Chapter 7 More of Y/N's Past,Cooking, Finding a Way Back and...Four More Appear
Important Note - I know that a lot of you will tell me that certain compounds that are used aren't part of the respective categories. Just know that if they are supposedly wrong those would have been mixed with the compounds that exist and only add more to the effects that Y/N has been putting up with.
Thank you.
3rd POV
[Location - Y/N's Mind]
We are now in Y/N's mindscape seeing the still broken pieces of his mind just turning into dust and breaking down even more. Staring at this he just sadly 'Sighs' to himself knowing that even if he does die or if the anomaly finally takes over the mind will be to broken for anyone to use. The anomaly would still die as the mind still needs to be intact if not there is no way to survive.
Having to live a very depressing life from childhood with so much happening to his mind. Stripped of feelings, emotions and expressions.
All he wants is to reconnect and live the life he truly wanted. Unfortunately with the compound in his body it was impossible to do, so without losing control.
He still remembers the other compounds that were injected in his body incase the first one took to long.
Compound #1 - Cyanide
Compound #2 - Kerosine
Compound #3 - Diesel
Compound #4 - Liquid Nitrogen
Compound #5 - Toxic Waste
Compound #6 - Chlorine
Compound #7 - Poison
Compound #8 - VX
Compound #9 - Lorem Ipsum
Compound #10 - Phosgene
Compound #11 - Carbon Monoxide
Compound #12 - Ammonia
Compound #13 - Hydrochloric Acid (HCl)
Compound #14 - Sulfuric Acid
Compound #15 - Azidoazide azide
Compound #16 - Polonium
Compound #17 - Botulinum toxin
Compound #18 - Enriched Uranium
Compound #19 - Plutonium
Compound #20 - Anomaly
Y/N can't forget about the amount of Compounds he was injected and Compound #20 otherwise known as Anomaly was practically the worst one. There was way more compounds that he got injected with and only Compound #20 has proved to be the worst one. The rest of the compounds only added more suffering and pain along with damaging his body as well.
The fact that he could still move and think was a miracle. He never went to a doctor as it would expose where he was at. Instead he didn't do anything about it as it was forever stuck in his body. Anomaly still kept breaking his mind more and more, but Y/N hasn't lost any hope. He knows that one day he can be saved from a fate that may or may not cause him to die.
GF.
Ever since he met GF things have been getting a little better. It was... tough for him to understand the relationship between her and BF, but after hearing it from her he was just... silent. Y/N did feel bad for her since DD did try to do IT to her, yet... her fate wasn't like his.
When Shayla appeared it was confusing to figure out which vampire she was based on. Putting that aside she was an interesting girl, yet... confusing.
Y/N had no idea what was even happening during truth or dare. He was... not really in control of anything at the time. If he was well... he wouldn't be staying in the same room with a normal face.
Though he felt his heart act kinda weird just by being around GF once. He didn't want to assume this was an act, so he tested a few theories and surprisingly it was true. This never happened before with his Ex-Girlfriend, so this was a new feeling for him.
Back then he was extremely hurt and had no way to feel anything. He lost the ability to feel completely, he was holding something very hot at one point and he was unaffected the whole time. He lost the ability to taste and sadly his sense of smell is... very faint. He has such a very faint way to smell anything these days. Something sweet can always make him get an understanding of what's used. Trash wise? Doesn't bother him as he can't smell it.
His pain receptors don't exist anymore as they are if no use to him, but his mind was still breaking every millisecond of the day as time kept passing.
During those days of his life when he was only alone he was self taught in how to do things himself, so in short everything he does now was on his own meaning he had no education or help from the formers. Even if they did find Y/N... let's just say... things won't end well for them if they think they can win.
Things started fading away as he saw a white light glowing brighter and then he faded away back to reality.
[Location - Y/N's Home]
Y/N and GF were still there in the bed except... GF was very happy just being on Earth and meeting Y/N was something she felt happy about. Y/N who was still asleep with his head still buried deep in GF's chest started to wake up with a yawn. The way he yawns was that of a young Fox. The only thing Y/N saw when he opened his eyes was just red and that only proves to be giving Y/N three problems.
