(A/N) This is from Evan's point of view. Also, it's a drabble* I wrote a while ago.

*a piece of fiction that is exactly 100 words.

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rapid.

rapid blinking, breathing, thinking, sinking, drowning, choking, breaking.

blocking.

blocking sound, logic, rationality, thoughts, the outside, comfort, airway.

sit bed lay curl plug plug ears plug ears with sound pillow pillow blocks hug

hug, but only myself

hug myself

me

sound in my ear

right there

imagine

leave

world

for mind

it's a better place than world

breathe

can't-can't breathe

big

breathe big

can't-can't breathe big

choke

keep breathing

breathing

b i g

b r e a t h i n g

s   l   o   w   e   r

s  l  o  w  e  r

s l o w e r

slower

nor

mal bre

athing

ssslllo

ooowww bbbrrreeeaaa

ttthhhiiinnnggg

scary

new

normal

normal

normal at last

at least

until next time

because i can't just be normal