Chapter 4 The Fist Date
Y/N's POV
I... can't... feel... anything, yet... something... is blocking my oxygen.
What the hell happened to me?
I don't seem to feel tired like I normally do. I opened my eyes, but... why is there only red?
Did...
Did I...
Did I die...?
If I'm dead then... shouldn't I be breathing normally?
No.
That can't be right.
If I was dead then... I wouldn't have my oxygen blocked.
Where am I?
Y/N: ...
I feel that if say or try to move something bad could happen to me.
Except... I need to get up and make our food.
I have to get up and make the food, but... what the hell is holding me?
Y/N: Mph?
W-What the!?
N-No no no no no no no! T-This can't be... IM GOING TO DIE!
????: 'Giggling'
Who...
Who was that?
Who just giggled?
Wait... last night GF ask me... oh.
Y/N: 'Muffled' G-GF? If your awake could you let me go? I need to make our food.
GF: 'Still asleep' 💤
N-No! NO! How can she be asleep the entire time? I... I don't wanna die like this!
Regardless if she's asleep or not I need to get up.
GF: 'Unconsciously tightens her grip' Nooooo. Don't go.
Y/N: Mrgh!
This is bad!
This is really bad!
I don't know where my head is at and I don't like where this is going.
I...
I have to get away!
...somehow.
Y/N: 'Struggling to escape' Mrgh. Mph Mph mrgh!
I started struggling to get myself free from the possible death I'm going to be killed by.
Unfortunately that didn't work out in my favor. Her grip tighten even more and I started losing more air and I'm having trouble seeing as my vision got blocked by more of the red color.
WHERE THE HELL DID I EVEN END UP?
Y/N: 'Muffled' C-Can't......breath........H-Help....
GF: 'Still asleep' 😴 💤
Y/N: 'Muffled: .....Someone........h-help....me....
I feel that I'm about to pass out......
I.....feel.....tired......
Y/N: 'Feeling drowsy' Mph....mrgh.....Mph... 'Falls asleep' ....zzz... 💤
So....tired......
GF's POV
I'm having such a nice dream. For the first time I don't have any nightmares happening. I won't get my hopes up, but I feel so cozy and... warm.
I like this warmth and it's very nice, but what am I holding? It feels nice and very soft.... Wait...
My... arm. It's... all better. It's fixed! I can feel it and it doesn't hurt anymore.
Wait... what am I holding? This isn't a pillow and I know for sure I didn't bring anything with me. Then... what am I holding?
I looked down and went wide eyed. I just realized what I'm doing.
I just hugged Y/N while I was sleeping, but... he seems to still be asleep. I... I think I sapped the energy out of him and it must have helped restore my arm as well as convert the energy to repair some damage on the inside.
From what my mother told me is that I tend to grab things in my sleep. Guess I grabbed Y/N and since he's... stuck in my chest. I must have forgotten he wasn't aware of that. I can't believe I forgot to mention it to him. Then again... it looks like he couldn't sleep.
Y/N...
.
.
.
.
I won't let them hurt you. You're doing what you can to help me and I wanna help you. All this pain and suffering is too much for you to handle on your own.
Suffering from such a young age to now is very terrifying and I can't image how horrible it could have been. Beaten to near death is terrifying.
I noticed something different about Y/N's sleeping expression. He seems to be relaxed and more... calm. I didn't realize I was petting him on the head let alone stare at him. His hair feels soft, softer than mine which didn't seem to bother me. I might get addicted to this, but I need to help heal him.
I decided to go back to sleep and rest some more I shouldn't be cocky and assume just because I'm good as new means it will be fine.
Y/N: 'Asleep' 💤
I can feel myself blush from looking at his peaceful face. It's calm and very nice. His soft hair and surprisingly smooth skin was very nice. I pat his head and gently held him in my arms keeping him in my chest. I'm not bothered with him being the only to rest on here. I also put his arms around me so that way it looks like he's cuddling... well hugging me back.
Y/N: 'Muffled' ......zzzz....Mommy......zzzz......