1. He can't see or figure out where he's at.
2. His oxygen gets cutoff if he is being held very tightly.
3. He is always being teased when it happens. Sometimes this causes him to struggle if she tightens her grip either in accident and/or on purpose.
Y/N: 'Muffled' Mmm....Mm....mph?
Another thing about being alone for so long and only living in pain is that he's innocent as hell. The time where Shayla dare GF to Kiss Y/N and then the other dare to make out with him only proved that Y/N had no idea what was going on. In all honesty he never really kissed a girl, not even his Ex-Girlfriend gave him a kiss. The fact that GF actually took his first kiss and that she also her her first actual kiss only proves that they both had their first kiss even if Y/N wasn't aware or said anything about it as he is confused.
Y/N knowing he has to get up and make breakfast doesn't know what to do when GF won't let him go. He wants to wake her up, but... how can he do it without making her angry or uncomfortable? That's the problem he's having to face right now, yet he can't figure out what would be the safe approach.
Tickling could work, so Y/N decided to carefully move his right arm on one of GF's arms and carefully followed to her shoulder. He carefully followed where her back was at and carefully and slightly tickled her which causes GF to giggle a little.
Her grip was slightly loosening on his head which allowed him to get some oxygen, but he did not dare move his head since he could accidentally make GF's grip tighten on him.
*Boing*
*Boing*
Unfortunately GF who was still asleep ended up hugging his head squeezing him really tightly and Y/N struggled to wake her up as he was feeling his oxygen leave him. At the same time he was also trying to get away as he doesn't want to suffocate from the lack of air. Sadly his energy was sapped out of his and he passed out from the process and ended up not being able to do anything.
[Small Timeskip]
It was now time for everyone to wake up and GF was the first. However she looked down at Y/N and noticed that his face was buried a bit more deeper in her chest. She must have tighten her grip in her sleep again which resulted in him being squished a bit more than usual. Knowing that Y/N has to get up she felt annoyed that this has to keep happening, but then an idea came into her mind and this was a possibility that she's been wanting to be careful about since someone could be watching them.
There is another reason she hides one that scares her.
She has been holding back her heat for so long that it's starting to become difficult to contain it. The more she holds it back the worse it starts to get. Meaning by the time she goes into her heat her instincts will kick in, so she tries to stay away from everyone.
The time where she needs to mate was starting to get close. In other words her heat cycle is going to start soon.
She feared that her demonic instinct might accidentally cause a problem.
GF didn't want to ruin Y/N's innocence as she wants him to stay as a Smol bean. When she was checking his mind there was zero percent of any pervertedness, perverted acts and knowledge, this also meant he has no education about the deed and what he has to do for it to happen. It was really shocking how he has no zero knowledge about it. For her sake she wants to try and avoid mating with Y/N until the time was right. For now she needs to avoid him as her heat cycle will cause a really tough time for everyone.
GF was still unclaimed and the same can be said for Y/N. All the GF's here are unclaimed. RecD GF will mainly try to help out. Mainly she'll explain that the GF and Shayla need to be left alone when it starts.
So if he is being dragged or just ends up being taken by them that would be the heat cycles fault, so RecD GF will try to prevent them from mating with Y/N as she wants to protect his innocence as well. Even if she might be making close calls on keeping him safe she will mainly sleep with him as to try and prevent them from getting in and sometimes it will be used as to trick them into thinking she herself might end up in heat causing the other two to wait for their turn when really she does it so they can't get to him.
The Smol bean must be protected at all cost.
Y/N was still out since the energy was sapped out of him and after sometime has passed it was all back. He has awoken this time with a much more gentle grip from GF as he could breath again without his head being squished so much.
GF didn't want to let go of Y/N since he was so comfortable, but sadly she has too. Technically Y/N is the only one she wants to mate with and her main fear is that Y/N might not see her as a person. She wants Y/N to see her as her normal self and not some kind of animal. She knew that Y/N understood her being a demon though he isn't aware that she has a heat cycle.
