Y/n ran towards UA she was going to be late!

She ran over to the dorms and saw that Aizawa was already talking. Everyone looked at her as she arrived, she didn't notice the big scar on her nose and little scratches on her face.

Aizawa: "What happened Y/n?"

You: "I'm sorry I was late! I overslept!"

Aizawa: "No I mean about the cuts on your face"

Your blood ran cold, you started to sweat a cold sweat. You forgot about them.

You: "I-it's nothing to worry about, promise!"

Aizawa glared at you before saying for you to meet him at the common room later.

He then said everyone apart from you, Bakugo, Jiro and Hagakure. He then went inside and you went inside with everyone else. You stayed with Aizawa in the common room.

Aizawa: "Sit down"

You did as you were told, you got used to obeying orders. You did it almost like you had no control which made the sleepy teacher even more worried.

Aizawa: "While talking about the dorms to your parents I noticed your mother slip up on her words and when you left to get the tea I heard a crash sound and you yelp out. You didn't come back out, what happened?"

You stayed silent, you didn't know if you should say anything. You only talked if your parents said, "that's an order" at the end.

You: "I-is that an o-order?" You meekly said. Aizawa was shocked.

Aizawa: "Huh? I was asking a question! Why would you say that?"

You: "N-no reason! I just dropped the tea and got burned! You dad came in to see if I was ok! That's all Mr.Aizawa, don't worry about me!...I'll be dead soon anyway and I don't want you to be sad" You said the last part in a mutter but Aizawa heard "...dead...don't....sad".

Aizawa sighed in worry for the girl. 

Aizawa: "Ok then, head to your room or whatever, just know if you want to talk I'm here"

You nodded and headed to your room. You decorated your room. You put up some f/c wallpaper and put 2 posters of your favourite heroes. Present Mic and Eraserhead. You also put up little figurines on a shelf and put all your school books on a bookshelf. You changed your bed cover to a pretty pale f/c and you put your clothes in your draws and hid your razor blades in a box with other stuff under your bed.

You didn't leave your room, you just sat at your desk writing in your diary.

Dear diary,

I got up late and forgot to make breakfast for mother and father so they threw me in the spike room for a while. I didn't realise I cut my face because I was too concerned about getting to school on time, I was still late. Mr.Aizawa asked me about my cuts and I stupidly said "is that an order?" and now he is suspicious of me. Well, I'm in my room now, I just decorated it. I'm wearing my pale f/c scarf right now and some PJs. That's it for now.

Bye diary

You heard a knock on your door and opened it a bit to see your class.

Mina: "Hey Y/n wanna join us? We are looking at everyone's rooms!"

You: "Sure"

Everyone looked at your room and you got scared they were going to judge you for it. You saw Mineta go for your diary and in a blink of an eye you got it and healed it close, everyone looked at you, you looked a bit scared.

You: "It's my diary! No one is allowed to touch it!"

Mineta sighed and everyone understood. It was time to go into Mineta's room and everyone ignored it because he is a perv (And so are you but now as much as he is). You got upset and went to his room and knocked.

You: "Mineta?"

He opened the door.

Mineta: "Yes?"

You: "Everyone was ignoring your room so can I see it? I don't want you to feel left out"

He opened his door and showed you. It was full of M.t lady and Midnight stuff, very pervy but you smiled at it. You were certain that he had a hentai collection like you.

You: "Nice room Mineta"

Mineta: "Thanks!"

You went back to your room and sat on your bed letting the voices talk, you believed them all the time.

