Chapter 15

Dareen Pov

I was running for my breathe when Raphael Laurence Marcet let go of my lips. Yes, full name niya dapat para mas feel ko pa lalo ang moment. Shemz! I just can't believed it. He just kissed me! He kiss me again! Holy sweet Jesus! He just kissed me while I was asleep yet ang malas niya lang at ang swerte ko lang dahil nagising ako. Hindi ko alam na lihim na pala akong pinagnanasaan ng lalaking ito! Ane be yen. Okay, the last part was a joke of mine. Actually, I didn't know why Rap kissed me. I don't really want to dwell on it kasi... baka masaktan lang ako. Baka mabulag na naman ako dahil lang sa salitan ng laway, kagatan ng labi at sipsipin ng dila.

Kanina gusto ko lang asarin si Rap. Gusto ko lang makita kung ano ang maging reaksyon niya. But what the hell he is so cute in my eyes when he is furious! He look so hot when his jaws moved. Ewan ko ang hot lang ng dating ni Rap kapag nagpipigil na siya sa galit niya. Nakaka-loose thread lang ng brief!

And now while he is hovering me. Natatabunan ako ng malaking anino ni Rap. Lips wet with my saliva, breathing hard because of our kisses, Adam's apple moves up and down. I ran my fingers on face. Parang may kuryenteng dumaloy sa akin ng mahawakan ko ang mukha niya.

His whiskers is a lil bit pricky for my smooth hands yet it feels so good. I didn't know that this grandpa would able to make me feel like this. Even before I don't like old guys. Gusto ko lang iyong mga 2 years older than me or one years at least. Pero itong si Rap iba na hindi ko alam kung ilan ang age gap dahil di ko pa naman alam kung ilang years na ba siya. All I know is he is in his 30s.

When he asked me if I want it. Of course! I want it. Why would I deny it? I've been fantasizing him in my head this past few days. I don't know if I'm fantasizing him because of our kiss last friday or maybe it's because I like him. Either of which I still want this.

"Yes, I want this." I spoke.

Even if his massive body is shadowing me. The burning desire in his mahogany eyes didn't escape from my eyes. Why Rap? I thought you hate people like me? I thought you hate gays? But why are kissing me? Why are like this Raphael?

"Then don't regret it." sabi niya at inanggulo niya ang mukha sa akin upang angkinin ulit ang labi ko.

Hindi ako naghintay kay Rap na sabihin niyang 'open your mouth'. I'm not that kind of a bitch. When his lips touch mine. My entire body shivers. Shivers in his kisses. Shivers in his rough touch that makes my groin tingle. I feel my cock ache due to Rap hungry and deep kisses.

Raphael Laurence's kiss is addicting and intoxicating. I cannot help it but to hugged my arms around his neck tighter and deepen our kiss. I moaned everytime Rap suck my tongue and made me breathless. Groaned when he bite my lips. I feel so sensetive right now.

It's not my first kiss at all. My bastard ex-boyfriend was not my first kiss too. I've spent my life before exploring and that includes kissing. But Rap's kiss feels different. My kiss before was taste like a bland foods in the hospital. However, in Rap's kiss it taste good; it feels so good that I don't want him to stop kissing me.

"Oh!" another moaned escape from my mouth when he leave my mouth and his mouth going south. Going to my jaw, to my earlobe, and then on my neck.

"D-don't leave a maaaarrkk..." usal ko nang maramdaman ko ang kagat at sipsip niya doon sa leeg ko. He cannot leave a trace as much as I want to. May klase bukas! At hindi naman nawawala ang hickeys sa isang gabi lang!

"But you want it, hmm?" I cannot help it but to arc my body against the sofa. He finds my Adams apple then he lick it. He lick it like a damn candy. My neck feel so wet from his saliva and the sweat coming from me. Hindi na tumatalab ang malakas na aircon sa akin.

"R-raaappp... m-may klase ako bukas- oh shit." napamura ako nang pumasok sa loob ng damit ko ang dalawang kamay ni Rap saka pinisil ng sabay ang dalawang korona ko doon.

I clung onto him then arc my back even more like a wanton woman. His whiskers that rubs my neck makes me shivers. I was trapped between legs and my feet below is grinding on the sofa. Shit. Even if how much I think about it. The sensation that I'm feeling right now is very foreign from me. Again! I've never felt this before. The need. The hungry for someone's touch and kiss.

My eyes dropped on Rap who leaves my neck and then rolled the hem of my shirt up. He is still fully dressed. Ako naman ay isang shorts na tumataas na sa hita ko at ngayon naman ang t-shirt ko ay nilukot na ni Rap paitaas.

"Bite." he gestured me to bite my t-shirt na nilukot niya kanina.