Y/N yawned feeling his body has returned to its normal state like always, yet it was always hurting so much. The fact his body still works was a miracle, but also a curse. Y/N wants to have a normal body and be free from it, but he knows that was impossible as his body may or may not make it. However that all changed when GF showed up.
For the first time in his life he felt as if his hopes were answered. The way she was trying to help him seemed to be very gentle and it was very calming. The lullaby she sang was very soothing. The head pats and back rubs were new as he started to feel less pain. Y/N could still feel internal and phantom like pain, but it was fading away when GF started helping him.
Y/N never really had much hopes as he only prayed to two specific beings.
Satin and God.
These two were the only ones he would ever prayed too before he started feeling pain. These days he still prays to them hoping that they might help him find a way back for the GF's, so they can return home.
As Y/N then starts to awaken from his slumber he felt a bit lighter. Which is very odd as he knows he's extremely heavy, but then again if he felt light this could be a good thing. Maybe he was starting to recover something or a part of him was being released.
In all honesty he liked being light. Lighter than a feather.
However he isn't aware that GF was trying to heal him from any pain that he might have. If anything she's trying to undo some of the damage that's on his body.
As GF lets Y/N go much to her displeasure she finds it odd how he still hasn't figured out what she did to him. If anything she uses this to her advantage since he is innocent to understand a lot of stuff.
She will tell him that her and Shayla will be going into heat. Her heat cycle usually last about.... Actually it doesn't really say how long. Same thing for Shayla meaning they will be trying to stay away and make sure Y/N doesn't lose his innocence to their heat cycles. If anything they want to have his first when they both feel the time is right.
Both of them had gotten up and stretched. GF left to go get changed into something more comfortable while Y/N just headed down stairs and went into the Kitchen to start making breakfast, so they would have something to eat.
Y/N may not show it, but he found cooking to be an interesting hobby. All the times he was feeding those people in the neighborhood proved to be some sort of charity from his point of view. If anything all the stuff he does is just profit and there was a class for that when he was still in school, so he took what he can get with his art classes as well. Needless to say that he put art and cooking skills together to make interesting art. He also took took classes for Mechanic's just incase he needs to do any maintenance on electronics or vehicles.
Y/N's Mind: "What would be good to make?"
As Y/N thinks about what would be good for everyone to eat his mind drifted back to the lullaby GF was singing. It was soothing and very calm. He felt relaxed when she was singing that.
Y/N: "Videos Down Below"
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However there is a problem when Y/N cooks food.
Y/N: 'Looks at the amount of food that was cooked' Awww funk I did it again.
Yup. He did the same thing again. He always cooks too much. If the GF's saw how fast he was making this then yeah they would be shocked. Also the smell is so good that people will do anything to get it.
He does make sure to leave enough for the GF's and quickly sells the amount of his dishes that get out of hand. Still he makes profit from this and uses it for groceries and or allowance of his cards have an issue. He already payed off the bills early and today was a day off for him so he's getting really easy since he does more than what his boss needed.
Who's his boss?
That's still a mystery to the GF's as they will probably follow him one day to his job and maybe see how everything goes.
After having the table all set for the food and making sure it's in the right place he puts some cups down along with a few utensils so they have a better way to eat. Y/N got most of the stuff he needs from the Antique Stores. 99.9% of the things he owns are antiques while only 00.1% is not. That being his home as it's not an antique he built it himself. He adds more to it during his vacation, bit by bit and soon enough he had a home.
Meanwhile the GF's were all dressed and ready for the day. They then smelled something delicious and just headed to the kitchen. When they got there they saw Y/N had already made breakfast. Which was still quite a lot. Even though he sold most of it.
Y/N: 'Looks at the GF's with a confused look on his face' What?
He is dense to an extent, but he tries to avoid making anything... sound...... weird. Mainly he'll try to make sure the GF's feel comfortable and relaxed since they need it.
