december 18, 2018.

its now been a year since you have left me. there has not been one day when i dont think of you.

we all miss you jonghyun, i miss you.

but i understand why you did what you did. you were hurting, and no one, not even me, could take the pain away.

i still cry. how can i not? being with someone that you loved for 4 years and them leaving is hard.

but i tell myself that its okay because one day i will meet you again.

but until then, i hope that where ever you are now, you are in peace.

maybe ill get over you one day, but until then i will carry the pain that you left with me.

i love you kim jonghyun.