Y̵̢̫̙͍̖̺͕͍̍͆̽̓̀ỏ̴̺͓̯̲͈͒̅u̶͙̠̞̫̲̓̓̐̋̚'̴̙͒ĺ̷̻͍̒͋̅͑̍̃͑̈́̎l̷͚̂̈̃̾ ̴̘͕͍̹̂̌́͐̑̚͘͝n̸̨̢͎̤͙͍̮̈́̈́̈́́̑̔e̴̘̭͖͙̞̮͉̍̈́̈́̒͊͆́̐̇͐̓v̶̖͂͂̏̀̔͐̋̽͒̋͝e̶̟̒̄r̸̡̡͙̣̱̞̮͚̜̈́͜ ̴̤̯̫͚̑̉̇͛̔̕͠͝͝͠b̵̧͕̪̱̭̱̀́̐͑e̴̢̖͉̰͉͕̾͌̉ ̷̺̈́̒̔̀̊̕g̸̡͙̹̟͇̣̜̰̀̂̓͋͠o̴̘̙͓̩̝̬͋̽͌̂̐̋͐͘ͅơ̸̧͇̙͕͎̩̺͎̥̐̇̒̓͐̌d̴̨̛̤̰͕̓̆͛̀͘͠ ̷͇̻̯͓̮͈͐́̾̈́̐̿̓́̐͗͐ę̶̭̯̫̤̗̔̀̉͐̄͑͜͝ṋ̶̗͎̟͙͔͕̩̞̜͎͆͗̇͊͑̉͂̈̕o̴̧̥̞̼̼͎̫̩͙̼͊̾̀̋̈́̏̕̕͜͝͝ų̴̻̤̖̗̳͓̜̜̳̙̓͆̊̈̋͊g̵̝͗͌͑̑͐̈́̾̅̚͝h̵̛̥̃̑̽̽̽ ̸̰͎̪̟͈̼͙̳̘̰̍̍̈͝ͅf̴̧̺̲̞̄͆̈́̐͐ͅo̴̧̘̱͔̱͝r̸͍̤̲͆́ ̸̢̨̧̟̩̱͍͈́͋̊͐̊́́̾̈́̀͜͠ą̴̤̪̮̻̠͇͓̺̥͇̈́̅ṅ̶̛͍͒̿͒͗̒̅̎̃̒y̴͙̲̳͖̩̤͔͕̠̮̤̔͐o̴͓͖̬͕͈̜̅̉̽͋̽ñ̶̺̲̖̥̳̜̻͙̥̒̔̃̀͜͝ͅe̶̢̦̪͒̌̆̍̕͠!̸͈̮̬̘̔́͛̿̎̈́͒̅̆̑ ̶̧̛̪̹̯̩͓̮̐̅̈́̍͗͋̑̄͝͠