When they got their breakfast they put on some TV and of course they all chose Ninjago. Everyone already saw Season 1, so they went straight into Season 2.
TV: "Videos Down Below"
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After watching Season 2 for Ninjago they got the dishes done pretty quickly and started playing some games.
Things were... pretty chaotic during all of that.
UNO.
During that game everyone was flipping the table so much that they had to fix it so many times. Y/N made sweets for everyone of them to enjoy. He also gave GF some Cherry flavored Dr. Pepper and some Vanilla Ice Cream so she could have a flavor to add.
Same could be said to the other GF's present for the games they played. Though Y/N had trouble trying to breath as he was getting squished a lot in their chest. Y/N stopped struggling as he learns there is nothing he can do to escape it.
They played more games and Monopoly was the most deadly game they ever played. The amount of toxicity the GF's had was insane while Y/N was the only one that was calm. Every round was getting more toxic and GF was already tired of the game and just flipped the table.
After that they all took a nap while poor Y/N was struggling to breath from the lack of air since his face was trapped in GF's chest.
GF was laying on top of his body, Shayla was on the right side of his body and RecD GF was laying on the left side of his body.
Y/N: 'Muffled' Mph... mrgh! Mph! MRGH!
Sadly his energy was getting sapped out of him leaving the poor boy to become tired and pass out from both the lack of energy and air.
Y/N: 'Muffled' mrgh....Mph.....mrgh.....'Falling asleep' mrgh....Mph....mmmm..........zzz..... 💤
After a couple of hours passed the GF's were the first to wake up while Y/N was still asleep which made all three of them turn red as they could see he had a much more adorable expression in his sleep. This time he was sleeping the same way a cat would and their hearts were melting from the sight. They nearly felt their hearts stop cause of how cute he was being in his sleep.
RecD GF knew that this will also cause them to nearly lose control and try to mate with him. All she can do is try and prevent them from doing it otherwise he his innocence will be ruined.
However GF tightened her grip on Y/N as she didn't want him to see the red face they all had. Y/N struggled to get out of her grip and because of that GF was giggling due to her being ticklish as well. However GF accidentally sapped the energy out of Y/N causing him to feel weakened and due to his face being trapped in GF's chest he ended up passing out again.
They had to find a way back or they would not be able to stop DD from causing more harm. One thing GF wants back is her mother. She misses her a lot and won't give up on trying to find her.
[A few hours later]
Y/N awoken after passing out earlier he was not used to being weakened either, but he couldn't stop GF from hugging him. For some reason he could feel his heart hurt when he tries to get away every time, but... he couldn't bring himself to try and push her away when it happens.
The feeling of hurting her scares him to death. He couldn't express his emotions like he normally could, but now there's hardly any left.
It hurts more that he can't express himself the way he wants too.
Now that they are all awake the four of them headed to the living room to figure the portal problem.
Y/N: Okay, since we are all good and ready to go, let's figure out how to open that portal and get back to that world you are originally from.
Y/N was determined to help bring them back to the world they original come from. Even if he might not be able to escape Earth he would be able to do something good without being hurt so badly.
They all discussed it and had notes with them so they could see if the theory was right. A random GF or the portal might appear for a bit.
Unexpectedly the portal opened up there was some writing on it, yet Y/N can somehow read it while the GF's couldn't. Which was very strange since he shouldn't be able to understand what it means, but somehow he did.
Y/N then looks back at his Sketchpad seeing that the portal was exactly as he described it.
The colors are a very freaky Red with Black swirls and Dark Navy Blue sparks can be seen. Surrounding the outside of the portal is a very faint gray color with a mixture of Silver and Purple.
The portal was both cool and pretty creepy, but something didn't seem right about it.
He could see about.... Four people coming at a very alarming speed which meant they needed to move and fast!
All the GF's were hiding just to be safe and it was a smart move. The first one to appear from the portal was launched at the couch as she had Angelic features. Meaning this was a Angel version of GF.
The second one to appear was from the GameToons Universe as this was GameToons version of GF.
