His grandmom gives me files about his treatment records and about his disease.

I'm sitting beside his bed and he's still not waking yet.
B's grandmom asked Sehun to go back.
So....
Sehun got mad and went back.

Why it has to be you?
I'm not late yet right?

I put away all those papers and climb onto bed and lie down beside him.

"I won't let you run away from now on. I will be sticking to your side so.... don't you dare ..." I say and kiss his cheek

"Hmm...." he groans and.....

"Awake??" I ask

"Ahhhh!!!" He screams and push me off from bed

Ah... my butt... too strong..for someone who just woke up from fainting

"You don't need to shout like that you know" I say

"W...what are you .... where am.... at hospital?"

"Yeah. As you can see" I say

"And why are you... don't tell me you k..."

"Yes... yes ... I know everything now" I say

"Leave" he says

"Really? First word ? Leave?"

"Go back. Where's my phone?"

"Look... I'm not going back...I'm not. Don't run away. Don't push me away. I'm not staying away from you"

"Park chanyeol..."

"Yes Byun baekhyun?"

He sighs..... "How long are you planning to sit on the floor?" He asks

"My butt hurts" I say and get on the chair

"Who told you?" He asks

"It's not important right?"

"It's Daniel then"

"What's your reason not to letting me know?"

"Don't you need to call doctor for me? I just woke up .. you know.He says

"Ah... right. Just wait here... just stay there okay?" I say

"I'm just here." He says and I come out of the room...

I hold my chest and I can feel my heart beating fast.... "huuuu..... it's so nerve wrecking to talk with him... what's wrong with me?"

...............................

After doctors done their checkup on him.. We again left in this room alone

"So... Park chanyeol ssi?" He says

Fuck.... my heart again...

"Aww?"

"Come and sit here" he says

Again... he's doing this again. That confidence face of him

I go sit beside him as he said

"Go back home. Now that you found out, just .... keep that in mind. I already took a promise from you that ... no feeling guilty. This is not your fault or anything"

"I know it's not my fault. But.... but I'm staying"

"I don't need you. I will call Daniel so, go back when he comes. He's all I need"

"Stop lying" I mumble...

"What?"

"Stop  Lying!!"

"Park chanyeol..."

"Stop pushing me away and just.... just let me take care of you by your side. That's all I need"

"Chanyeol ssi"

"I'm not running away"

"Do Kyungsoo.... you don't want him to be sad aren't you. You don't want to hurt him aren't you?"

"That's...."

"Go back.  We had ended long ago. And thanks for worrying. I know things turn out this way. It's not like we both wanted... so.."

"Stop acting strong and cool..."

"Ummm? I'm not! Look.."

"If..... if I finish things with Kyungsoo sunbae.. will it be okay for you to accept me?"

"W...what??"

"Tell me.. no, promise me. If I end things with kyungsoo, that you will let me stay beside you"

"Chanyeol...."

"Tell me ! Promise me!"

"I don't know... you will just hurt yourself if you stay beside me. That's why..."

"That's why you will just give up on your life?"

"It doesn't concern with you"

"I love you!" I... haven't said these words in a while... Shit... I can't help..

"I love you Byun baekhyun ssi... I still love you. I loved you and I will still and I plan on loving you. Please stop pushing me away! I'm also suffocated! Yes I tried to move on because I... I didn't know what was happening to you and I thought you would be better without me. That's why.... please.... please baekhyun ssi"

"Why... why do you like to choose difficult road?"

"Just like you"

For awhile... our gazes lock..
I can't believe we were talking loud and quarrelling

He then sighs out loud.... opens his arms asking me to come and hug him

I go to his bed and.... hug him

"You are just too harsh on me" I say

"You are such a kid"

"How many nights did I get to dream about... you being in my arms?"

"I... I was lonely..." he finally said....

He finally said it!
This... my love.. finally said that...

"You should have said it... earlier you stupid" I say and can't help but... cry...

"You are not a kid... stop crying"

"Promise me..."

"Hmm?"

"That you won't give up on your life"

"Look at me" he says .... and we finally face each other close.... "can you kiss me?" He asks

"How can I deny?" I say and kiss him .... I can't hold back... I push him down onto bed and.. kiss him very deep.... "hnnn~~" his soft moans come out..

I... I need to stop.. no sexual intercourse

We stop our kiss and... "will you.... stay with me tonight?" He asks me...

I missed seeing his puppy eyes this close ...

"Tonight? No.... I will be with you every night"

He flashes a smile... "ah... and ... your boyfriend?"

"Look... I will take care of my problem. So...."

"Imm... okay. I will take a nap for awhile" he says and lies down "but you look... worried" he says

"Hmm?"

"About telling ... to your boyfriend"

"No... it's just..."

"You don't need to, if you are not ready. Just stay with him"

"B..."

"I'm serious. You can go rest too. I'll sleep for awhile" he says

It's not that I'm not ready....it's just...
Kyungsoo sunbae.... I feel so bad....

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