"Congratulations.." kyungsoo sunbae says as soon as I get back to my seat after taking the award

Unexpected but I got it... "Best New Actor" award .. it's a rookie award and I don't even... think I would get it.
What's this feeling?
I'm proud of myself.

"Thank you sunbae... thank you for all your helps"

"Haha.. for that thankfulness, wine and good meal tonight"

"I will" i say

From the time I started walking this acting part... this is the biggest success...I now have more confidence to continue.

The ceremony continues with some performances of idols.

Now.. they will announce winner for "Best Actor" award ...

And Kyungsoo sunbae is nominated with his last work "100 Days My Prince"

He must be excited now.

"To announce 'Best Actor Award' we would like to welcome our best local and nation's pride" the announcer voice says and someone walks on the stage... dim light... We can't see clearly.

"Founder of Delight, B!" And.... all the flashlights are on him.

He..... shines....
Without knowing, I got tears in my eyes.
Rather than memories of we love, we fight, pains... pleasures...
First time I met him, flashes back.

At that time too, he stood on the stage and, all the lights were in him.

Everything is.... same.
Just like the first time I meet him... my heart heats.
Just like the first time I meet him, I felt like I just found my first love.

Nothing change after all.
My love... this heart...
hate was never there ... it has always been him.

I felt my hand was suddenly held by Kyungsoo sunbae "I am nervous" he says and smiles.
He knows but... he's not saying anything

"This is my first event to attend after coming to Korea after my master degree in Paris. It is my pleasure to announce such a big awards and thank you for having me here tonight. So, I will announce Best Actor of this year." He says

Pretty.
No matter how many years had passed by..
He's the prettiest.
He still looks very... sick too. He must be unhealthy.

"Best Actor Award goes to....." *dramatic music* "Do Kyungsoo... Congratulations" he says

With happiness for sunbae.. I stand up ... "Congratulations sunbae" I say

"Thank you Chanyeol ya" he says and gives me a quick hug

I look at the stage and... he was already looking at me...

Kyungsoo sunbae walks to stage and I sit back too.

Our gazes lock for quite a moment then he looks away as sunbae finally arrives on stage

He hands out awards to Sunbae and they gives a quick talk.
He left the stage and sunbae gives his speech

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Why you have to come back now?
Why?
Only when I'm trying to move on.

At least I want to ask you... even tho i know what will be your answer... I just want to ask you....
'Are you okay?'

"Are you okay?" Kyungsoo sunbae asks me

"Aww... I'm okay"

We are back to my penthouse... siping our wine as we promise ...

We... yes... we ...

"He's reallly lucky huh."

"Hmm?"

"Because in your head.. it's just B.. B ... B... and B every second.. that's why, he's lucky.. very" Sunbae says

"Does it.. bother you?" I ask

"No... I am okay and you will forget when you are with me anyway"

"So... kyungsoo sunbae.."

"Imm?"

"I want to know about your past relationships"

"Haha... surprisingly?"He asks

"We are dating anyway... I can know that much right?"

"Of course... hmm what should I say... I don't usually or haven't gotten into relationship before"

"Hmm?"

"I have never truly loved someone before or got into relationship. I tried to go out with a lot of people but they stopped going out with me saying that... I show no emotions... or my face looks like I am not into them or I look like I don't care them"

"Is that so?.... but... i feel like you care people a lot"

"That I care you a lot.. because I'm trying to change myself with you. So, change with me too"

Can I?
I'm not sure if I 100% move on but...
Can I truck
Can I use sunbae?

"So don't feel bad... I'm using you to change me so... use me to forget your past lover" Sunbae says

I pull and embrace him

"Who said you are not good at expressing your feeling?" I say

I can feel his arms wrap around my body and hold me tighter

"May be I didn't  care them like I do to you"

"Haha... I feel special" I say... is that because of the wine effects? It has been quite long that I feel this kind of warmth.

"Chanyeol ya... can I kiss you?"

"Let's try"
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Third person's POV

"I.... saw him.... today." He mumbles

"Hmm? What did you say? Do you sober up already? Wanna drink juice?" Daniel asks

"I..... saw him"

"Saw who? Sehun?"

"N....no..."

"B.... who did you see today? Come.. drink carrot juice or you will be feeling hangover tomorrow morning"

"His eyes...... seem familiar.... yet... they are .... so cold too...." B mumbles all those words as he's sobering up from drinking a lot at Daniel's place

"Hmm? What are you saying? Whose eyes?"

"Did he ...... already mo.... move on? He will... huh"

"Who? Is that Park Chanyeol?"

"Does he.... hate me? Still?"

Daniel lies down beside Baekhyun and hugs him from behind

"Come... don't think any of those and let's sleep. You must still be tired from long hours flight" Daniel says

"I.... I shouldn't have... come back"

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