Lucy's P.O.V

I smiled at the sleeping infant. She was such an angel that it made me happy. My little girl, so happy and kind. I heard the door open and turned to see Shin. "Shin-kun"

"Lucy, can we talk?" He whispered. I nodded and walked out of the nursery and stopped at the window he had been standing at. He looked to be partly in pain.

"Are you okay?" He nodded.

"Yeah" He looked out of the window. "Listen about that kiss- "

"It's fine"

"I just couldn't control myself. That is what bothers me the most."

"The song does that to you. It was why I didn't want to sing it." I was afraid to look at him. If I did I would have felt worse.

"So is that how nee-san fell for you?" I shrugged my shoulders. As the hall became silent I looked at him only to see him doing the same before he looked away.

"Shin-kun."

"Yes Lucy"

"Have you ever dated someone before?" He looked to be in thought before he looked at me.

"I have....what about you?" I blushed before I looked away from him.

"I haven't"

"So you and nee-san skipped the whole dating thing and went straight for marriage. Which you accepted?" I nodded. "Nee-san, he is lucky to have a woman who is willing to help him when is sick, to be willing to have a baby for his sake, to basically help him with everything, yet he doesn't know what he is missing." My eyes widened.

"Shin-kun" He let out a dry chuckle.

"I didn't mean to say that. It's just that nee-san doesn't know what he is missing. If you were mine then...." I felt my cheeks began to redden. Did he like me? Was that it?

"Shin-kun" He looked to be in thought before he moved closer to me.

"Wanting to kiss you is wrong but for some reason, I just can't help but want to do it again. I hate seeing you wait for him every day. I hate seeing you hurt. Why does my heartache when I am not around you? Why can't I push you away?" His eyes lit up in the night light and his body illuminated, his faint blush, his expression, the pain that was in his eyes because he wanted to fight his feelings.

The strange feeling of want and desire to be held, to be loved, it had been all of the feelings I had been craving from Carla went to him. I tried to fight it but it didn't work. If anything it seemed to worsen the feeling. As I felt his arms pull me into an embrace I blushed. This time I couldn't fight it.

I found myself wrapping my arms around his waist. "For a year I wanted you to be mine and it hurts just thinking about how I can't have you." I felt my eyes began to water. I clutched to the sides of his shirt while I buried my head into his chest. Why did it hurt to be wanted? Why couldn't I fight this acceptance, this feeling of warmth, this feeling of love?

Carla's P.O.V

Lucy didn't usually take this long to take care of Mao. Something must have been off. I got up and went into the hallway only to see Lucy and Shin in an intimate situation.

It pissed me off. She was actually enjoying the fact that she had been kissing him. Shin pulled her closer to him while he moved his head between her neck and began to kiss it. "Shin-kun stop this is-"

"Your mewling says differently." She gasped as she had seen me.

"What is it, Lucy?" He turned around and seen me in anger.

The two broke apart. "Nee-san"

"C..C...Carla-kun"

"Lucy, I need to speak to you in the bedroom." She looked at Shin before she nodded and walked past me. As soon as we arrived in our room she looked at me before she stared at her feet.

I closed and locked the door before I walked up to her. "Do you want to explain yourself?" She didn't say anything causing me to lift her face up. She looked so guilty while I wanted to punish her. "Keeping quiet is only going to make your punishment worse."

"No matter what I say, it will not make the situation any better." I let out a dry chuckle.

"You want him don't you?"

"Carla-kun it's not like that-"

"You were just moaning for him. What can you say that will make me feel any different?"

"I did it because I wanted it from you. The feeling of love, the idea that someone cared about me, and I guess out of instinct I just...reacted." I glared at her.

"Reacted?" I pinned her to our bed and bit her neck. She cringed and tried to fight me but I didn't let her. I yanked down the right side of her shirt and bit her shoulder. She 'reacted', that is what she called it. I did everything for her and yet she was still unhappy. What else did I have to do? As I heard a sniffle I stopped and looked at Lucy to see her in tears.

"You sleep with Yui." She had to bring her into it? " I know it yet when I-"

"Yui is different." I let go of her and sat at the edge of the bed.

"And I am not?" I hate it when she looked at me like that. "What is the use of getting married when we are not in love with each other?" The smell of salt became more evident meaning that she started to cry more. "You married me and yet you...I'm sorry" She tried to get up but I pinned her back down.

"You are sorry?" She glared at me.

"I can't do anything to take back what I have done." I arched a brow causing her's to frow. "Neither can you." I hated to think about it but I guess it could possibly make her feel better if I said this.

"Marriage counseling, do you want to do that?" She let out a small smile.

"Sure"