Okay, so I sent this to a friend. This friend knows who they are, and does not need to point themselves out if they do not want to. 

But I would like the rest of you to know this, because it is very important. 

Now, here is what I sent. 

"Again, I don't know when you're going to get this at all... 

But, and this is gonna sound all sorts of weird but go with it please, I have done some more research.
Since I am taking a break from social medias and essentially talking to people, I have, once again, pursued the topic of my sexual/romantic orientation.

As of now, and this is a very fluid thing since I am still a teenager and trying to find myself, I believe that I am a panromantic demisexual female, or just queer. You can just call me queer. It'll be easier.
Being panromantic demisexual means that I can like anyone, but do not want to have sex at all, unless I have a strong emotional bond with someone. Like, I literally need to know the person. Like how I know Alexia (I talk about her a lot, so that's why I even brought her up. And I know her really well, I think.) I know that that probably makes absolutely no sense, but that is what I feel I am as of now.

But I wanted to tell you, since I trust you. A lot. More than my own mom.

Now that I have done some more research and gotten my mind to calm down a little, I may go to bed soon.

If you are on and need me, I will most likely not answer.
My phone is on airplane mode so I can avoid communication for the most part, and I won't be up all night, so my computer won't be on.

Stay alive for me.

~B"

I sent this to one of my closest friends. 

And, if you were not the one I sent this to but we are still very close, please do not be offended. 

The reason I went to this person is because they were one of the first two people that I talked to about my sexuality. That is the reason I went to them, as opposed to some other people. 

The reason I am posting it on here is so that you all can know. It is important to me that you know this. 

But know. This will most likely change as I mature and such. You will probably see another entry like this in the future. 

Now, if you do not like this, kindly unfollow. I have no room for people who bash other people because of how they identify. 

Also, if you would like to know more about this, since I have done a crap ton of research, I can tell you more about this. Please just message me. You can Google it, but I have been swimming through stuff for the past 45 minutes or so, so I don't recommend that. 

If you ever want to talk about anything at all (bands, emotions, identification, etc...), I am here for you. Please just tell me what's up and if there is anything I can do to help you. 

Thank you for your time. 

Sincerely, 
Bailey Elizabeth