This is a Part 2 to my last chapter, this was requested by Teakwondogirl247
So this is after Peggy killed herself in the last chapter, basically the funeral and some of his memories. I also included a song above which I feel would have been something Peggy could have related to. They are both from The Perfect Fit which has two songs (Person Who's Not Even There and Stuck In Your Shadow, Person Who's Not Even There is Above) which I feel are kinda songs which can relate to Peggy in this. Not sponsored lol 😂. Also, I'm making this seem like Samuel thinks Peggy's suicide is his fault since he thinks he could have stopped it, so it is very depressing. Anyways enjoy!
Trigger Warning; Self harm and suicide
Sorry in advanced

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Samuels P.O.V.
I cried as the casket was put into the ground. I cried even more when everyone was gone. Sitting at her grave, alone, knowing it's my fault and I could have stopped this.I remembered all of our happy memories.

When we went to Six Flags, and went on every single ride, twice, except for King Da Ka because we got sick.

Or the time we went to the Boardwalk and I smashed the Funnel Cake into her face, then she snorted the sugar.

Or when we would just cuddle and watch musical bootlegs, such as Heathers, Dear Evan Hansen, and Be More Chill.

I can't believe all of that is gone though, and it is my fault. I got home that night, continuing to have the Happy Memories flood my mind.

I can't take it anymore.

I went to the bathroom and took out something, something I swore never to use again...

My razor blade.

I brought it up to my wrist, crying, and started cutting more and more. Going deeper and deeper each time.

I just want to see her again I thought.

As I kept going, I heard a voice

I'll see you on the other side of the war

It was Peggy.

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Another A/N;
Sorry it's so sad, I ended it where I did cuz I'm literally about to cry writing this. Would you want to see a part 3? Sorry for it being so sad. Again, soon I'll try to write something happier.