I smiled knowing that he's healing. It was, so cute how he called me Mommy. Given what's happened to him would make sense.
His smooth skin against mine and his peaceful sleeping face. I won't lie this is probably gonna make me become addicted, but... I'm all honesty I wouldn't mind it one bit. I feel safe just being near him.
Such a fragile boy with a painful life and suffered so much while struggling to survive and only wants to be loved.
No matter what happens.
GF and Y/N: "Image Down Below"
I will always be there with you. I won't let anything hurt you.
[A few hours later]
Author: She woke up at a much earlier time since she was always an early bird. She got to rest more since she needed it as she wanted to make sure this wasn't a dream or an illusion. Also it was 4:00 AM in the morning when she woke up.
I woke up feeling full of energy and I noticed that Y/N's still out.
Awww 🥰 he's making such a cute sleeping face.
Y/N: 'Muffled' ...zzzzzzzz.....mmmm...mmmmm...
🥰 He's waking up and it's so cute. The way he woke up was like a baby animal, only he couldn't get up normally. I feel... taller and... powerful like this.
Y/N: 'Muffled' ...Mmmm...mmm.. Hm?
Wait... does he not... OH LUCIFER HE'S INNOCENT! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON!
I...
I HAVE TO PROTECT HIS INNOCENCE BEFORE SOME ONE RUINS IT!
First I'm gonna tease him really good.
Y/N: 'Muffled' W-What's... going on?
GF: Morning, sleepyhead~
I noticed that he was way to confused to understand where he's at. One thing that stood out was that his eyes were also getting a little more life back, I'm glad he's starting to feel things again. I just hope the pain will stop since he's been hurt for so long, but knowing what many people are capable of would be possible.
Y/N: 'Muffled' M-Morning, GF. I need to make us food can you let me go?
Wow he really is innocent if he has no clue about what I'm doing to him. Thinking back now. Knowing what HIS former FAMILY has done to him, I will not stand to let him suffer from their hands.
Y/N: 'Muffled' mrgh mrgh mrgh!
I looked down wondering what that was until I saw what was wrong. I went wide eye and blushed madly from what I just did.
GF: O///O S-Sorry. I was paying attention.
I was lost in thought since THEY hurt Y/N so much. I WILL MAKE THEM PAY FOR THIS WITH THEIR LIVES!
Y/N: 'Squirming around' Mrgh! Mrgh!
Mrgh!
OH NO! IM DOING IT AGAIN!
I gently loosen my grip on him and carefully got him out of my chest. His face seems to be red.
So worth it. The face he's making was so this
I'm definitely gonna enjoy teasing him like that for a long time.
His face is so adorable and he's trying to cover his face with his hands. He can't even speak correctly now!
Y/N: 'Unable to speak a word' yahdbeosbdlsnm...
GF: 'Looking down at Y/N lustfully' Ara, Ara~
Y/N: 'Extremely red' N-Nani?
Couldn't resist doing it.
[Small Timeskip]
Y/N's POV
Y/N: ...
GF: ...
This is... awkward. Nothing to do and it's my off days. Already got all the work done and completely finished on Friday Night. Right now it's Saturday and her arm is good as new. That's a start and I'm glad she's better.
Me and GF are just watching TV right now since the news was on and we decided to change it to the weather forecast and... well let's just say it's extremely hot. Also I was not trying to make a joke, it's true seriously look at the forecast!
Forecast Reader - 100 degrees.
Y/N: Funking balls it's hot.
GF: Pffft! Balls! 'Laughs'
Y/N: I don't... I don't get it.
Seriously I'm being honest that's it's funk I'm by hot outside and somehow it's hot in here.
I hate it when the temperature is freaking high.
Y/N: Nothing to do in this very annoying temperature.
I hate it when the temperature gets worse. Such colder or hotter. I HATE IT!
GF: 'Notices something on TV' Hm?
Y/N: 'Notices the TV' Huh?
Says today that there's a chance to keep cool by staying either indoors with cold items and AC. The other is that you could have cold things with you to stay cool the entire day.
