Two things
This musical is amazing, if you guys haven't listened to it. Definitely worth a listen. (Laura (veronica, james) took me with her and it was so good okay guys)
I went to a concert tonight. It was so good. I cried a couple times tbh bc Billie Joe Armstrong just
Some of what he said just touched me.
Grace cried like nine times though so she's got me beat,,,,,,, 

He also just laid on the ground and made animal noises so like
Sjsmsmsm
But for real
His first speech thing was so important to me.

The second one he was laying on the ground but actually saying things that made sense and that I agreed with so hard tbh.

Also, guys, my music taste has changed..
Green day is really the only alternative band I like anymore and the rest of it is musicals.
The closest thing I have to pop music is Waitress, which is a musical by Sara Bareilles. But that's the closest thing.

I don't know,,
I really need to attempt to go to bed but like
Right when I try to, I'll start worrying again.
So,,,,,,
Just give me a bit until I can't stay awake anymore and then I'll be dead asleep.

Also, thank you to GayFagg, laura, Grace (she took me to the green day concert) and my father for talking me down tonight
Dad didn't know he talked me down,, The other three very v e r y lovely women did however and though only one of you will see this, I want the thanks to be said.
Thank you.

I'm gonna sign off, unless someone comments or something
So,,,
Goodnight, dudes,,,,,,,,,,
I'll try and write again on Wednesday when school starts.
I'm in high school and I'm terrified tbh,,, I know there's nothing really to be scared of but just
I am.

Anyways
Bye ,,,,,,

I'm always here if you need me.