"Pu... B..."

We meet outside of the restaurant that we agreed to meet.

I can finally see him... but he's in his arm

"Hi... shall we take a seat first?" Sehun says

He sits beside sehun.. he has to.

The table is quiet at it all cost.
I just want to... hold him in my arms.
It is hurt. To see him with someone else.

Who will break the silent?

"You changed your hair?" Puppy asks me

"Aww... Stylist Yeo said it's time to change so.. it's a bit awkward right?"

"No.. it looks good on you"

But... come to think of it... we two look a like so much today.

White hair... white hoodie...
As if we are thinking on the same things.

"So.." Sehun breaks in... "actually, the purpose of meeting up like this is because I want to apologise to you chanyeol ya"

Why?
What's happening?
I look at puppy with so many question marks face.
Should I get a long with what he says?

"A..aww.."

"I hope we two can still go back to  how things were chanyeol ya. I only have you as my best friend and I don't want to lose you. Plus, baekhyun Hyung and me are all back together as we were, we have plans for our future together and already let our parents know yesterday too"

I flinch a little .... 'Do you trust me?' 'Can you trust me?'

His words. I do turns you but you know I have a lot of questions now and .... scared.

Right puppy?

"Ah....... is that so?" I say

"So, can we also go back as how close we were?" Sehun asks

Sehun ya... you are very bad at acting and I can see you provoking me.
Claiming my puppy his and... looking down on me.

My eyes meet with puppy and... so, what do you want me to do now puppy?

Dance along in his stupid play?
Just listening to his claiming that he's yours?

"Chanyeol ya... can we?" Sehun asks again

I.... clench my fist ....

Let's trust puppy...
let's give it a faith.

"Imm... sure.."

"Let's stay like how things were, right? Chanyeol ya" Sehun says .... his every words make me.... pissed off

"Imm.."

It's is... so painful...

He's not saying anything but just looking into my eyes... I know his gazes telling me to calm down.

But puppy, if I could,

I just want to say no to his apologies... grab your hand and drag you out of here.
Saying we are the one who's in love.

Can't we?

"Hyung... what do you want to eat?" Sehun asks him

"I don't want appetite... I will step out to smoke for awhile" he says and leaves the restaurant

"You told your father?" I ask Sehun as soon as B leaves

"Yes... my parents and his grandma"

"Ah... I see"

"We planned for marriage too."

"What?... marriage?"

"Imm.. it will be a few years from now but, it will be after we getting our master degree in Paris. All plans are set chanyeol ya. Everything has been settled"

Settled?
You are saying as if, I'm nothing in this story.

"Is that so?"

"I hope things will go well between Jiah and you too"

"Imm..."

"And stop getting attached to baekhyun Hyung. This isn't you"

"And you are just my best friend right? Not my therapist. Rather I still have feelings or not... rather things go well between me and Jiah, it has nothing to do with you... and... I don't feel like eating so, I will go back first. Enjoy your date"

I say and walk out of the restaurant.

"Chanyeollie.."

I see him still smoking outside

"This is... your plan?" I ask him

"Chan.."

"Is this?"

"......Imm"

"Okay"

"Chanyeollie.."

"See you at company, B ssi" I say and leave him

I.... I'm confused...

I need more words... more reassurance....

'Do you trust me?'

Do I trust you?
Why don't you... tell me what you are planning on?
But from what I see now..... I don't know puppy.

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Baekhyun's POV

"Did you say something to him?" I ask Sehun as soon as I get inside

"Sit hyung. Let's have lunch"

"Oh Sehun!"

He close the menu book and stands up

"You make me lose my appetite. Shall we go and change your hair first? I have seen enough with white hair"

"What?? Wait..... you are controlling me right now"

"There's nothing wrong with a boyfriend changing his lover's hairstyle?"

"You are being childish and ridiculous"

"Byun baekhyun!"

He raises his voice... for the first time As far as remember...... in this public.

Even my eyes get shaken a bit...

"Hair saloon first" he says an drag me out of the restaurant

This is going wrong.
'B ssi'
That hurts when he calls me like that.
I think, you can't trust me after all.
Are you? Chanyeollie..

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Chanyeol's POV

"How... did you know my place?" I ask

It's Jiah... I met her under my apartment so, I call her up to my room ... didn't have choice

"Your parents. I asked them"

"Imm.."

"Chanyeol ... let's get back together.. hmm? Like old times"

"Jiah ya... I don't know how many times it has been but.. let's get back together.. let's go back to how things were... I have heard those things enough"

"Let's just think you and that designer case as a mistake. Okay? We all do mistakes... I can forgive you"

"Look, I didn't do any mistake so... I don't need to forgiveness Jiah.. and.... I really don't like you meeting up with B. Don't meet him without letting me know. I don't want you say nonsense words to him. He didn't do anything wrong"

"Park chanyeol! You are completely talking from his side?"

"Yes."

"He's with Sehun you know? He will always be"

"Woah.... you two even share those things? Haha... you two really make a good pair"

"Ya! Park chanyeol you are really too much"

"I'm .... look what you two have done to me and... have you ever felt sorry for that? You even made a broadcast and exposed. If you are really my lover, you would consider my career. But, did you even .. say sorry to me? Or even felt that way?"

"Chanyeol... all I wanted is to get you back..."

"What? After staying like family... after me falling for another one... you want me back? After that? Look Jiah.. you and me... we just shouldn't be ... in relationship from the start"

"C.... you are too much"

"You crossed the line too much too, Jiah . I want to cut ties with you"

"No.... I am not losing you to that gay dude. We will see again. Clear your head first" she says and leaves

Jiah ya.... I'm a fucking gay too.

But right now...
I should rest first.

........................................

I fell asleep for awhile... may be a bit too much.

It's 9pm I woke up... urgh... fucked up sleeping routine.

I should shower first and get some snacks

Sleeping is better.
I forget everything.
Right now, everything that happened, are flashing back under shower

I miss him.
And seems like he's back to smoking... that's really unhealthy

It's more tiring when I worried from small crafts of his.

He being beside me is better.....
no... he just must be.

After showering.......
As soon as I open my bathroom room door

"Puppy!!!" I kinda scream .... I'm shooookkkk , man!

How... why..... I mean .... he's sitting on my bed

"Am I dead? No... I mean.. am I still in my dream? How did you come in? And....Your hair... you changed your hair Color"

"Did I scare you? I know your passwords.... is that creepy?" He says

"No.... this is not ... dream right?"

"You called me B ssi. So, I'm mad."

"That's... that's because ..."

"Come kiss me.. to confirm this is not a dream.... and since you are already shirtless...." he says and take out his shirt... "I should too"

I rush towards him to kiss him ..

"Fuck I miss this" I say

"I wanted you... so much..." he says in his Low and sexy and horny voice

"I will be rough tonight" I say

"Be my guest"

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