However Y/N had to dodge something HUGE that came through the portal and he was lucky enough to get out of the way in time.
The third one that appeared seems to have a black like color the reaches near her head. While having yellow eyes and an ever unsettling smile. It seems that Trollege GF has been taken through through the portal as well.
Why?
No clue.
The last person that got launched out of the portal was another version of GF. Seems to have... a um...... bigger...stomach and... more... chub? Not sure how to say it within out being rude to her. Respect is very necessary since she is still a person. Everyone should know that. Seems to be a.... Cubby GF.
Y/N wasn't able to dodge as he got hit from behind her and was launched into Trollege GF's chest causing him to be trapped while Chubby GF was unconscious from the portal.
The other three GF's had to make a choice.
Help Y/N.
Check on the other three.
Or just enjoy seeing him trying to escape and fail in such a adorable and hilarious way.
Of course they...
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Grabbed popcorn, snacks and a ton of drinks while wearing some cool shades as they watched Y/N struggling to get out of Trollege GF's chest.
He wasn't able to get out since he kept slipping a lot and with his arms and legs being tied up he struggled to move with all his might.
The reason Y/N's arms and legs were tied was because of GF. Her instincts for mating started kicking in and unfortunately she wasn't able to resist this one.
The other three GF's woke up and saw the others while also noticing Y/N struggling to escape Trollege GF's chest as he was still slipping and struggling to move due to him being tied up which was funny.
They did the only thing they could do.
Join the other GF's and watch the show of him struggling to escape.
Y/N's misfortune was the number one hit on hilarious events when this happens. Meaning he struggles so much and ends up being unable to win in the end.
Trollege GF was unconscious since she hit the wall pretty bad which made her head hurt a lot and was still passed from the portal. Though a problem that occurred is that her body was flipped over since her face was directly at the ground.
This also proved to be bad for Y/N as he has no way of escaping.
1. He isn't strong enough to lift a girl who is much taller than him.
2. His arms and legs are tied up and he can't even get up correctly.
3. His oxygen was running out.
4. Since she was unconscious it would be impossible for her to hear him as it would be blocked off.
5. The other GF's weren't even helping as they were enjoying the show.
6. His face was trapped in her chest as she was already flipped over.
Y/N: 'Muffled' ....Can't....breath....h-help......
GF's: Nah, we're good.
Y/N: 'Passes out from the lack of air' 😵💫
Y/N unfortunately passed out from the lack of air and was unable to escape. Trollege GF was still unconscious and since both of them can't move there won't be anything they can do until the other GF's do something about it.
Which... will be a few hours since this is the first time they will get to due anything without Y/N even being awake/conscious.
What did they do?
No one really knows since they can get out of hand.
Luckily GF and Shayla didn't let their instincts get to them as they were fighting it off. The other GF's noticed that the heat cycle is approaching at a way more quickly meaning they only have tomorrow until it starts.
GF and Shayla started explaining where they are at and that they are going into heat. They also explained what was wrong with Y/N along with the heat cycle approaching.
Needless to say they were both VERY pissed off what the former ones did to him and sad for what he had to go through.
They noticed how much pain he was in even though they just saw him once.
It hurt.
They can see it and how much pain he had to endure. GF even showed them what he has been through and what was happening in his mind.
They were scared that he might not make it.
GF and Shayla explained what they already did together before the heat cycle was approaching.
They hanged out, bonded and even tried new food, cloth shopping and taught Y/N how to sing Funk Style.
They also explained the poses he used was very unique and interesting. Especially the up pose since they thought there was a literal skeleton hand from inside his mouth.
They way he looked wasn't his original appearance. This was forcefully changed and done to him against his will along with having a different eye color which was done by surgery.
The pain he had to put up with up with until he couldn't feel anything anymore. Even his feelings, emotions and expression were stripped from him. The life he wanted to find was stolen and worst of all... the thing that really ticked them off.
HE
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REPLACED!
After putting everything together it was, so painful that they couldn't leave him the way he was as he is very unstable. He might look fine, but he's still suffering every minute and millisecond as they were speaking.