Like what Rap's command I bite my own shirt then he lowered his head. He planted a wet kiss from my lower abdomen going north this time. I cannot supressed myself from taking a deep breath everytime his lips landed on my bareness. It's hot and... wet. Nararamdaman ko iyon. The sound of his kiss makes me loss my mind.

It's a good thing that I'm biting my shirt to refrain myself from crying out loud because of Rap.

"Ohm... o-ohmm," I moaned in between tucking my shirt in my teeth. Rap mouth just found my nipples and played it with his tongue. Shit. His lips keeps on lapping my hard nipple. While his other hand find the other one and played it using his fingers. Kneading it then pull. Knead. Push. Pull. Knead. Push and then pull it again.

Just when Rap's hand travels on the way to my shorts. He slid hands inside and then pressed my hard manhood. Nabitawan ko ang pagkagat ko sa t-shirt ko. Hindi ko na napigilan pa. Tho' my underwear is kinda thick fabric. The warth of his hand infitrate my manliness and that's makes me even more hard. I bet he feel it too.

His mouth is still on my nipples and using his deep voice he whispered, "So hard." Then sucked it again.

I don't know if he mean my hard nipples or my hard thing below

Rap hand is about to went inside my underwear when my little kitty, my cat, Snow, entered the living area!

"Meow."

Sabay kaming napabaling ni Rap doon sa pusa ko na si Snow. Hindi nakatakas sa pandinig ko ang pagdaing ni Rap saka nilayo niya ang mukha niya sa dibdib ko. Yet he still hovered over me.

Tiningnan ko nang masama ang magaling kong pusa. Kumawag-kawag lang ang buntot ni Snow at saka siya umupo doon sa may baitang at nakatingin sa amin ni Rap.

Shemz! Naman! Iyon na 'yon, e! Panirang pusa talaga! Sa buong pagsasama namin ni Snow dito sa bahay ni Rap ngayon ko lang siya feel na ibalibag sa labas at hayaan siyang magutom doon.

Inalis ni Rap ang kamay niya sa loob ng shorts ko at itinungkod niya ang dalawang sa gilid ng ulo ko.

Napabaling ako sa kanya.

"Your cat is gawking at me, Hernane. He is looking at me as if I raped his protector."

"Eh!"

Akmang aalis na si Rap sa ibabaw ko nang pigilan ko siya. Hinawakan ko ang dalawang braso niya. Tsk! Ang laki naman.

"Di... natin itutuloy?"

Rap pulled his one hand then flicked on my forehead. "You dumb. Of course, you're cat is guarding you."

"Pero-"

"The cat is innocent don't taint the eyes of your beloved cat."

"Rap naman nag-aano rin ang mga iyan." rason ko.

"Stop it Dareen." sabi niya at tuluyan nang umalis sa ibabaw ko at tumalima sa silid niya.

Inis akong bumangon sa pagkakahiga ko at binaba ko ang t-shirt ko. Inayos ko muna ang hitsura ko bago ko lapitan si Snow.

Binitbit ko si Snow patungong kwarto ko dahil nabitin ako! Habang bitbit ko siya ay panay ang ngawa niya. Para bang iniinis talaga ako.

Hinagis ko si Snow sa sahig! Charrot lang! Binaba ko siya sa kama saka nagmatsa ako patungong cr habang isa-isa kong hinubad ang suot kong damit. Para sa matigas kong ano at nag-iinit kong katawan! Cold shower na sing-lamig ng winter season sa Canada ang kailangan ko!

Habang nasa shower ako at naisip ko ang nangyari sa amin ni Rap. Dammit. Did it really happened right? Rap just devoured me right? Hindi ko alam kong ano ang pumasok sa utak ni Rap at hinalikan niya ako kanina. Tapos n'on bibiruin ko lang naman siya pero nauwi kami sa ganoon. If Snow didn't interrupt maybe... maybe Rap is already... napa-sign of the cross ako ng wala sa oras. May balak nga ba talaga si Rap na gawin din iyon? He hate gays. But would he fuck a gay? Like me? Someone like me?

But in my mind okay lang din na di iyon natuloy dahil baka hanap-hanapin ko na! Delikado na iyon. Ako may feelings sa kanya pero iyong si Rap baka pang-experience lang. Baka out of curiosity niya lang. Dehado na naman ako. Ako na naman ang kawawa sa huli.

I know Rap is really a straight guy. Pero posible naman na magka-interes din siya sa kagaya niya diba? Sa kauri niya. Naiuntog ko ang ulo ko sa tile ng shower room. Ito na naman ako. Pinapaasa ko na naman ang sarili ko. Di na natuto.

Pero kanina iba kasi kung gumalaw si Rap, e. Parang... gustong-gusto niya rin iyong nangyari sa amin.

With that thought I went out of the shower at nagbihis ulit ako ng bago. Sana iyong nangyari ay di maging dahilan upang maging awkward kami ni Rap sa isa't isa.