N̶̻̰̤̿͂̉̃̀̑̿͊̇͝͝ò̴̤͙̱͖͚̮̬̝̋ ̷̢̳̫̯̩̫̪̱̥͗̇͑̐̐͋͑o̶̝̰̫̫̙͊͂͗͂̐̑́̎͘n̷̲̼͈̼͍̹̣͔̹̋e̶̟͑̀̈́̓͊̀̓̇̏̀̕ ̶̰͔̍̔̓́͋́̍͋̚r̸͈͎͔͓͍̖̥̙̩̄̅̐̃̋̋͒̋ȩ̸͉̫̘̭̤͋̾ä̴̢̺͕́̌̿̿̆̌̈́́l̸̦͕̘̝̺̹̥̂͊̽̀̄́̾̓̾̈l̴̛̤̐̚y̶͖̭̒̌̏͋̀ ̸̪͕̼̚͘c̵͔̤͎̼̬̣̹̀̄̽̈́̈̄͛̓͠ͅa̶͎̰͓̼̤̗̤̖͖͊ȓ̴̖̊̆͒͒̓́͝e̴͔̱̤̦̓s̸̥̋̉́̓̉̕ ̴̧̡̧͍̘̻̾̑́̎͊̉͐̕̚ạ̴̗̞͉̮͑̈́̌̈́͛̈̓̕̕͝ͅb̴͚̀o̷̥̞̣͉͆̏̿͗̇̇̈̉̓͊ŭ̴̟͇̩͙͎͇̹̰̀ţ̷̨̐̈́̓͒̈́͊̿͛͋̚͠ ̷̢̛̘͈̘̠̭̐̐̽͆̊̓̉y̷̩͚̓͌̾̾̎̈́̕̚͠ơ̸͍͖̮̺̩̤̞̟̔̐̽͋͆͌̿͂́͠ṳ̸̪͙̥͎̞͓̰́͑͌͌̓͑̕͝,̵̤̬̫̘͚̗̟̮̑̈̑̕ ̶̡̖̯̳͇̭̃̇̉̋͂́͌̐͘̕͜ͅţ̸͍̠̭̖̯̗̝͓͌̽͌̀̍h̶̨̖̺͈̪̳͂͗́́́ͅė̶͉͕̼̾́̒́̈́̄͂̾͐̕y̸̟̅̔͆̀̍̀͛ ̴̨̢̮̯͙̂͗̋̽͛̑̾͘͝w̸͙̞̜͍̬̟̞̳̘̌̈́̀̏̅̾i̴̛͔̇̆l̵̛̼͈̉̈́͋̀̊́̀͆͘l̶͉̱̖̹͙̘͚̞̀͐̌̄̂͐͝ ̴̯̞̪̂̅̓̋̄ọ̴̙͐̓͋̂n̶̖͎̣͙̈͊̈́̓͜͠ĺ̸̡̦̜̰ÿ̶̡̛͚̟̘̼͓̰̠͔͉̹́̑͐̃̾͆̔ ̵̤̩̭́̋̽̋̾́̆̾ù̸͇̫̦̰̝̝͈̙̕ͅs̸͔̱̤͎̃͊͐̋̀̄̕͠͝ḙ̴̜̣̻̇̈́̇̌͑͋͑̓̕͘ ̵̲̗͉͋͆̈́͆̒̓̂̎͂ͅy̸̿̋͊́͜ô̴͚͖̫̹̻̮̠͖͔͐̎̍̈̊̈́̀̈́ṵ̴̢͓͋̒̀̄͠!̷̡̣̤̮̦͔͇͌͒͆̿̿̕̚