GF: This is the reason I want to help him. He also saved me from THAT day as well. He made sure I was safe and that I would be alright. He also wants to help get us back home where we belong.
Shayla: We also plan to take him with us, so he won't have to deal or see those horrible people that caused him to be like this.
It was true he hardly had anything left. It was all taken away from him in a short amount of time. Y/N will NEVER forgive them after what they have done. They went to far and will never be spared as they have lost that chance years ago.
However even though things were bad he was lucky enough to get a job with the degree's he had and made more money then he needed. To not only support himself, but his guest as well. Now that he made a home with his own hands he could live there if he ever lost the current one meaning he has a back up home.
When GF was helping Y/N reconnect and start to feel loved he began to feel... weird. He wanted to be loved and feel it, but he was scared that it would always be the same especially since GF saw him broke down in front of her.
The love she gave him was simple and slow as to help him understand what he needed. The pampering was her choice, Y/N wasn't able to resist the head pats and back rubs as it made him feel a bit relaxed. The hugging got out of hand real fast. It was a normal hug and then it changed to him being Snu-Snu more than usual, it was difficult for him to breath most of the time until she started being more gentle since her demonic instincts tend to take over.
In the end she wanted him to feel loved and find out what person he really to be. If anything she was trying to save him from completely making a mistake that would be the end of him.
The amount of suffering he endured along with his mind breaking apart, so much was more painful as they got worried sick of what they saw. GF, Shayla saw the thing trying to take over before hand and have been working on something to get rid of it.
They also looked more in his mind and saw the amount of compounds used which caused almost all of them to have a heart attack. He was only 6 and he was injected with so many of them along with many deadly compounds and poisonous substances added to get him killed.
The former family never loved him at all. They wanted to hurt him even if they might get caught by anyone. The amount of people they kidnapped and adopted were them trying to get rest subjects.
Y/N was known as subject 9,999. The former family also took a lot of his blood so he would lack the ability to get away and they also made sure he hardly ate just incase he tried to make a run for it.
The other subjects tried to help, but were beaten up and killed as well. The only subject that remained was Y/N. He is the only one that had sieved all of the stages and was then beaten and used for way to many things beyond understanding. Nothing sexual he just lost his will to live at one point and... he began to lose more than just what they took from him. He was no longer himself instead he hurt them. He HURT them real badly until they couldn't even walk and when he was done he injected the same amount of compounds into them and instead of doing it only once.
HE DID IT TO THEM 20x TO REALLY MAKE THEM SUFFER FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM.
After all...
Revenge is a dish best cut with a knife.
The compounds started doing more damage to him as it was more dangerous since they injected 40x more into his body before they disowned him as they wanted him dead.
Somehow he still survived all the effects even though it should have killed him. The scars he has are what scared them the most. GF even showed them what was there and what the current state his mind was in.
So much damage had been done and all the remains now is just that piece in the middle with him there. While that anomaly was laughing and enjoying his pain.
The other three decided that they will do what they can to help and prevent this from getting out of hand.
No matter what they will protect him and kill those that really funked up big time.
Meaning they are going to kill the both his Ex-Girlfriend and former family for what they did to him.
Y/N's POV
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Well... I can't move and... I can't breath.
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I................I......can't..................Stay................Awake......................too........tired........and..........comfortable.......
Y/N: 'Muffled' Mmmm....mrgh.....Mph.....mrgh.......'falling asleep' .....mrgh.....zzz.... Mrgh........💤
3rd POV
It was nighttime and all the GF's were back and still saw the two in the living room still out of it. They found it adorable how Y/N was not even aware of it and that Trollege GF. They left the two of them there in the living room, so they could prepare a surprise for Y/N tomorrow as it was special and they wanted to do something nice.
Y/N has now fallen asleep again due to not being able to see and breath along with him being completely exhausted. He was still in Trollege GF's chest which was really soft, yet he isn't aware of where he was it.
The portal seems to work and Y/N was very fast on writing all of the writing and translating what it says.