GF: 'Gets an idea' How about we go to the beach?
Y/N: 'Confused' Beach? Isn't that a place with water and sand? I thought it was place where murders happen.
GF: 'Sweat drops' Uhh... the murder part no.
Y/N: ...
GF: ...
Y/N: ...I see....
I haven't been to the beach for a long time nor have I ever been to it anymore. I've seen the pictures and passed by two of them, but I've never been in one.
It's still early and we had breakfast a few minutes ago. Maybe something is good on TV.
TV: "Video Down Below"
[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]
Y/N: First time I've ever seen Ninjago. I heard it was a really interesting show.
GF: 'Gasp' You've never seen it?
Y/N: Today? Yes. Before? No.
GF: I'm surprised you never watched the show. It's really good.
Y/N: Really?
GF: Mmhmmm.
Y/N: Guess I never had anytime to watch it since I was never able to figure out where it comes out on.
Considering that was always the problem and that people might end up canceling stuff it would make sense.
I feel something on my shoulder. What could possibly be in my- G-GF!?
Y/N: 'Blushing' W-What are you?
GF: 'Teasing smile' Your so easy to tease~.
Y/N: 'Looks away from GF' Tch!
GF: 'Flirty tone' Such a naughty attitude~.
Y/N: 'Growling' Stop it.
GF: 'Grabs Y/N by the head' Nah~.
Y/N: What the- MRGH!
Can't breath!
I can't see either!
GF: 'Squealing' Sooooo cuuuuuuuute~!
Y/N: 'Muffled' .....I'm....not.......cute.....
GF: 'Flirty tone' But you are~.
Y/N: 'Muffled' I'm....not....
GF: 'Grins' So your gonna deny it~?
Y/N: 'Muffled' Let...me...go....
GF: 'Grins even more' What if I don't wanna~? 'Accidentally tightens her grip'
Y/N: 'Muffled' MRGH! Mph Mph mrgh Mph mrgh.
GF: 'Evil grin' Come on, Y/N you have to speak up~.
I... c-can't....breath....
....h-help.....
GF and Y/N: "GIF Down Below"
I don't think I'm gonna make it.
Y/N: 'Muffled' ...C-Can't....breath.....
GF: Alright, alright that's enough teasing for me. I'll stop.
GF's Mind: "For now~"
Y/N: 'Panting'
GF: 'Smiles innocently' How do you feel, today~?
I didn't say anything cause I'm pretty sure I was about to pass out from the lack of air.
Y/N: ...
Though just to not be rude or impolite I will give some sort of answer.
Y/N: I'm...fine. I feel fine... 'Glares at GF' I'm sure you were the one who slept fine.
GF: 'Playfully roles her eyes' Sure I did.
We need to go shopping, so she can have clothes.
Y/N: We're going shopping so you can have clothes that will fit you.
It's better that she has clothes that can fit her first then to do anything irrational.
GF: You know...
This can't be good.
Y/N: 'Sweatdrops' ...
GF: There is one thing I want and it's simple.
Simple is a understatement. There's a catch to everything.
GF: Let's go on a date.
A...date?
Y/N: Why...a date?
GF: I wasn't able to have a proper date considering what happened back then.
So we have the same problem. She knows more about dating while only know so little.
Y/N: I... want to go on a date as well, but... the last time I went on one it... it just hurts.
Reason why is because of having my heart broken even more. I don't wanna have anymore fake love. It was considered poison to me since that's all I was ever given.
GF: I want to experience real love and not fake love. Because of how everything went for me it caused me to suffer and nearly have no chance of getting any real love.
That's not what I had to deal with. While I had it bad she was perhaps lucky to have a mother that cared. While my former family didn't care or even give me any love. I wanted to have real love not fake love.
Y/N: I'll... go on this... date. This will actually be the first date that isn't filled with fake love.
GF: Same here.
Y/N: First let's go shopping so you have stuff for yourself.
[Small Timeskip]
After we went shopping I made our lunch so we could go to the Beach once we were done.
