"Ch..... people will come in"

"I locked it... puppy ..."

We both get into my hospital room kissing... our bodies are wet and cold from rain.

"You will catch cold again"

"Kiss me... hold me chanyeollie" I say

He starts taking out his clothes and ... I do mine too

Chanyeol lifts and carries me to bed

"Did you miss me?" He asks me while hovering over

"I did"

"Did you think of me?" He says as he starts kissing my neck

"Hmm~ I .. did"

"Say you want me ... now"

"I want you... chanyeollie...... no...
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I love you"

He stops and ... looks right into my eyes as if I said something.... weird...

"You.... what did you say? Just now?" He says and sit back.

"I... love you..."

He hugs me...tightly... very tight that...

"Ewhhh... ya!! I can't ... breathe"

"I.. love you so much. I Want to take responsibilities for you. I want to protect you.  But... will I be able to do that? Will I be able to protect you? Will I be able to lead you well?"

"Chanyeollie..."

"I feel like I'm nothing compared to you. I want to ..."

"No... You don't need to feel that way"

"Because I love you has much more responsibilities in it"

"Just say... You love me"

"I love you puppy... more than... no... that I have felt for the very first time.. trust me. And I didn't promise Jiah anything she said on the interview and..."

"I know.... I know you"

He sighs .... "What should I do?"

"I am still thinking...hmm... what should we do?"

Really... what should we do?
We had been pushed to the edge of the cliff...

it's either jump down and die
or...
Be arrested and be their prey.

What should i do to... protect him?

"Do you hate Sehun now?" I ask him

"I was... at first.. it is difficult to understand him but... somehow I understand that.... he might like you too much"

"Chanyeollie... I'm sorry but.... I have to protect him too.. I know.. you might be feeling bad for this. But he's like my brother and.. the only friend I got.... and.."

"I know. I accept everything of you, puppy. So don't worry about me"

Everything of me?
I hope you are sure.

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Before the sunrise, I wake up chanyeol and ask him to go back to his own apartment.
Because Sehun will be coming tomorrow morning... I asked him to come

Things really changed a lot.
I mean for me.
I am even starting question myself, how have I been living till now?

I got hurt and enjoyed a lot. Having fun with lust and eroticism.

Right now, I can't do that anymore. I don't want to.
I don't want to be touched by a random stranger and... all I crave for is his.... warmth, care... love.

'I love you'

I told that to Sehun a few times but... saying to chanyeol, felt very much....safe.

*door opens*

"Aww... Sehun ya"

He stands at the door for a few seconds....I know this kid is a good boy and he might have his own reasons.

"Come" I say

He comes and sit beside my bed

A great silence before brother of us break it.

"Se.."

"I'm not going to apologise" he says "I do not regret for what I did"

"You don't need to apologise to me but... you need to for chanyeol"

"No.....I hate it more"

"Sehun...."

"Hate me, Hyung. I can't apologise him. They have their lives hyung. Jiah and park chanyeol. Jiah might devote her life to chanyeol too.... you just meet him a while ago but... she was beside him for so long."

May be I had been listening to his voice and words for so long, they are very convincing.
Or, they are the truth.

"And also, he's someone you met a while  ago and .... look at me hyung.... I have been beside you for so long... how could you do that to me?"

"Can you tell about us to your parents?" I ask him out of sudden

"Hyung?"

"Can you?"

"That's..."

"You can't? Because I told my grandma that I'm homo. And she accepts me. Do you think your parents could too?"

"Hyung.."

"Even if we end up together.... your father... the Congressman .... will be happy to have a son to date another man?"

"I can tell them"

"You want me beside you even if I don't love you back?"

"Imm. I want"

"Okay. Are your parents free tomorrow? Let's meet them"

"........ sure"

"But, if this is my decision, you have to apologise to Chanyeol"

"Apologise?"

"Imm"

"Sure... why not"

"In proper way. From your heart. And to keep your friendship"

"Keep our friendships... huh?..... sure"

His answers are.... to unsure and fragile.
Both about his courage to confess in front of his parents and..... his apology to chanyeol.

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Next day,

"Have you been gotten better? Didn't you recharged from hospital too early?" Mr. Oh says

"No. I am completely gotten better. I had enough rest"

"But still, you look pale" Mrs. Oh says

"May be that's how I always look"

"So, what's it you two want to talk about?" Mr. Oh asks

This is it..

Will they react the same as...my Grandma?

"Sehun ya... can you?" I ask him and his parents look at him

Now Sehun.... everything is in your hand.
Me and chanyeol had decided.. ..... that....

"Sehun?" I call him since he's..... hesitating.

Sehun ya.... you know that....

This is what makes Me to choose chanyeol.
No... what chanyeol makes me to choose him.

He's very sure about Us.
And he has all his courage to tell the world, I'm his.

Look how you are trembling..

"Well, it's ... Sehun will make a debut in drama so, we want to let you guys know that. And thank you for letting him work with Delight"

"Haha.. omo! Congratulations my son. Thank you baekhyun ya,.. you have taken care of our Sehun a lot" Mrs. Oh says

"Please excuse me" Sehun says and he leaves to restroom

That is you, Sehun ya.
That's why, you cannot be like chanyeol.
I may meet chanyeol only a while ago but..
He's capable of what you... Cannot.

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