Since Y/N still has no idea where he is at he can't seem to do anything since his arms and legs are still tied up.
The poor guy has lived in nothing, but pain his whole life. Not having a choice or any hopes of ever being free from this hellhole of a life.
Ever since GF appeared he felt... strange being around her.
He might respect and care for her, but he wasn't sure if GF really loved him until he started to feel strange from the affection and pampering she gave him.
GF was actually giving Y/N a lot of love and he wasn't sure what she was doing until it clicked in his head. She loved him, but the feeling of being rejected and having fake love again scared him a lot.
His heart was still broken as it only remained as fragments which barely worked anymore.
He just wanted to live a normal life and find out who he really was. How he got adopted into the former family was from the orphanage since they really disliked him for just being born. His hair and eyes were another thing they hated and continued to make fun of him. During those days Y/N always stayed alone and never bothered to be near any of the other kids since he felt more at peace by himself.
I'm his dreams he just stays there in the mindscape only to find nothing worth living for as he could never remember his real parents or any of his real family members since it becomes a blur the more he tries to remember and figure where they are.
His life was horrible even as an orphan before being adopted. He never smiled, showed any emotion or any expressions. All they saw was just his dull yellow eyes and his purple hair.
Even as of now they were still bad, but not the way his adult life and work are since those got better.
As he sleeps he sheds a tear which resulted him crying his sleep. The past keeps haunting him, but he PTSD was lucky enough to not have a split personality or have multiple voices in his. His mind started to break more as he desperately wants all the pain to end badly.
Trollege GF who has now awoken from the painful collision heard the crying from Y/N. She looked down and saw his tears and froze seeing him in such a fragile state.
She felt her heart hurt seeing this and tried to sing a lullaby to help him, but she also wants to figure what happened to him.
[Moon River - Renee Dominique]
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Trollege GF: Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style someday
Oh, dream maker
You heartbreaker
Where ever you're going I'm going your way
Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waiting round the bend
My huckleberry friend
Moon river and me
Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style someday
Oh, dream maker
You heartbreaker
Where ever you're going I'm going your
way
Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waiting round the bend
My huckleberry friend
Moon river and me
[End of song]
Y/N who is hearing the lullaby in his sleep starts to calm down as he still has tears in his eyes and Trollege GF who carefully wipes them away gently as possible as to not wake him up.
Trollege GF's Mind: "I don't know what happened to you, but... your hurt. FAR too hurt from anything I've seen. I'll... try and figure what happened to you, but in the meantime I'll protect you because... in a similar way your almost like me......"
Trollege GF decided to figure what happened to Y/N. She didn't mind Y/N being in her chest since it was possible he got knocked into there and not intentional. She had a feeling something was horribly wrong in his mind. She diveded to check and well.......... she didn't like what she saw and quickly stopped looking in his mind since only a small peak was all it took before she got completely terrified of what she saw and it really took a dramatic turn for the worst. She did see him in the mind scape but he was clutching his head and was crying there in what's left of it it really hurt her seeing him like this.
It was kinda similar to what she went through when she became a Trollege herself, but this?
This was not something she expected.
Sure she had phobia of dying, but nothing like this.
She also noticed one thing running through his mind and it really shocked her.
He wasn't scared to die.
He WANTED to die back then. He was desperate to make the pain stop, but it never happened he had to live a life with no hope or any meaning.
Later on when things started to get a little better he was not as desperate, but still wanted it to end.
When GF appeared he started to gain a small amount of his reason to live. GF has been giving him love and try to heal him as she doesn't want him to die.
Shayla also tries to help out since she doesn't wanna see him die like this.
Trollege GF decided that she will do what the other GF's are doing.
She will also give him love to heal the pain has been enduring and fix the broken heart he has. No matter what she won't let him die.
She decided to sing him three more lullaby's just to make sure he doesn't start remembering those horrible memories again.
