Author's Note

As per from yesterday's chapter, I can see many of you guys not happy about Kyungsoo character. For your information, I'm Exo-L and kyungsoo was my first bias in Exo. I want you all to know that, this is just fanfic and it has nothing to do with their real life.
I hope my readers understand what my point is and understand and see this as just a fanfic.
And don't forget this is ChanBaek fic. The plot may develop and start with different ships but, this will be a ChanBaek in the end.

Love you all! Enjoy!

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"I think...... I won't be able to love again... neither it's men ... nor women. I just... don't want to suffer again" I say

I don't even know why I'm telling and opening up to sunbae

May be he looks like trustworthy and he also told me his secret may be.

"Isn't it boring then? Living this life. Not falling in love."

"All I get from love is not fun either."

"Then you should try again. I mean...start new.. with someone new." He says

"Should I?"

"Yeah. You are worth more than what your last relationship had made you suffered. You are worth more than that chanyeol ya.
You are handsome, talented, hardworking... better people are out there for you."

But right now, there is someone who is telling me I'm worth it.

2 years ago, I was told that, I'm not talented, I'm not rich or popular... and that I steal someone's lover.

"May be that new one might already be near  you... already.. haha" he says and jokes

"Is that so? Then I should try again huh" I say

"Of course. Give it a try. Don't try to involve too much emotionally."

"Nae.. so eat now sunbae nim"

"Haha.. I was too much into the talk. Why am I very comfortable with you?"

"I feel the same too.... and... sunbae nim.."

"Hmm?"

"Sunbae nim too... meeting someone already?"

"Why? You want to ask me out?"

"Noo! I mean... I'm just curious since there are no you know... rumours or scandals"

"Ehh... you don't have to say no that seriously..."

"Sorry..."

"No, I am not going out with anyone currently. Wanna ask me out?"

"Stop joking sunbae nim"

"And stop calling me sunbae nim.. call me kyungsoo ya"

"Eh.... but it's..."

"No 'but' .... just call me"

"Nae"

Kyungsoo sunbae is quite a good guy huh.
I feel like, we are getting closer.
It's great.
I feel less lonely.

I haven't visited my parents too often in past years, ever since, they were against my breaking up with Jiah.

And I have moved out from the apartment that, Byun Baekhyun had given me plus the car too. I returned everything back to Delight.

I could afford my own car ... my own penthouse.

Lying on the big bed every night makes me craves for thing that I can't never hold onto again.

Or thing, that I shouldn't be missing.

That thing, could be that person or.... just feelings and memories.

Because, I accepted all those moments and seconds with him as a great dream or a sad book of mine that I will never be opened again to read.

May be it's a time to let go of the grudge and hate that I am holding against Byun Baekhyun.
We are nothing now but perfect strangers.
Even tho, I will never be able to forgive him.

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'Chanyeol ya, let's go out for movie this evening. I got two tickets as present. Meet me at 5pm' - Kyungsoo Sunbae

I couldn't say no so I' m meeting him .

It's like, he's getting rid every of my burdens and sadness from me.

I would be happy if all those sadness can be gotten rid of.

Or will it end up like I'm using sunbae?

"It's like a date right?" Kyungsoo says

"Sunbae.."

"Joking joking... because you always look so stiff."

"You always tell jokes with serious face"

"Is that so? And how about you? Why are you always like.... thinking of something and have that sad face?"

"Am I?"

"Why? Missing your ex girlfriend?"

"No"

"Then, missing him?"

And he sees through me.... just like B....

"Sorry, I didn't mean to butt in someone else..."

"I am.... when I shouldn't be.."

"How about, I make you forget things ?"

"Forget?"

"Imm... which mean, you can have fun with me, enjoy life you know... I can do that for you."

"How can you do that for me? You mean that we two should go out?"

"Well... you don't need to emotionally attach to me. Just like now, we would eat together, go out to movie or shopping or cafe or whatever."

"And, why would you do that... for me?"

"Because..... because you are a great hoobae" <Hoobae=junior in Korea> "let's go watch movie now.. it's about time"

I don't need to emotionally attach huh.
But, I think it would be better that way.
Or faster.

"Sunbae.."

"I told you to call me by my name"

"What... how can you make me forget things?"

"What? Are you curious now?"

"Yes. Whatever you are planning to do, please do to me"

Kyungsoo sunbae chuckles lightly.... why does every traits of sunbae.... reminds me of him?

"Sure. You can trust me with that"

"You must... really make me forget .... you really must..."

"Chanyeol ya.... just trust me"

Am I doing the right thing?

"So, can we finally go to inside the theatre? We are already late tho" he says

"Sure"

I think, I might end up using someone else this time.

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