I'm having a really big crisis about literally everything and I can't sleep

At the moment I relate to this song
In disarray, a complete mess but lOOK AT THE FIREWORKS THE FIREWORKS AAAH LIGHT UP THE NIGHT SKY
Like
Fireworks
I love fireworks and they mean a lot to me for some reason.. I mean, it's obviously not a bad reason but like
I don't know the reason..

For real this song is the only thing keeping me sane at the moment
All of my friends have gone to bed and I don't know what happened to my girlfriend
Like
With the exception of 2 texts today she is almost completely MIA and I don't know why
Am I annoying ?
Is she just really busy ?
Are my texts literally just not going through ?
Is she mad at me for some reason or another ?

Like
Do any of you understand what I'm saying ??
I don't know and I don't know what to do and I'm too anxious to sleep right now heck
I'm gonna leave wattpad for tonight though so..

Goodnight friends
Sleep well
Stay safe

Look at the fireworks light up the night sky.