I'm currently in Hongdae to do some shopping and to look around.

These days I'm into vintage style so...I should find some clothes.
This area has quite lesser people in morning than at night.
Nightlife here is amazing.

But.... Something is bothering me.

Throwback Last Night

"Chanyeol ya.." kyungsoo says as we are cuddling in bed and watching movie

"Hmm?"

"Have you ever... did... it with a man?"

"Did? What?"

"Sex"

"Ah.... aww... I have. You?"

"Of course" he answers lightly.

"Imm"

"With .... B?"

"Imm.."

"Only him??" He asks me with very shocking voice

"Why?"

"No... you are really such... a loyal guy huh" he says

"A compliment or?"

"Of course it is mocking haha"

"Boya sunbae!"

"Haha... I'm joking.. so.. chanyeol ya"

"Hmm?"

"Do you plan to continue to stay like... you know.. cuddle and sleep cuddle and sleep?"

"What... do you ..mean?"

"Don't you have plan to you know.. take another step?"

"....ah... you mean.."

"Imm... sex"

"Ah... I see.."

End of Throwback

So.... aishhh....I said... We will

I'm so stupid!
I mean... I have never .. like NEVER to imagine doing that with someone else except you know.. B.

I'm not even that.. excited around kyungsoo sunbae ... I mean... not exited mean in that sexual way.
I just enjoy being with him for now ... I haven't thought about that yet but...

If he asks for that... I should do right?

Aish! I don't know. Let's get refresh and clear my mind right now.

It's a bit chilly today. Thanks god I dressed up warm.

Wait....this shop seems interesting. I should go inside.

"Annyeonhaseyo" the shop owner greets

"Nae." I say and look around

"Actor Park Chanyeol ssi... right?"

"Ah.. yes."

"Nae.. please take your time and look around"

"I will. Thank you"

Wowwww...
These are all my typesssss
Wow wow!!!
I think I found my favourite shop

Slow grooves songs and peaceful shop.
Really my vibes in here.

I grab some of the clothes and get into the changing room.

I'm really enjoying trying our clothes now.. haha.. long time no spend money huh

Should I wear this shirt ... in larger size? I should go and ask for a size bigger huh

I get out of fitting room and "Excuse me.. can I get...."

"B..."

"Aw... hi.."

He looks... so nice that I just want to... run and hug him.. and secure in my arms ..

"Are you.. alone?" I ask

"Imm.. you?"

"Aw...I am"

"Enjoy" he says and gives me a small smile

"B!...."

What to do ... what to sayyy

"Hmm?"

"Can we talk ? For awhile?"

..........................................

We are now at the cafe and it's awkward being alone for the first time after 2 years.

"How's everything?" I ask

"I'm... good. You? How's your life as actor? You are very popular huh"

"Not that much. Life as actor... memorising scripts are not a joke. Haha"

"Is that so?"

"Yeah.. plus, there are more staffs around me. Quite suffocating"

"Indeed huh haha... You never adapt to have people around you"

"I think I can never get use to it"

"You will. You are doing well"

"...... imm....seem like you are not taking care of your meals"

"As usual... I don't have my appetite"

"But....you should take care.."

"Just take care of yourself chanyeol ssi. And those people around you"

"Are you..still with Sehun? Sorry.. umm I didn't mean to cross the line but.."

"Imm... if not Sehun, who else should I be with? How about you? How's everything with that handsome actor?"

"We... are good too."

"I see. You two look good with each other"

"Sincerely?"

"Hmm?"

"Is that word... sincere?"

"Of course"

"I missed you."

"..... your boyfriend would be sad..like very . You know"

"I am missing you more while sitting with you here."

"Park chanyeol ssi!"

"Don't you miss me?"

"I d.."

"I wake up everyday thinking about how things used to be.. how you used to wake up in my arms... how you were happy with me. I know you were. Please don't deny that.."

"So?"

"Hmm?"

"Nothing matter now isn't it?"

"But..." I stop after..... he's...his nose.... "bleeding..." I say

He quickly cover his nose and "sorry.."
I grab tissues and quickly move to his side

"Hey... are you okay? What's wrong? Aren't you sleeping well these days?"

"Ah... I gotta go" he says quickly rush out of the cafe

"B!!!" I follow him but... he quickly gets into taxi and leave

I quickly dial Sehun

S - aww.. ch...

C - is he sick?

S - what do you mean?

C - I'm asking if he's sick?!

S - no

C - what no? Why did he fucking nosebleeds? Just right in front of my eyes? Is he sick?

S - did you meet him?

C - is that matter? I told you he just nosebleed and ... can you worry about us meeting?

S - may be he's not sleeping well these days. It has nothing to worry about.

C - are you not taking care of him well?

S - look... just take care of your new lover well. Hyung said you are seeing actor Do Kyungsoo now . Just take care of him. Go home.. cook food for him... and make love... please park chanyeol!! Don't get into OUR business. Don't get between US...don't get between ME and HIM anymore.

He says and hung up the call.

"Fuck!"

It's more irritating that I can't do anything and... I can't even follow him... I don't know where he lives too.

And I'm really fucking angry at Oh Sehun for what he said to me

'Don't get into OUR business. Don't get between US...don't get between ME and HIM anymore.'

I know he emphasised on those words Our, us and him and B.
Yes Oh Sehun! I also hate myself for that I can't stop caring him and can't hate him!

*message*

'Chanyeol ya.. where are you? Still shopping? Are you also coming back to my place today?' - Kyungsoo Sunbae

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