they say love is an open door, quoting a song from some flick.  
but do you know fantasies dont love?
i say it is more like a candle, first burning bright
until it melts, to form a new mold...

you see, being hurt isnt the worst of it, but being left alone 
seeing your heart shatter before you
and knowing that theyre gonna be, fine after this
will break it more, but who knows if its true?
she only left me to rot, in this room.

so, lately. ive been feeling lone-ly.
maybe i was not the one you were looking for...
so save the, stupid apo-logies
cause youve got the hit and you know youve won
youve got the hit and now im alone.

i wake up picking after myself, get myself groomed.
walk out of the hallway door
and crossing the alley, that we first kissed
still reminds me i wasnt more

im trying to be better now, forever
im going as far as i can go
but i know that for now im alone
ill live with my faults, with the me who i know

you see, im hurt but im trying to live the way i wanted
before i even fell in love
and i know that youre gonna be fine, even after this
who knows? i might find someone
who i can cry on, till im done...

ill say maybe we werent meant to be, we were polarly same
but im sober, im more awake now
ill say the fault lies on my yard, and i would rather have gone
away than leave you my love;
ill say you broke my heart to spare me the love.

Back to the songs and hopefully to the books soon!
addhukathiravan,cool_reader_ you two support the best you can and Queenie; You gave me the last push for me to get back on track.

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VinyaAmby? You two are the most supportive kids I've seen on here for me. I know this isn't the darkest ones I've written or the most amazing ones, as far as I know. But I'm trying. Between getting ready for my final year finals and thinking up book chapters, this is what I came up. Thank you two. You vibe like two magnets.