I also packed towels for us and to be honest... this feels...
This feels... nice.
This is the first date I'm having that isn't filled with fake love.
I think GF feels the same way about the date.
This beach is private because no one ever comes here anymore. I've practically been the only one who's able to get access since the keys were for some reason given to me.
Though I never chose to come here since I'm always working and also did overtime meaning I never got to even see what it looks like.
Y/N: 'Bring the basket' So we've got the nice and cool shady area over there. 'Points to a area with shade' We got a good one.
GF: Been awhile since I've been to the beach.
Y/N: You've got it easy. I never been to the beach in all my life. Today is really the only day I've ever been to one.
Considering what I've been through would only be true.
We quickly got to our spot, so the sun won't burn us... well me. I'm not sure if GF can even get sunburned. Better safe then sorry that she's under the shade. I'm not going to risk her getting hurt.
I noticed that she had a small speaker on the ground. What could she want music for?
GF: Hey, Y/N?
Somethings up.
Y/N: What?
GF: Do you know how to sing Funk Style?
Y/N: No.
I've never been able to sing FNF style since I was mainly busy. I've tried to mainly stick to normal sing with lyrics.
GF: Does that mean you know how to sing normally with lyrics?
Y/N: Pretty much.
GF: What if I taught you how to sing Funk style?
Y/N: Hm?
Could I really learn how to sing Funk at all?
...
...
...
...
Why not? I'll give it a shot.
Y/N: I'll give it a try.
GF: 'Smiles' Alright. Just hit the arrows and you'll be fine.
Y/N: 'Inhales and exhales'
[FNF Song - Tutorial]
GF and Y/N: "Video and Lyrics Down Below"
[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]
GF: Left, Right, Left, Right!
Y/N: I'll go for you
GF: That's how you do it! Up, Down, Up, Down!
Y/N: Show him our love
GF: That's how you do it! Left, Up, Down, Right!
Y/N: Our love is true
GF: Down, Down, Up! Down, Down, Right!
Y/N: What we are dreaming of
GF: Down, Up, Right, Up! Right!
Y/N: I've got it now! I've learned and now I'm ready to go win!
[End music here]
Y/N: Wow... I... actually learned how to sing Funk Style. Real life moment there.
GF: 'Giggles' See? It's easy.
Y/N: Riiiiiiiight.... Why don't we eat our food and... enjoy the... date?
Not going to lie. This is the first actual date I've gone on and not a fake type. I wanted to be loved, be cared for and have so many things to understand one another.
GF: Hey. It'll be alright. Remember I'm not like her at all. 'Sincere smile' We can both be someone new. We have a chance to live how we want now.
I feel... good. For some reason... I'm feeling... happy. I've never felt anything like this in years.
For the first time in so long I can... feel a little bit again.
Y/N: Your... right. Your right.
I think it's possible to try loving again. I should be careful though never know when THEY might comeback. For now I'll enjoy my first and REAL date. I just hope I can do better when we get to try another one.
GF: 'Soft Smile' Come on.
I headed to where GF is at and we began to eat our food. She already went ahead and got changed into her swim suit. I never changed into my swim suit... because of... reasons.
GF: 'Confused' Wait... how come you didn't change into you swimming clothes?
Y/N: ...
I would rather not answer this.
Y/N: I... am not...... comfortable..... changing into it.
GF: It can't be that bad.
Y/N: 'Feels a pair of hands on his shirt' H-Hey! S-Stop!
My shirt was torn off revealing something that will never be able to heal. I no longer feel pain, but this is what hurts me.
GF: 'Wide eyed' W-W-What are these?
Y/N: This is why I am not comfortable changing into my swimming clothes.
GF: 'Shocked' W-What did t-they do to y-your body?
Y/N: These are the scars they gave me. Each one was added to my body even if nothing went wrong. They also used me to relieve stress and sometimes even if it is my birthday they would add even more. They always do. I cannot do anything about these.
There's no going back now since she's already destroyed my shirt she hasn't stopped looking at me. There's more scars on my body, right now she's only see part of it. I have WAY more then these.