̸̧̓̃́̓̂̚ͅĨ̷͍̝̹̞́͝ţ̷͒̉̃͂̋͝'̸̧̨̨̻͎̪̺̤̙̈́͘͠s̷̨̮̩̺͉̘͓͖̈̈́̋̃̃̂̏̐̆̀͘͜ ̷̙̮̠͉͇̽́̾̄̌̃̽̈́̌͘̚ŷ̵̡̥̭͔̟͇̗̀̓̔̌̕͜o̵̡̹̟͙̪̤͚̳̬͂͊̈́̊̍̀͋̎̓̂u̵̦̦̩̹̜̥͊͐̋͋̑̍́̌͝ȑ̵̨̡̥̰͍̫̜͈͚̀̊͝ ̵̡̛̤͖̖̲͈͙̬͉͊͛̾̎͑͘f̵̧̱̻̤̬̝̦͖͌̓͌̎̃̅à̷͚̞͓̖̭̳̜̼̤̾͆u̷̻̹̝̤͖͇̰̘̲͐̒͑̄͋͐̈́̕ͅl̷̠͕̖̠̬̖͓̰͌̀͂̎̉̋̉̾͌̚͜t̶̙̤̬͈̭̙̦́̍̕͜͝͠ ̶̧̛͇͂͑͛͂̅̈́̚t̷̡̢͇̽h̷̳͎̟̫̲̠͙͇͉̿̆̐̆ą̷͉̹̭͓̞̖̙͖̯̘̀t̷̘̀͌̈́͐̑̽͌ ̷̢͙͉̭̜̍̓̔Ǎ̸̢̱͙̠̝͙̮̣͕̎̎̓͂́̆͒̚̕͜͠ĭ̷̢̡̝̯̹̫̗͔̦̜́̎̽̈́͑̔̽͘͜z̴̡̦͎̹̯̒͊͌a̷̧̺͕̝̣̭̔̾̏̐̌̍̌͗̚͝w̴̲̱̫̪͙̭͓̰̼͋̑́͐̈̇̑̈̀̕ȃ̴̛̝̦̲̥ ̴͚̫̙̥̪͓̥̐ģ̶̨̯̈̾͊͛̍͆ő̷̡̨̗͙̟̭̜͌̓̀̋͝ṫ̷̛͔̣͖̿́̈́̍͗̈͌͝ ̴̥̽̇̋̐͋̃͊̾͘h̵͍͔͖̮͗̊̐͑̇ͅͅŭ̵̹̜̭͕͇̥̕̚͝ŗ̶̛̽̈́̉͒̊̒̑̚͝t̷̞̖̺̼͍̾̇͋́́͝,̴̨̗̱̤̯͍̀́͝ ̷̞̘̒̆e̷̛̺͇͇̜̣̍̓̈́̄͊͠͝v̵̢̩̣͉̠̯̻̤͈͊̒ȩ̶̤͈̮̠̲̮̈́̉́͝r̸̡̧̢̗̙͚̰̎̋y̵͔̲̜̼̝̋̈́̍̈́̃́͒̽̈́͠͠t̶͈͚̹͔̓̾͑̄̅h̵̲͚̹͆̃i̶̧̬̰̝͖͎̣͇̅̂́̏̑̇̆̂̐̕̚ņ̴̻̽͛̎͂ģ̶̻͍͔̥̰͉͙̯̈́̈́̆̊̇̇̚̚ ̵̬̯̭͐̅̃̐͝i̵̳̰͔̥̣̯͛̾̏̄̓̀͠s̴͉͎̫͓̘̦̜̖͇͔̒̈͂̿̾̏͝ ̴̧̛̝̘̦͍͉̘̈́̈́̆y̷͙̙̩͙͓̺͗̿̌̿̃͌̚͝o̸̤͉̝̰̱̹̅̾͂̈́̋́̃̑̋̔͘u̴̪̓̈̊̑̌̄̕r̴͍̯̦̭̝̝̠̯̹̫̓ ̷̛͍̟̻̎̈́̍͊̄̈́̿̎͘͘f̸̧̧͖̞̉̿́͊̐͑̓̓a̴͍̟̝͉̥̫͈̳̅̊ų̴̧̨͉̦͙̙̣͈͖̝̾͋̅̏̇̂́͌͌͝ļ̸͎͓̩̺̰͙̎͒̆̀͜͜ṫ̷̠̳̮̦͎͒́̿̽͘ 

You just let the thoughts consume you. You didn't realise you started crying you then got so overwhelmed, you put on your special gloves so you wouldn't use your quirk on anything.

You started to cry uncontrollably and you didn't realise you were being loud until a knock at your door came, but that made it worse, you were in a state of panic. You thought that you were going to be punished because you cried, you got up in a panic and ran into your closet were you always hid to try and avoid punishments, you covered yourself and tried to be as small as possible. You tried to wait for it to be over.

Aizawa POV

I was drinking a cup of coffee when I felt there was something wrong, ever since I became a teacher I had this 6th sense that I knew when something was wrong. I put down my coffee and looked at the time. 1 am. I went onto the second floor and went past everyone's dorms, I did that for every floor until I came to the 5th floor, I listened in and heard sobs. I immediately went closer to the noise and it was at Y/n's room, I knocked on the door and heard them go silent than some rushed shuffling and then a door shutting. I opened the door and saw the bed was a reck and there were pillows on the floor.

Aizawa: "Y/n are you ok?"

I checked the bathroom and didn't see her, I heard a sniffle from the closet and opened it,  what I saw broke my heart.

Y/n was in the corner of the closet covered by clothes, her eyes were wide and looked like she just got found by a villain. She started to cry even more and my heart broke even more when she started talking.

You: "P-please d-don't hurt m-me! I di-didn't me-mean t-to cry!"

Aizawa: "Y/n calm down, it's me, your homeroom teacher, Mr.Aizawa, Eraserhead"

I then saw her hugging me so tightly like I was her lifeline. I asked her to calm down.

