Suyeon and jiwoo were going together towards their houses. Soon, they reached suyeon's home. "Bye jiwooyah,"she said, hugging her. Jiwoo hugged her back and bid her goodbye. Now she was walking towards her house. (I don't know if anyone will notice, but yeah, there's a little detail)

She was going like all the happiness was gone while walking towards her destination. All her happy thoughts were gone. She reached her house after 5 mins of walking.

She ranged the bell, and it was her 'mom' who opened the door. She just went past her mom without saying a word. Her mom didn't said anything at all. Like,she wasn't even there. Jiwoo just went to her room silently. When she reached the room she sighed sadly.

'"When will the day come when someone will be truly happy to see me return home?" She smiled sadly to herself. She then went to get freshen up and did her homework. It was 8pm, when someone knocked on her door.

"Miss, it's time for dinner."the maid said sweetly to her. It was Mrs.ahn. The head maid. Jiwoo liked mrs.ahn. Because she was like a lovely figure to her. She was the only person who really cared about her in this house. "Coming,ajhumma,"jiwoo said in a soft voice.

She closed her notebooks and books,and went to wash her face. After 5 minutes she went downstairs for dinner. When she reached downstairs,she noticed that her parents were not there. She then went and sat onto one of the chairs. 'I should wait for them. Even if they don't like me,I want to be a daughter they would be proud of.' she thought to herself,

"Jiwoo,eat your food dear. Mr and mrs.han will come a little late." Mrs.ahn said to her sweetly. "It's okay ajhumma, I am not that hungry anyway. I will wait for them,'she said with a slight smile. Mrs.ahn just smiled at her sadly. She knew what jiwoo was going through. 'I wish you were here. She needs you the most.' mrs.ahn thought to herself.

Jiwoo then went and sat on the couch. She turned on the tv and started watching some kdrama. ( It's been nearly one and a half year,but still I can't get over true beauty) She was watching it for nearly 30 minutes,when Mr and mrs.ahn entered.

"Mrs.ahn,send the food in our room directly." Mrs.han said loosening her tie. "Miss,young miss was waiting for both of you to eat dinner." She said politely. Mrs.han just looked at jiwoo without any expression on her face. "I am tired." She said to jiwoo in a rather strict tone. Jiwoo turned off the tv and went towards her parents.

"Eomma, please. Just for one day." Jiwoo said in a slow voice staring at the rug underneath her. "We are not free like you. We have to work to fill a person's stomach even if they can't fulfill our one wish." Mrs.han scoffed. Tears were already starting to form in her eyes.

"And why were you not studying,huh? You only know your level. With that low marks, you will be a shame to us. Sometimes I wonder if it was a mistake." Mr.han said angrily while looking towards jiwoo. "Send our dinner in our room." Mrs.han said to mrs.ahn and the couple went towards their room.

That was the point jiwoo completely broke. Silent tears were flowing out of her eyes. Mrs.ahn looked at jiwoo with moist eyes. "Jiwooyah....."she said in a little,cracking voice. Jiwoo just shook her head. "It's not your fault ajhumma,"she said still looking down. "It's just......." She lifted her head and looked at mrs.ahn with her own teary eyes. "I wish I wasn't born in the first place." She went upstairs running while wiping her tears.

She then went into her room and locked the door. She just felt very helpless,very lonely and very depressed right now. She just rested her back on the bed and started crying keeping her head on her knees.

'Why is it so hard? Was it my fault that I was born as their daughter? I never needed anything with their money. I just needed love. Why,why,why???? Am I not worth it? I tried, I tried till I couldn't,I tried till I made you happy, but you were never happy. Was it my fault that I was an introvert? Was it my fault that I got low marks? Why? Just for one day, please love me. Please... It hurts. I can bear your hitting but please console me after that. The words you say are more than those beatings. Please love me.........' jiwoo thought to herself. (You will believe it or not I have went through this 😊)

She then went and took out a frame from her closet. She just looked at the picture of that person with tears still pouring like rain on a cloudy day. "Why you went without me? Was I not good enough for you too? You were there for me everytime. But now,I can't do this anymore. Please come back. I miss you,I miss you soo much." She cried hugging the photo frame.

'What if I end this all today?' this thought was going on her mind. "No no,I promised. I promised I will not do anything like this." She said looking at the picture of that person. "Please come back..." She was crying resting herself on the door of closet. It was a very hard night for her. Maybe someone cared for her other than her friends.

She then went into a deep slumber. Her last words before sleeping were 'I wish you were here.' she just slept while hugging the picture. Two hearts were breaking at that time.

No POV of myself for this one. It was an emotional one for me. Bye guys 👋 💟