My mind kept telling me to cry. But, I just couldn't...

How could it be true??

The girl who nagged my head off in first grade. She, who irritated me so much, was so short-tempered. She, who helped us follow our dreams, followed her own dreams, as well. That girl was dead.

I couldn't believe it!!

How in the world could...

Well, I kept wishing I could cry it out.

But I couldn't...

It was bottled up in me. I don't know why, but I never could let it out...

A little voice in my hand told me "Maybe you aren't crying because you don't care"

Was it true??

I don't know, and I doubt I ever will...

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A.N.:

Note that 'my mind kept telling me to cry'....

Make what you can of that.....

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