18th Musing


I quickly go and meet my team and ask why they have to invite that guy over many photographers in Seoul.

And.... they said they had already talked about working with him ....

I'm so doomed...

Sehun will be so mad and he texted me earlier asking me where I am..

I rushed out without waking him up.

I feel like.. My life is not as peaceful as it was before.

And  *KakaoTalk Message*

'Let's have dinner at xxx Hotel at 6PM. Looking forward to see you and Oh Sehun. Please come. I don't want to threaten you' -  Lee Ryuu.

Threaten??? Who? You to me??
You pest!
I will be the one to destroy you. 

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Me and Sehun can't help but... go to the dinner

"I thought you guys won't come" Ryuu says

"Why not? We are overly glad" I say with my usual bright fake smile.

"Pffts.. you can drop the act B ssi.." he says "Long time no see Oh Sehun ssi"

Sehun is the type where he can't even fake if he doesn't want to talk to

He just sits with his poker face

"As usual huh.." Ryuu says after didn't get any response from Sehun "will it be okay if another guest is joining? I bet he's late"

Guest? I don't have a good feeling about it...

"Sure" I say

And after awhile...

"Oh there he's" Ryuu says and me and Sehun look at who's coming ...

It's... Chanyeol .. no wonder I have bad feeling about it

"Perfect perfect... now.. shall we order?" Ryuu says

What show he's putting up?

It's so awkward.... Sehun's face got darker and darker

"What do you want to eat Sehun ya?" My Habitual asking to Sehun

"Hmm.. how about you? I don't have much appetite tho" Sehun says

"We are quite loner right Chanyeol ssi?Seeing those two in their own world" Ryuu says

"I'm fine anyway" Chanyeol says "I will have dinner set A"he says to waiter
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After we order and foods were served..

There is a huge silence filled this VIP room.

Sehun cuts the steak and change plates with me.. like he always do..

"So, where were you this morning Sehun ssi? You missed the big show" Ryuu says

"Just enjoying my peacefulness" Sehun answers

"I'm shocked when B really rushed to the studio after mentioning Park Chanyeol ssi name.... I bet you two are so close"

Fuck you, Ryuu! I haven't told Sehun that it's about Chanyeol...

"I can't fail to take care of my models right?" I say

"Haha.. of course of course... by the way chanyeol ssi... you said you are not involved in any love affairs right?.... Who is... Ri Ji-ah?"

How did he?

Sehun looks shocked too... of course chanyeol is lost for his words now

What should I say? Think... think...

"My friend" chanyeol answers like.. calmly

"Friend ... I see... you rushed to the hospital as soon as you landed must make her a special friend"

"Of course... how many years has it been being friend with her? She's like a daughter to my parents." Chanyeol says

"Interesting" Ryuu says

"Why not talk about your love life too? You might be pretty popular" chanyeol asks back

"Haha... who interest about a mere photographer love life? I'm not very into dating and stuffs. B ssi might understand that right?"

"Who knows... sometime it's also boring to stay alone too" I say

"Haha... is that so? Sehun ssi... have you make any progress with B ssi yet? It's has been quite a few years tho... ah... chanyeol ssi.... do you know that your boss and co-worked have special relationship?"

"Lee Ryuu!" I say

"So?" Chanyeol says

"Hahaha... what? You know? So..... are you also one of the toys that B is playing? Are we all victims of his lust?"

"I'm so done here. I will leave now" Sehun says

"Why? Because you know Baekhyun will end up sleeping with me again?" Ryuu says

"I will make sure you are not in his sight again" Sehun says

"Too bad... Delight just accepted to work with me"

It's .... too bad.....

"Aren't we all professionals? Work should be respected and personals must be... separated" chanyeol says "Too bad Lee Ryuu ssi. I thought you might be a photographer with a class. But.... guess not. I have to go back now. Thank you for the meal." chanyeol says and leaves

"I'm quite taken back. B ssi... you got a nice one there. Calm and quick one. That's why you are protecting that new toy more than Sehun?"

"Let's go" Sehun says and pulls me by my hand

"B ssi... see you  more often"

Sehun drags me out of the hotel
His grip on my hand is so strong..
bet he's so angry.

"Sehun ya... it hurts..." I say all the way but... he is not listening to me

"Get in" he says as we get to our car

"Sehun ya... "

"It was because of him?"

"It's not like that.."

"Hyung... just.... just answer me.. do you like him?"

"Sehun ya..."

"Do you like chanyeol?"

"No..."

"No? Are you sure? It's not one or two times that I saw things between you two. Since he arrived at Delight... You! You had changed..."

"I'm not hunnie ya... let's go back home"

"Am I not enough? I have always wanted to ask you..... am I not enough?!!!" He shouts

"Hunn..."

"It was okay for me when you were just playing around.... but Hyung..

You are now emotionally confused

And it is because of chanyeol you know that?"

".......I..."

"Go back... I want to stay alone" he says and leave me alone with my car

'Am I not enough?'

Emotionally confused?

First time after years....

I don't know Sehun ya... I don't know...

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Sehun's POV

I was too much to him today.
I should apologise him tomorrow morning.

It's been quite a while since I came back to my own condo.
I have been living at his place for so long.

"This is so empty" I say as I lie down on my own bed

I should get some whiskey and sleep early. So that tomorrow comes quick and I can see him again.

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I still remember the day he asked me to try smoking... I was in his room as usual.
First smoke I ever had... it was bitter as hell yet, his kiss after my first bitter smoke was sweet.

But those times were peaceful somehow... he was 24/7 at his room.. he don't hook up with other like now.. he just focused and worked on his sketches

I accepted him as who he was...
Who he has became.... I accepted these because he was beside me the whole time.

But I feel like ..... I'm going to lose him now...

'What if he starts changing with me?' - I can still hear Chanyeol's words again and again

"It... really piss me off!!!" I say and throw my cup onto the floor and it's shattered into pieces

"Fuck!!" I say and sigh

*Bell ring*

Manager nim?

I go and open the door...

"Hyung?"

"Aww... can I come in?"

"Ah.. okay"

He walks into my room and ahhh.... sees the glass shattering everywhere

"Sorry... I will clean that..  be careful" I say

"You..... you are enough..."

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Hello guy! Another update for today!💛
Sorry for this chapter that there were a lot of conversation if it was boring.
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