Aizawa: "Close your eyes and think happy thoughts"

She did as I told her and I grabbed her school swimming suit that was hung up. I then heard an 'ehem' and I looked to the door to see Momo.

Momo: "I heard crying and came here"

I nodded and she came over and rubbed circles into Y/n's back, she wasn't calming down.

Aizawa: "Can you get changed into your swimsuit Y/n?"

She didn't respond.

Aizawa: "Momo can you help her into her swimsuit while I start a bath so she can calm down?"

Momo nodded and she loosened her grip on me and I got up and went into the bathroom and gave her a trash bag just in case she throws up. I turn the bath on and make it so it's warm but a bit more on the hot side. I then hear the sound of hurling and go to see Y/n throwing up inside the trash bag. She looks broken. She is in her swimsuit so Momo and I help her up and she tries to walk but trips, we hold her up and slowly bring her into the bathroom and lower her into the bath, we give her another trash bag and she throws up in it. 

I grab a cup from the sink and use it to scoop up water and pour it on her head after she finishes throwing up, the warm water seemed to calm her down a lot as she seems to be falling asleep and she isn't crying. That's when I notice the cuts on her wrists and the bruises that she has.

Aizawa: "You can go Momo, keep this a secret ok?"

Momo: "Of course Mr.Aizawa"

She leaves and I notice she had fallen asleep, I let the water drain and then pick her up out of the bath with a towel. I dry her hair and swimsuit the most I can. She then yawns, must have woken up.

Aizawa: "Hey Y/n, can you get changed?"

She just gets up and grabs an f/a onesie and goes into the bathroom to change. She comes out and I catch her from falling as she passed out, she started to grip onto me really tight and I sighed.

Aizawa: "Such a problem child"

I pick her up and put her on her bed and tuck her in she lets go of me. I sit by her bed to watch her just in case she wakes up and is confused.

5 minutes later I noticed she started to stir in her sleep. She then started mumbling.

You: "Please...me...go...stop"

She starts to mumble even more and then a minute later she shoots up with a scream. She looks at her hands and starts crying. I stroke her back and she calms down.

You: "I-I'm sorry"

Aizawa: "You have nothing to be sorry for, I'll stay here with you until you can sleep ok?"

You: "B-but you need to sleep, you can't do that! I don't wanna be a burden"

Aizawa: "Trust me a night of no sleep is nothing, now go back to sleep"

She nods and wipes her eyes before falling back asleep. What has this girl been through? 

I chuckle imagining Yamada and Nemuri saying how much of a dad I'm being but at this point I don't care.

I hold her hand as she falls asleep. I end up falling asleep at one point cause when I wake up I've got a blanket on me and the sun is rising, I look down to see Y/n put her head on my lap.

Aizawa: "Such a problem child"

I rest her head back on her bed and she then wakes up. I look at the alarm clock and it's 7 am.

Class for her starts at 8:40. I pat her head.

Aizawa: "Get ready and we will talk about this later"

You: "Ok Mr.Aizawa"

I get up and leave the room and go back down the elevator and go to the kitchen to make coffee. I see Iida already up and awake.

Iida: "Hello, Mr.Aizawa, isn't your room over there?" He said pointing over to my room.

Aizawa: "Yes but I went to check on a student"

Iida: "Ok sir!"

So energetic. I make my coffee and then grab an apple. Some more students come down but Y/n comes down first and starts making something.

Aizawa: "What are you making Y/n?"

You: "Breakfast for everyone sir"

Sir?! What the hell... and why is she making food for everyone?

Aizawa: "Why are you making breakfast for everyone?"

You: "Sorry sir, it's out of habit"

Aizawa: "Don't call me sir, its sensei or Mr.Aizawa"

You: "Sorry si-sensei"

She finishes making pancakes for everyone, 2 for everyone and she did it almost flawlessly and so quickly. She served everyone and everyone thanked her, she almost looked surprised when they thanked her.

