28th Musing
Ah... I slept a lot. I overdid to puppy last night... he must be in pain..
"Puppy?" I look beside and he's gone.... "puppy!"
I quickly get out of the room and look around the house but... he's not here
Is he.. meeting him again?
I take a deep breathe to... get a hold of myself... I'm fucking furious.
But at that time, he comes back.
"Aww.. awake?" He says
"Where did you go again?" I ask
"My office. Chanyeol ssi... shall we talk for awhile?" He says and I got some vibes... something has gone wrong.
Scandals again
We sit down in the living room and... his usual formal self towards me.. 'chanyeol ssi' I am starting to hate my own name .
"Is ... something wrong?" I ask him
"That's.. chanyeol ssi... here" he hand me a a file .
"What's it?" I check it and it's ... my contract.
"Why.. the contract is here?"
"Actually your parents requested to see me just now. And they said, they want to terminate your contract with us. So.
They can't personally terminate without your consent so... I'm giving you. So that you could sign and terminate"
My parents what???
"I... I'm sorry.. I don't have any consent to terminate my contract. I'm sorry if my parents cause you some troubles. I'm really sorry B ssi"
"Imm. May be you should talk to them." He says
"Nae I will"
How much.. was he in trouble? How much did they say to him?
"B...."
"I think you should go to them" he says
Again... he's carrying those burdens on his small shoulders. As if he's strong.
I hate seeing him like this.
"I will be back" I say and about to go but...
"Chanyeollie...." he ... he finally calls my name ... that look on his face... sorrow? Love? Needy?
"Hold me. I'm cold" he says ... or may be he is sad and scared.
I knee down in front of him and give him a hug
"I... am not leaving. Neither Delight nor.. you" I say "did they..."
"I'm sorry.." he says
"Why? Why are you sorry? What did you do?"
"I mean... from your parents point of view... it's still right" he says
"B.."
"Chanyeol ya.. let's go on a trip. Since we don't have any schedule now"
"Trip?"
"Imm. Wanna go?"
"Always a yes"
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We quickly head out for camping. It was very rush and ... we both need a small escape.
Before going to camping site, we first go and grab some groceries.
He said we would just order food but... I would rather cook for him.
"I think it's here... camping site number 4?" I say and park the car
"I think so"
We both get out of the car
"B... go inside first, I will carry the bags"
"Imm okay" He says and he goes check the tent first
'I'm sorry'
His word rings again and again.
And that was his guilt.
My parents just crossed the line.
It has to be me that is saying sorry.
"What are you doing? Come in quick" he says
"Coming.."
I go in and look around the room.
"So.. what will you be cooking?"
"Hmm we will grill these meat. Ready to eat?"
"You are making Me really... really fat" he says
"I love it... shall we cuddle for a while first?"
He chuckles and ... "Sure"
We both change clothes and lie down in bed.
"You are going to have a tight schedule so... take a full rest" he says while hugging me
"Tight schedule?"
"Imm."
"How about you?"
"How about me what? I'm just be at home. Do things I have to"
"Then I will come back after schedules"
He gives me a ... small smile.. and "Imm.. come back"
What's with him?
"B... no.., puppy."
"Hmm?"
"What if... I love you?"
"You do?"
"I will surely say that when I can fully protect you and call you mine. Because I'm already.... sure about myself"
"Imm.. thank you.. chanyeollie..."
"Hmm?? For what?"
"Just... feeling thank you for making me feel things .. that I haven't"
"There are things I want to know about you."
"Like what?"
"Like... how have you been living? What age did you discover that you were into guys? Who and.. when was your first time... how did you feel and so on"
"Imm...how have I been living....I am quite a loner or.. I don't like to you know .. get to know with people deeply. Have very limited friends... but somehow people are attracted to me"
"Of course ... you are .. pretty."
"Ya.. that's not what I meant"
"Haha.. sorry... please continue"
"What age... may be I was born like this... homo. Never interests in women and... I did go on dates but.. really felt grossed..haha" he says
This is so good... to get to know about him and.. he opening up to me
"And what's another question? Ah.... my first time?.."
"Imm.."
It's.. Sehun ? Probably.
