Sleep well. 😤
Stay alive.