She went back upstairs to most likely do the rest of her morning routine. I finish my coffee and apple and toss the core in the bin. Y/n comes back down and she has her bag on her back ready for school even if it's only 8:20. I watch her movements and she starts to clean dishes and other things. What is up with her?! I don't understand why she is doing this for everyone...

It was 8:30 and her and Iida left most likely to go to class. I speak up.

Aizawa: "Everyone!"

They all look at me.

Aizawa: "Who is closest to Y/n?"

No one speaks up until I hear Midoryia.

Izuku: "I'm her friend sir"

Aizawa: "Ok then I have a task for you"

Izuku: "What is it sensei?"

Aizawa: "I want you to get to know her a bit more, her habits she is used to doing at home like her daily routine"

Mina: "But sir why do you want to know?"

Aizawa: "The reason is, is she made food for everyone and when I asked why she said it was a habit and looked a bit shocked when you all said thank you like she was never told that before"

Mina: "Ok then!"

They all left to go to class and I went to do a shakedown of all the dorms. Everything was normal in everyone's dorm, no problems apart from Mineta having hentai in his room, that is until I got to Y/n's dorm. I threw out all the trash bags and then opened all the draws - the ones like underwear or socks. I then found a box under her bed, it was clear. I opened it and at first, it was normal arts and crafts stuff and then I got to a black box. I opened it and was shocked.

Razor blades...

Some had dry blood on them and another had fresh blood. Oh no...

I put it back and pushed the box back under her bed and left the room but made a text to Nezu.

🐱‍👤-Aizawa

🐭- Nezu

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🐱‍👤: Nezu we have a problem

🐭: What is it Aizawa?

🐱‍👤: One of our students are self-harming and have quite odd habits.

🐭: Oh...Ok then, have you talked about Mental heath yet in class?

🐱‍👤: I was going to talk about it tomorrow but I'm going to talk about it today now in heath class.

🐭: Ok then. Which student?

🐱‍👤: Y/n L/n.

🐭: I never thought she'd self-harm but then again who knows?

I turn off my phone and sigh, I get to school and go into the teacher's lounge and start making the class plan.

Time skip

My alarm goes off and it's 10:35. I get up and head to the classroom. When I get there everyone is in their seats.

Aizawa: "Ok class today we will be talking about mental health"

Some people groaned. I started to write some mental disorders. Depression, Anxiety, Anorexia, PTSD, Schizophrenia and Insomnia.

Aizawa: "We will talk about depression first. It is a horrible disorder, It makes you feel sadder than usual and you might lose interest in activities you once enjoyed, you can also have trouble sleeping which can lead to insomnia and you can lose or gain weight. If it gets very bad it can lead to thinking suicidal thoughts, self-harm and even the person committing suicide. It is normally caused by Bullying, problems at home, abuse or an event that happened in your life" 

I see that Y/n was uncomfortable but carry on.

Aizawa: "If you have depression go to someone you can trust and get help if you're too scared to ask there are other ways. You can write your thoughts down, listen to music or even hangout with people you care about, don't be scared to come to ask for help"

Aizawa: "Ok next is Anxiety. Anxiety is a feeling of constant tension and worries, there are diffrent types of anxiety, the most common is Socal anxiety, to sum it up, you feel like everyone around won't like you and you don't like yourself. It's normally paired up with depression. Anxiety can also cause attacks, you hyperventilate, cry, get scared and sometimes throw up. You can calm down by steadying your breathing, walking, listening to music, writing or taking a bath"

Time skip

Class ended and everyone left but I pulled Midoryia aside.

Aizawa: "At the end of the day if I'm not in the common room go to my room and we will talk about her"

Izuku nods and we both leave the class and I head to the teacher's lounge.

Your POV

I'm so glad that class is over I was starting to get uncomfortable. I head to the next class and when that's over I go to the cafeteria. I grab my lunch which is rice, meat, some chicken soup and a glass of water. I start to eat when I hear.

"Hey, can I sit here with you?"

End of chapter

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