"I'm happy for them. I really am. But I can't control my emotions. I love him. I love him so much. I love him, I love him, I love him. I can't be mad at him. He didn't cheat and he didn't lie either. He never did say 'I love you'. Not ever in our year long relationship. We never slept in the same bed, we never did any of that stuff. He's happier with John, and I want him go be happy. But that doesn't change this...I don't have control over this..."

"You could get him to kiss you? Maybe?"

"The kiss has to mean something. If I got him to kiss me, it wouldn't mean anything. He's in love with John, not me. I can see the way they act around each other, the way they look at each other. They're in love, no doubt about it. Getting these out wouldn't be too bad, not loving him would be a relief."

"Lizzie...you don't just lose affection for him. You-you lose romantic feelings forever."

"Well, there's still platonic love. Love doesn't have to be romantic! I love my friends, me family, the kids in the orphanage, animals-"

"Liz, you lose that too..."

"...wait, really..."

"Yes... I'm so sorry-"

"Don't be sorry. This isnt Alex's fault; he has the right to move on and be happy. I want him to be happy, and if he wasn't happy while he was with me, then trying to make him love me would be mean. And I don't want to be mean."

"So...what do you want to do?"

"I don't know...living without being able to feel love seems lie torture. Peggy! You're here!"

"Guys, what's going on...?"

Eliza coughs up flowers and blood.

"Oh my god...Hannahaki...is it Alex?"

Eliza sadly nods.

Peggy quickly rambles, trying to think if a solution,

"Well, it doesn't seem that bad to get the surgery! I'm ace/aro, and it's great-"

"Peggy, I lose platonic love too."

"W-what?"

"If I get the surgery, I lose platonic and romantic love."

"Lizzie...no!"

The sisters sit together, huddled and silently crying. What could they possibly do?

"I don't know what to do Angie..."

"Peggy, we'll figure it out. Right Lizzie?"

"Yeah, yeah. It will get. It will be okay. I will get better. I'm fine."

Eliza coughs up flowers and blood one more time, and the sister sit, being scared together, pretending that nothing is awful.

Word Count-415

I quickly drew a --rushed and bad-- drawing of Eliza with the Hannahaki.

This is a quick thing I did in the Lams Amino and I decided to just copy paste it in here. It's not a lot of words, but even though it's only about half of what I usually write I'm still proud of this one! Honestly, I don't know the rules of Hannahaki, but for this oneshot you lose all love, not just romantic.

Would you like a part two?