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gutilozz: a nice little memory of busan before things went a bit wrong. all creds of this pic to my photographer and my number one fan <3 #usted #atthehotel

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His thumb had all too quickly clicked on the underlined link for her instagram page in his notifications. But each time he tried to click on the picture to see it, his phone screen would go blank, and he had to exit out of the app to get it going again. He didn't have access to her page anymore. She had been so committed to not speaking to him again that she had blocked him. He had been forced to put a restraining order on her, and she had blocked him from every aspect of her life, both online and in real life. Baekhyun had even considered making another--a secret--account so that he could see her pictures. But it was no use. Narda's page was private anyway, and she only accepted follow requests from people she knew. All he could see was the thumbnail in his notifications, from the page where he could see what his friends were liking and posting. 

He followed the other members and their girlfriends, and most of them followed Narda since she was a friend of theirs too. There was no way for him to escape her, but he didn't want to. He wanted so badly to talk to her, to just see her, and he couldn't. Those few hours in Busan were the closest he had been able to get to her in weeks.

They had long since arrived back from Busan and Baekhyun had gotten a scolding from the managers, along with a punishment which included a curfew. For the next few weeks he wasn't allowed to go out at night, even if it was with the other EXO memebers. 

He was to fulfill his schedules and then return straight to the dorms. In front of the fans he had been excused by telling everyone that he had caught the same cold that Chanyeol had and was resting in the dorms. Chanyeol had gotten off without getting in any trouble. Nari had kept her mouth shut for him, and Baekhyun did as well. He figured that after everything that had happened in Busan with Narda, she needed him. 

Narda had kept the incident to herself. Only she, Chanyeol, and Baekhyun knew what happened. She was all smiles when she returned to her apartment to see Nari and Kyungsoo sitting together on the sofa. The atmosphere in the room was tense when she opened the door, and they appeared almost as though they had been arguing before she arrived. But the two of them appeared overly happy when they saw her. Nari had even jumped out of her seat to greet her with a hug. Kyungsoo had smiled at her politely and excused himself, informing them that he needed to return to the dorms because they would be having early morning practices that day.

Nari immediately shook away her problems with Kyungsoo and tried to get the scoop on Narda's trip while Narda kept the details to a minimum. Her friend had been trying to pry when a commercial played on the television. It was an open try out call for Seoul FC's women division. Nari quickly changed the subject and gestured to the television. "They're still taking people for the new season. I think you should go try out." She knew from Narda herself that football was something she loved and was good at. Nari thought it would be something positive to keep her busy in the upcoming weeks.

Narda crinkled up her nose at her friend's suggestion. She wanted to do it, but she was also hesitant. "I always wanted to play professionally like my brother. But I'm not sure if they'll take me."

Placing a hand on her shoulder, Nari encouraged. "They'd take you in a heartbeat."

It was something she had always wanted to do, and she certainly had the time. She had been in Korea for over a year and had already learned to manage her time between her job, her secret relationship with Chanyeol, the Free Smiles organization, Kkot's Flowers--the free dance class program that Florencia was offering, and spending time with friends. She even found herself with some free time on some days. Most of the people she was friends with in Korea had busier schedules than her--Nari, Florencia, and the EXO members were affiliated with SM Entertainment and spent a good chunk of their days in the SM building. There were times in which Narda wouldn't see them for days because of how busy their schedules were. 

On those days, she would spend more time with Acacia, the two of them going out together for to the mall, or to dinner, while Acacia would film everything and post it on her vlogs.

"With the come back getting closer, Chanyeol has less time to spend with me lately." Narda thought out loud with a sigh. It wasn't necessarily a good thing, nor was it a bad thing. Sometime the distance and the time spent apart made her miss him even more and she looked forward to seeing him again. The next time she would see him, she jumped all over him and didn't want to leave his side. Chanyeol was more than just her boyfriend. He was one of her best friends in Korea.

Nari nodded in agreement. Her relationship with Kyungsoo was the same. There was a lot of distance put between them because of his busy schedule. But she was there a lot of the time, and it seemed that the more time they spent together now, the more they seemed to argue and the colder he acted towards her. The more distant he was. She always tried to ask him about it, but he wouldn't talk to her.

"I guess I'll go try out." Narda finally decided, filling herself with confidence.

She was also motivated by the thought that if she were to finally play professionally, she could give Chanyeol a jersey with her name on it. Guti #17.

Narda glanced at her phone screen when it lit up for the millionth time. 

Instagram: 3.4K+ follow requests pending. 

Her phone informed her. After the whole incident with Baekhyun and word getting out that she was a sasaeng, Narda had set her social media accounts on private after getting many hate comments and even death threats. But because of her friendship with Nari, Florencia, and Acacia, and the fact that she had been seen around the EXO members when they first went on tour, people knew her and she had countless amounts of follow requests. She ignored most of them and only accepted people she recognized, or knew from either back home or in Korea.

Chanyeol had promised he would help her turn off the social media notifications that her her phone constantly lit up, but each time they spent time together, he'd always forget.

In the next week after she had returned from Busan, right before EXO moved onto their next destination in China for the Exoplanet #2 tour, Florencia had organized a special charity event along with Jongdae and Narda for the Free Smiles Club. It was a charity dinner and dance, and tickets had been sold to raise money for children in the hospital. Fans and idols alike had bought tickets, and there was even going to be an auction for an all expenses paid shopping trip with Florencia, a weekend spa getaway, and the grand prize was a date with Kim Jongdae of EXO. Florencia had tried to get her boyfriend Sehun to pledge himself as the grand prize, but since the two weren't the best of friends behind closed doors he refused to do her the favor.

