"You.... you are enough"

I can't lose Sehun for sure... I can't think of not having him whenever I need.

"It's true that I'm getting confused these days.... it's not that I'm emotionally attaching to anyone but... I don't know what I am feeling Sehun ya.... and... I might not be able to stay without you. No.. I can't stay without you.... this sound cruel but...

Let me know.. if you are mad at me... if you don't like me doing something.. get angry with me... shout at me.. yell and swear ....

Show some emotion to me! Otherwise.... I might really think Park Chanyeol is the only one who's special...

Show some emotions to me... let me know... if......"

He kisses me..... the feeling is the same... first time we kissed and .... now....

Rather than being flirty feeling... it's like safe... and, feel of home.

He kisses my forehead.... my cheeks .. along my neck and... he slips his hand under my shirt and lifts it

He starts kissing down my chest... and....

"Should I just stop?" He asks

I shake my head saying no....... he then carries me to the bed and lay me down..

He gets on top of me and takes off his shirt ...

He take off my pants and...  "Will it be okay?" He asks

"Loosen me a little... it's been while.." I say

He puts his finger inside me and move a little..

"Ah!" it hurts alittle .. may be it's been awhile...

He then stops... "It hurts? Should I stop?

"No.."

He applies lube on his dick and starts putting into my hole

As he starts to move slowly... it really fills mine completely... as if it's going to explode..

And he's not putting in all yet... but... i want more ...

He starts to move in and out ... which makes me feel good and turns me on so much .. and it has been quite long so...

I take his hand and "ha~~ choke me"I say

He quickly takes his hand back and....

"I... I better stop"

"Why?" I sit up

"No... No...I...." he Says

"Wh....wait.... Hunnie... you are cold sweating" I touch his forehead...

"I...I'm sorry" he Says

I hug him... "tell me... tell me what happen?" and I pat his back slowly..

"Please don't hurt yourself.... please don't tell me to hurt you..."

What... what's with this kid?

"Imm.... I won't... I won't ask you..... hunnie... look at me" I say

We break the hug and .... "it's because....."

"No... I'm sorry ... I will go and drink water first"

What has happened to him through all these years?

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Sehun's POV

Shit!!!! I knew it.... I just ruined it!

Oh Sehun..... you ruined it... Hyung...might be very disappointed

All these years... I can't believe I held back while seeing all those bruises on his body and neck...

Imagining how he would get tortured for pleasure.....

I make me sick.. as much to cause my hands tremble..

How did I hold back.... really?

"Hunnie?"

"Aww.. hyung.."

"I'm ... sorry... "

"Ah... no... I'm sorry for not...."

"I'm sorry for making you see all those things..." he says "it must have been difficult for you.... me getting hurt and calling you everytime.... those everything.... did hurt you a lot.."

I pull him into a hug...

"I... I won't ask you to change... I just need you... hyung... I need you... if possible I want to keep you somewhere safe... I have seen enough... enough that you let those torture you... I....I."

"I know... I understand .... I know you now hun ya..... thank you for speaking to me... I needed to hear that.." he says as his small and warm hand pat my back

"Shall we sleep?" He says

I feel useless now....
May be I always was...
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I wake up smelling something burnt...

I quickly get up and baekhyun is not beside me too

I walk out of the bedroom and....

"Hyung!"

I see him in kitchen... making breakfast?

"Ah.... I think I messed up the pancakes"

I can't help but laugh at his cuteness

"Indeed born with sliver spoon huh"

"I don't know... I just follow the instructions and these are all..... "

"Aigoo... why are you so cute" I say and hug from behind "let's just order.. hmm?"

"Alright alright" he says

"Come here" I say and lift him up and carry him to couch

I laid him down and kiss him from the top

At that time.... his phone starts ringing

Aish!!!! I'm going to kill whoever it is.

"Haha.. move" he says and answers the phone

"Imm? What's that? ....

What!!! Who.....

Is that Lee Ryuu?!...

Aww...I got it... deny it.....

Deny that news...

Okay."

He ends the call and....

"What's it?" I ask

"Lee Ryuu.."

"What's with that shit"

"He wrote an online article about Chanyeol..."

"And?"

"Dating... him and his girlfriend...about he visited to hospital.... was revealed"

I mentally sigh deeply... I knew it...

"I..I should meet Lee Ryuu" he says and gets up... I grab his hand and stop him

"What's the point of meeting him?"

"At least... I should warn him"

"Can you? You can't! He will just hurt you."

"But.. chanyeol is.... "

"Chanyeol is what?"

"He's our model right... l..."

I let go of his hand

"Go" I say

"Sehun ya..."

I can't control him ..... I can never ..

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