"It's quite funny and may be romantic when I was young? It was in Paris with my University lecturer."
"Ehh? Really?"
"Haha... what? Did you expected me to have my first time during high school? Or.., did you expect me do that with Sehun for my first time?"
"No... I mean.."
"And anything else?"
"Have you ever... felt feelings attached to anyone?"
"........ I don't know..."
He was... then..
Oh Sehun.
"Huu... it's so nice to stay like this." I say
"Indeed... very"
Knowing that much... enough for now.
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He fell asleep due to long drive and I start cooking for dinner.
Well, it's already dinner since we skipped lunch.
His first time and his the whole life story is bugging me.
I'm quite furious or rather greedy that I want to be his first... his only feeling attached person.
"I'm a mess"
"Whats a mess?" He says hugging from my back
"Ah... you are up. I'm just started cooking"
"It's okay. I'm still no mood to eat yet... chanyeollie.... kiss me"
He's just...Irresistible
I start kissing and we end up doing that..
That's how I can't resist his enchanted charms
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It's already 9pm and we start grilling our BBQ with drinks.
"The weather is so nice" he says sitting with his beer can.
"Don't drink on your empty stomach. Wait for meat" I say while grilling
"It's okay.. don't worry so much"
Of course I'm worried... like I have never felt before
I hope you will know one day.
After I grilled some meat, I go and sit beside him.
"Eat a lot" I say
"Wow... looking good" he says and starts eating
The surrounding was quiet. Of course, the camping feeling.
The cold breeze but the warmth of beer and hot food.
And someone that I love, beside me.
"Chanyeollie"
"Hmm?"
"That's .... it was because of Sehun. That's why , I'm sorry.."
This is.... irritating.
"Who's he to you that you are apologising behalf of him?"
"Chanyeollie..."
"Rather it was his or not, my parents will know sooner or later and... I have to tell my girlfriend anyway.
But, you covering up for him. I don't like it. No. I hate it."
"Chanyeollie.. Sehun.... he doesn't have so much people beside him. He has you, and me. That's it.
His family... they are business oriented and now, they are in political field. He's getting lonelier than ever.
He needs a good friend like you."
"I never ..... hated him as a friend.
.
.
.
But ..... I can't promise while we rival for you. Trust me, I have separated the situations. I will always be there for him as friend"
"Indeed... you are something else. Are you?"
"Is that so?"
"While dealing with people, I am always the one who hold all those cards in my hand.
But for you. You are always one step ahead of me. You think more correctly. See things faster. Open. And.... totally opposite from what I'm"
"I love it. I love whatever side you show to me"
"Do you love and like someone so easily?"
"You the first time... that I feel this way"
"Smooth as always. I doubt this is the first time"
"I'm surprised by myself sometime when I talk to you like that... I was like.. woah... you speak these words"
"Hahaha.... you are so funny"
"Are you happy with me?"
Our eyes lock for a moment.
This is the most beautiful time.. ever.
"I'm blessed. Everyday"
"Can I kiss you now?"
"I taste like beer and bbq right now"
"Then it's tastier"
I lean in to his side and kiss him.
His hand caress the back of my head and pull and deepen our kiss
The slurping sounds of our dancing tongues ... may be the environment is quiet.
"We are in public.. shall we get inside?" I ask
He nods.
I pull him from his hand and start kissing again as soon as we get inside ..
I push him onto the bed.. "do you want me to blow it?"I ask
"Ah.... I...."
I take out his dick and suck it right away...
"Hmph! C..cha...haaa..." he grabs my hair... "it... feels weird"
"No one have done this before?" I say and lick along his dick and he flinches on every of my touch
"N..no... chanyeol... Put inside me now..." he says
"Sure.Be my guest"
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Next morning......
'Chanyeollie..... I'm sorry for leaving you. I called my driver and went back first. I think we should just remain being co-workers. You are important person to me in so many ways, in term of personal and work.
Thank you for deciding to continue working with me. Management team will be dealing closely with you from now on. Please explain your parents on my behalf too. All these times, they were beautiful. Please forgive me for this cowardly act.' - B
He left me with ....... a letter?
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