Jongdae, who she got on great with, didn't hesitate to agree.

He and Florencia were really close, and spent a lot of time together because of the charity organization they ran together, and were really good friends. So much so that there were rumors going around that Florencia might be in the works of leaving her current boyfriend Oh Sehun for his band mate Kim Jongdae. SM had issued several statements, assuring everyone that the two were just friends, and that Florencia and Sehun were as in love as ever.

The EXO members were all required to attend the dinner, even Baekhyun whose curfew had been lifted for the night. Narda was also invited as a co-leader of the Free Smiles Club. But she and Chanyeol couldn't be seen together in public, even at that event. She was banned from even getting close to EXO, and she didn't want to stir up more drama, so she had decided to keep her distance.

EXO had all sat together at one table along with Nari, Florencia, Mae, and Sarang. Taeyeon had been absent from the event, since she was doing promotions for a solo album that was upcoming. Baekhyun was relieved that she wouldn't be there, knowing she would start unnecessary drama if she attended. Acacia had decided to sit with Narda at another table with other idols so that she wouldn't sit alone. Nari had offered to sit with them too, but Narda assured her that it was okay. She encouraged her friend to sit with Kyungsoo instead. Narda had tried to keep her cool as she was sat with the members of SHINee, and a few actors and actresses that had been sat at their table. 

Narda got to sit right next to Jonghyun to one side of her and Acacia to the other. He had remembered her from before, a party in the dorms where they had been invited, and he made friendly conversation with her. All the while, Narda was trying to keep from not screaming at the top of her lungs. She was a big fan of most SM groups, her top three being EXO, SHINee, and Super Junior. The idols were sitting at the front tables, and the fans at the back tables. The front tables were separated by velvet ropes and security guards, so that the idols wouldn't be disturbed. 

Every now and then Chanyeol glanced in her direction, instantly becoming jealous when he saw his labelmate chatting up Narda, his girlfriend. Baekhyun had seen them too and wanted to stomp over there. He wanted to pull her away from there because it killed him to see other guys even so much as glancing at her. Chanyeol felt exactly the same, but since he was her boyfriend, he easily got his phone out and sent her a text message.

papi pcy: guti bby meet me by the back exit

She had most recently changed his contact name from Usted to Papi PCY. As her boyfriend, he was more than thrilled to know what his contact name on her phone was. She had also changed Baekhyun's contact name from <3byunnie<3 to just Byun. Not that they ever texted anymore anyway. She had blocked him from her phone and his number was only in her contacts, taking up unnecessary space.

guti: why channie? :o

papi pcy: i feel like i havent seen u in so long :(

papi pcy: i miss you...

guti: okay papi

guti: i'll meet you there in 5

Chanyeol had gotten flustered at her text--where she called him papi--and cleared his throat, tugging on the collar of his button up shirt with his tie. Baekhyun had noticed and was about to ask him if anything was wrong when the EXO rapper excused himself from the table, blurting out, "I'll be right back. I think I might have left the blender on." It was the sloppiest excuse he had ever given, but he just wanted to get out of there and see his girlfriend.

In the distance, a few tables off, he saw Narda excuse herself from the table as well, smiling politely at the other people who were sitting there with her. She had even placed her hand on Jonghyun's shoulder before walking off and Chanyeol wished he could be the one there sitting with her.

He hurried off first. The venue was a rented building that had three floors for parties. But since it was a weekday, the two upper floors weren't being used. He walked over towards the back, where there was a door that led outside into an alley where the dumpsters were located. He didn't have to wait long before he saw Narda walking over to him. "Chan..." She called slowly when she saw a tall figure waiting in the darkness.

He walked closer into the light and smiled wide at her. Before then, he hadn't seen her in about a week. As soon as he had returned from Busan with her, he had gone to the hotel where the group was staying. He participated in the last three concerts in Seoul and then they all returned to the dorms. For the next four days after that, they gave countless interviews and were on various music shows. They also practiced like crazy and by the time they returned to the dorms each night, it was too late to go visit her. The group was then experiencing problems for a third time.

Tao had suffered another injury and had told the company that he was going to seek rehabilitation in the United States. The other boys knew that it was an excuse to see his sister Yena who was studying abroad there. But the few times they had talked to him, he had told them that he was too tired to continue. And the rumors started that Huang Zitao was going to leave EXO too. 

Narda walked into his embrace and he held her tight, nuzzling his face into her hair and inhaling her scent. She quickly drew her arms around him too, burying her face in his chest since he was so much taller than her. He was like a giant, but his height not at all matched his personality just like his voice didn't match his face. 

"You're being so needy right now." She giggled out a comment.

"I just don't want to share you with anyone." He told her, still holding onto her tight.

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i know its been forever since i updated this. but i've been so invested in my lotto series that i just forgot to post in here. from now on, im going to try to post a little less in the lotto series (it has to be done), so that i can write more for this series.

currently, i was writing for the lotto series about 4-5 times per week. now im going to try to keep it down to 2-3 times so that on the other two days in which i have time to write, i can post for this series and any other stories that may need to be update. please let me know which story you wish to see an update on and i will try my hardest to do it.

thank you for your support. have a wonderful day!

-clary