[I Will - The Beatles Renee Dominique]
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Trollege GF: Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes
Last night, the first time that I realized
The glow between us felt so right
We sat on the edge of the bed and you said
"I never knew that I could feel this way"
Love today can be so difficult
But what we have I know is different
'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Sunrise, time flies, feels like a dream
Being close, inhaling, hard to believe
Seven billion people in the world
Finding you is like a miracle
Only this wonder remains
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Mmm
Softly, slowly
Love unfolding
Could this love be true?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more? (The question's rhetorical)
Could I love you any more? (Oh, this feels phenomenal)
Could I love you any more? (Love is all there is)
Could I love you any more? (It's inexhaustible)
Could I love you any more? (Oh, love's unstoppable)
Could I love you any more? (Love is all there is)
Softly, slowly
Love unfolding
(Could this love be true?)
Could this love be true?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
Could I love you any more?
[End of song]
[It Will Rain - Bruno Mars Renee Dominique]
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Trollege GF: If you ever leave me, baby
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have
We don't have it anymore
There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Every day, it'll rain
Rain, rain
I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Saying, "There goes my little girl
Walking with that troublesome guy"
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but, little darling, watch me change their minds
Yeah, for you, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
And pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleedin'
If that'll make you mine
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Every day, it'll rain
Rain, rain
Ooh, don't you say (Don't you say)
Goodbye (Goodbye)
Don't you say (Don't you say)
Goodbye (Goodbye)
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleedin'
If that'll make it right
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
And there'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
And just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Every day, it'll rain
Rain, rain
[End of song]
[The Way You Look Tonight - Frank Sinatra Renee Dominique]
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Trollege GF: Someday, when I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight
Yes, you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft
There is nothing for me but to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearin' my fear apart
And that laugh wrinkles your nose
Touches my foolish heart
Lovely, never, never change
Keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
A-just the way you look tonight
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose
It touches my foolish heart
Lovely, don't you ever change
Keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
A-just the way you look tonight
Mm-mm, mm-mm
Just the way you look tonight
[End of song]
After singing the last lullaby she felt happy seeing as he is no longer crying and is now sleeping peacefully. She felt something within her ignite. She felt... stronger than her current state. It felt really good to her. She liked it.
Even though she was melting on the inside she found Y/N to be adorable with the way he slept and... she now noticed his arms and legs were tied up thinking this was GF's instincts knew what was wrong. GF was going into heat after tomorrow was over. Same with Shayla. She was gonna have to protect him from the two until their heat cycle is over and when it's over she'll be able to figure out what will happen next as she wants to go back.
She looked down at him again with a sincere smiling knowing that he will live not just GF's sake, but for all of their sakes. He deserves to be loved after everything that happened. She felt him move a bit probably from being a bit stuck from the ropes he was tied with. She got rid of the ropes and used a bit of her body heat to keep him warm she was also being careful to not accidentally hurt him in any way possible.
When she noticed how innocent he really was her heart melted even more as she also found the one she wanted for, so long. She also liked cute things as well. Since Y/N is both cute and really innocent she felt even happier and mentally squealed.
She started to feel tired herself and needed to rest as it was a very tiring day especially in the forest after doing an insane amount of running.
Trollege GF: Good night, little one. The love they gave you is going to heal the pain you've been enduring for so long. I will help as well. After all. They love you. The other GF's love you. Most importantly I love you as well. I will keep loving you even if you are healed.
After saying that she fell asleep with Y/N on her chest a blissful smile made its way to her face as she got sleep with both an innocent and adorable guy. Despite what he went through his heart was still pure and there are zero traces of pervertedness which made her even more happier. She knew if someone was a pervert, but Y/N was so innocent he had no idea what it even means. Her heart nearly stopped beating when she found out by checking for any signs of pervertedness. She also needed to make sure his innocence stays intact is forever pure.
She also wanted change into her other form so she can cuddle with him, but she'll do it tomorrow just to be closer with him. However she does want to tease him in her current form so when he wakes up he'll be so embarrassed and flustered he won't be able to do anything.
She won't let him suffer anymore as she and the other GF's will save him.
Tomorrow Is Another Day
End of Chapter 7
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