Y/N: 'Deadpans' That ISN'T all of them. You've only seen part of it. The scars, the engravings and where they marked it is way worse.
GF: 'Shaking uncontrollably' Y-Your j-n-joking r-right?
Y/N: No. You said it can't be that bad. Go ahead and finish what you started. There is no going back anymore.
I just stood up and changed into my swimming clothes which revealed all of my scars. Shocking GF even more.
The scars are on my legs, feet, chest, back, shoulders, arms, stomach and all the engravings were now shown.
They also serve as a painful reminder of the former family especially since I will never heal from these.
I'm forever stuck with these scars and I can't even get rid of them.
GF: I'm... sorry.
Y/N: It's fine. You didn't know about it.
She can't unsee the damage and it's now stuck in her mind. I cannot get rid of them, but I cannot feel it. My receptors will never be fixed as the damage is permanent.
Y/N: 'Sighs' Let's just try and focus on our new goal. A better life. A new day and a new scene will be needed as we need to forget the past.
It's better to try and move on. I've struggled with that for years and only got so far with very little luck.
GF: 'Sincere smile' Your right.
We continued our first and real date as this will also help us forget the past.
We talked here and there about what we used to do. Mainly I asked if her if she was able to teach me more about Funk singing to which she gladly agreed.
As time went by we went swimming, relaxed in the shade and also enjoyed the music she played. She taught me how to dance and also showed me more about Funk singing. After that we headed back home and just got ourselves cleaned up. I let GF go first while I prepared dinner for us. Took longer because I needed to make sure there was enough and I used the leftovers as a side dish. Surprisingly this will be good for what I have planned hope she likes it.
After dinner I put the dishes to clean and went to clean myself up as I don't like feeling dirty. It feels weird if I can't stay clean. GF wanted to sleep with me again though I never figured out why.
Y/N: So... why do you even want to sleep with me?
GF: 'Sad' I don't want you to be alone. Not after what you've been through. Plus... I wanted our date to feel special.
Y/N: If I'm being honest here... this was the only real date that didn't have fake love. I want it to end special as well, but... I don't know how.
GF: 'Thinking' Hmm. 'Gets an idea' We can cuddle tonight so that we can stay close to one another.
Y/N: Cuddle?
GF: Huh? Oh that's right I forgot your still new to all of this dating stuff.
Y/N: I... don't understand dating stuff to be honest.
GF: 'Gets in the bed while Y/N was still confused' Just relax and think about a better place. Look for a better future and don't think about the past.
Y/N: Y-Your right. Your....right....
I feel so tired all of a sudden.
Y/N: G-Good... night- MRGH!
Can't.......breath.....
I'm too tired to even do anything about it.
Tired....
...so........tired.....
GF: Good night Y/N. 'Gently pats Y/N on the head'
I.....feel........safe.......yet....so.....tired.....
Y/N: 'Muffled' mmm.....mmm.......mmmm.... 'Falls asleep' ....zzz.... 💤
GF's POV
No matter what happens.
We're both in this together.
GF: "GIF Down Below" I'll protect you no matter as best as I can. I will fix and heal you.
I started feeling drowsy myself and fell asleep. I'll keep Y/N safe from those that have ruined him. He's helped me so much already and I want to pay him back. He's perfect.
Too perfect to lose.
I need him.
I fell asleep with him so would feel happy. He has a special place in my heart and always will be perfect to me.
GF: 💤
I will protect you, my love.
3rd POV
As the night gives the two a calm and peaceful rest a portal opens up in the living room and a girl happens to fall out of it and lands directly on a couch that has blankets, pillows and cushions. The girl happens to have purple hair and wears a sort of white dress along with white shoes or heels of sorts. The girl was extremely tired and ended up going unconscious due to the lack of energy and pain from both the portal and falling face first on the couch.
However... unknown to GF something is going on inside Y/N's mind. They must also prepare themselves for what the future will hold and any guest in the future.
Tomorrow Is Another Day
End of Chapter 4
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