"Chanyeol ya... where have you been? And.... why aren't you replying my texts and calls? Is something wrong??" 

"Sunbae.."

"Why? What's wrong?"

I asked him to meet at cafe... to sort things clear.
And....
I'm finally facing him .... and.... Just how to....

"Did something wrong chanyeol ya?" He asks again

"B.... actually... he is suffering from some kind of cancer"

"Oh...chanyeol ya... I'm very sorry to hear that..."

"No... it's okay.. and.... I'm sorry sunbae...I am very sorry.."

"Chanyeol ya?"

"I.... sunbae.... I think...... I..."

"You want to go back to him?"

My eyes widen by his.... words..
he's very straightforward.
I feel more guilty

".......... I'm sorry.."

"Imm.... you don't need to... I have guessed that anyway I mean...."

"Sunbae.."

"I am really jealous you know. To think, he has best lover beside him... a best lover who is you. And you who can never be mine.... well, I had been against the emotional attaching relationship anyway.... but... why do I feel like.....haha.... I'm sorry chanyeol ya. I'm quite busy today so, I will go back first"

"Wait....sunbae... please... don't be like this.."

"We are really okay chanyeol ya. Nothing will change between us. You will always be my best hoobae.... take care Chanyeol ya.." he taps on my shoulder and leave

This is.... not something I expected..
He's really sad... I can see that.
Will he be really okay?

Message - 'I'm back at my house' - B

What???
He discharged already?
What the .... heck!
His grandma might be very worried .. fuck

I hurry back to his house.
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Baekhyun's POV

"B!!!" He barges into my house ...

Really?
Does he really need to rush?

"Want some tea?" I ask

"Why..... why did you discharge??"

"I hate the smell of hospital. In case you didn't know that. I don't stay more than one day.. or may be half day"

"But...."

"Can you stop treating me like a patient?"

He finally goes silent... And staring at me..

"Come and sit. Let's have a warm tea" i say

He comes and sit at the table and... "I... ended up with him" he says

"Oh.... that fast?"

That was ... unexpected ....
I thought he's in love with that actor already

"So... please accept me to stay beside you" he says

He's still being a naive kid when he's with me.

"Well, what's lunch then?"

"Ah... wait a moment. I will cook something that you can eat well.... just wait.."

He rushes to cooking and... he's cute.

Ah man... I don't want him to get hurt.
But what if I couldn't make it from recovering?
What if.... what if I get to leave this life?
What if you are left behind alone?

You are going to get hurt chanyeol ya.
How can you be so stupid?

"Pabo" I say

"Ehhh... why suddenly calling me stupid ?? :3"

"I don't know I just feel like it" I say

"Eh... so meannnnn"

He's such an amazing kid ... how can his love didn't change after years?

Or.... am I too?

......................

After a while, he finishes cooking for me..

"Here... pumpkin soup.." he says

"Least type of food I crave for"

"It's not time to be picky. You need to eat so that you can get more energy"

"Sure sure.... boring food. Aren't you eating?" I ask

"I had breakfast late"

"Imm...." I start eating a spoon of his cooking...

"How's it?" He asks

"Boring food"

"It's not bad .. thanks god" he says "and... B.."

"Imm?"

"Should I move in with you?"

"Why?"

"To be beside you... every time.."

"Stop saying with that cheesy voice"

"Ehhhh... this is my normal voice"

"How about your new house?"

"I will just leave it for a while... can I?"

"Imm... as you wish" I say

Happy... yes I'm happy.
He's finally with me again...
I'm overwhelmed.
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I wake up from my usual body pain... I think I fell asleep after lunch..

"Are you awake?" He asks

Ah right... I fell asleep in his arms... what a great nap.

"Imm.."

"Do you feel pain anywhere?"

"Imm... body.. what time it is now?"

"Already 7pm... I will make a warm milk so, you could have your medicine" He says

"Imm... didn't you take a nap?"

"No... I just want to watch you sleeping peacefully"

"Creep"

"Haha.. meanie...." he says and kisses on my forehead.. "wait here. I will go get warm milk"

He says and leaves the bedroom...

"God I'm so in love again... I feel like I want to be alive ... or... stay a little longer with him..." I say to myself ...

*phone ringing*

Hmm.. his phone?

"Chanyeol?" I call him but... of course he won't hear me..

Should I answer?

I see the caller and...

Caller ID - Kyungsoo Sunbae

Kyungsoo.... that actor

"Ch...chanyeol ya..... I... I can't give up on you.... I think... I think I love you so much now.... what should I.... what should I do? Please... chanyeol ....my Chan..yeol... you are.. mine already... why ... why do you need to.. go back to him... ? Why??  *crying* I don't have anyone... I only.. have you.... that guy! That B .... that Byun baekhyun... has many people isn't he?? chanyeol.... love me.... I love ...you.....*hiccups* I....."

The call ends...

He's.. drunk.

"B... I think we need to buy more milk . Shall we go to mart together tomorrow?" Chanyeol comes into the room

I don't know....
I don't know what to do.
Have I done things wrong?

"B?" Chanyeol calls me again

"Here.." I say and hand him his phone

"Did someone call?"

"Imm... Do kyungsoo."

"Aw... is that so.."

"Go.." I mumble

"Hmm?"

"He's drunk. I think... I think you need to go"

I don't know anymore.
Should I be just selfish or....

Don't go chanyeol ya... tell me you don't need to go... tell me you have decided... Tell me this won't bother you..

"Ah...... is that so..." he say and take his phone...

You need to choose chanyeol ya... you need to...

"B...."

I'm scared... I'm scared chanyeol ya.... please don't go....

"I will be back.. I will go for awhile..... please have that milk and drink the medicine on the tray.. you can go ahead and sleep.. I will be right back" he says and rushes out of the room

This is your answer ... huh...

Kyungsoo ssi... you are wrong. It's me, who doesn't have anyone except chanyeol and you keep stealing my only one

I throw the milk cup onto the floor ... and shutter and breaks...

How stupid of me.... wanting to be alive?
I should have died earlier...

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