LA Devotee
One, this video is very confusing to me.
Also, very "flashy", so I guess seizure warning. (I just want to make sure all if you are okay if you watch the video.)
Two, I had a crappy day so yay.
This all started from yesterday.
I had wanted to show my one friend (let's call her K) a song (Los Angeles by blink 182, which is the song I posted earlier, to be exact.) because I thought that she would like it.
Now, I thought since she shows me stuff all the time that I could show her one song.
I said, "Hey K, would you listen to this song for me?"
She ignored me.
I asked her again.
This time I got a response.
"Noooooo" and she covered her ears.
It really bothered me.. like, a lot. I seriously almost cried because it hurt because she always gets to show me stuff but when I try to she just ignores me and blows it off when I really think she'd like something.
So today, she wanted to show me a thing. Probably a picture that I wouldn't even understand where it was from.
Instead of actually acknowledging her, I put my other ear bud in and turned up my music. Now, I know this isn't how you are supposed to handle situations like that, but I was still pissed from yesterday. Anyways, after lunch, she pushed me out of her way in the hallway, like I was nothing more than some doll in her way.
This hurt more than anything..
Me and K have been friends since kindergarten, we're both in girl scouts and our moms are close so can't really just break off the friendship...
I don't even know what to do anymore. She ignores me, so if I even try to talk to her about it, she won't even see.
I guess I'll just keep being alone and hurt... :I
I'm sorry for bothering you guys.. I know better than to talk about how I feel where others can see...
Welp, I hope you all had a better day than I did.
Stay alive, frens.
Loves.
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