Chapter 3 GF Learns About Y/N
GF's POV
I... don't know what's wrong with him. He looked... hurt.
Even though I've done so many bad things, I've tried to fix them before it got out of hand. The relationship I've been in weren't even real, but... Y/N L/N makes me feel... safe.
Something must have happened to him. He knows who I am... well at least my name. I'm actually worried that he might do something to me, but... he didn't.
I looked at my arm carefully and noticed that's it's still healing, yet it isn't hurting a lot. In fact it feels much more better than what happened before.
Thinking back now... I noticed something wrong with his eyes. They are insanely dark and nearly devoid of life. I can see a very faint amount of life in those eyes. I can't figure who or what caused it, but... something tells me I'll know soon... very soon.
For some reason... when he pat my head I didn't seem to hate it. In fact I... kinda liked it. His hands were gentle and he didn't pat my head so roughly, in a way it was... comforting.
However...
GF: 'Gets out of her bed' ... 'Worried'
How do I get home?
I can make a portal home, but it wouldn't work since I don't have proper control over my powers. Plus I don't know which dimension my home is at, so it would really be pointless. But...
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..do I really wanna go back?
All my life... when I was in my world having to do what my father said. I didn't want it, but... if I didn't do it... he...he....
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He would have done something to me. I don't wanna know what that could have been, but it was probably for the best that I don't find out or let it get to me.
For now... I'll have to get use to being here on Earth since it will take time for me to return home.
Y/N... why do I feel that your...
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Something isn't right.
From just a single look you would be the type to be happy and cheerful... at least that's what it looks like.
Now?
Your... hurt. Far too hurt, I don't know why someone would do this to you, but they made a huge mistake.
GF: 'Leaves her room and heads down stairs'
I left my room since it was rather boring and I don't want to stay in one place so much... unless I was in a coma than I would have to. Which could have been worse.
I noticed that there was a problem and eh... I think my worst rivals has somehow found me.
STAIRS!
Stair-Kun: Ohho! Seems I have another rival. From what my brother told me is that you made his life a living hell.
(0_0) Oh funk me he knows.
Stair-Kun: Go on. Try me!
After he said that I heard something coming from downstairs. I think Y/N's... singing?
I wonder if he is a musician or rapper. I should ask him about it when I have time.
I wanna hear what he's singing though.
GF: Okay...stair-kun.
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Your a bitch.
Seriously Stair-Kun get a life and maybe try to find some girls or at least find some girl that funking loves you.
GF: Get a life Stair-Kun.
Funking stairs!
I walked down without falling like all the horrible times back at home, so nice for a change.
Now I headed straight for the kitchen, but I stayed quiet and silently tip-toed over to a wall, so he wouldn't see me I need to figure out what he was singing or at least figure out the song he was singing to or with.
Y/N: Rolling on the Green Hills
Hide and Seek on the Green Hills
Chasing you on the Green Hills
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Wait... why did stopped singing? Don't tell me he knows I'm right here!?
Y/N: Seems I got everything ready. Hope GF's okay. I... don't wanna see her...getting hurt. I can't understand what she has to deal and put up with, but it has to be worse than what I went through.
He... isn't that far off about everything and what I have to put up with. That's... not too far off.
Y/ N: I know your there GF.
Dammit!
How did he know I was here?
Y/N: You were making yourself known by beating to the song and also exposing your position.
FUNK! I THOUGHT I WAS DOING IT RIGHT!
Okay so that failed.
Note to self work on hiding and dealing yourself better.
We both headed to the table to eat the food he made.
I had questions to ask him, yet... he doesn't seem... fine.
GF: What are your likes?
Y/N: ...
GF: ...
Y/N: I... like the silence. It is peaceful and very calming.
GF: ...
Okay that... isn't what I was expecting. Then again he probably hasn't been able to learn about what he could like, possibly from the pain he has been given. Hopefully I can do something to help.
GF: What are your dislikes?
Y/N: 'Face darkens' ...
GF: Y-You don't have to answer if you don't want to-
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' I dislike my former family, those that tell me how I should live my life and those that think they own me.
I shivered at the way he just said it. Sounds like he had something much worse than this. Judging by how he worded former family, being told how to live and being owned it would probably mean he's hinting an unpleasant story about himself.
Can't blame him for acting like this.
GF: Were you...ever in a relationship?
Y/N: ...
GF: S-Sorry! That was probably a stupid question to ask-
Y/N: I... used to be in a relationship.
GF: 'Confused' Huh?
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' the funking idiot cheated and broke my heart. What's worse is that she cheated on me with my former family.
Okay... that's more funked up then I thought. I wouldn't even think about doing any of that, but... holy funk that's cutting deep.
I can't believe I just ripped open old scars and rubbed more salt on the wounds, but... I couldn't just see him like this.
GF: 'About to speak but gets cut off'
Y/N: It was... okay for the most part, but the truth? 'Unamused' Painful.
GF: ...
I... should change the topic.
GF: What was your... childhood like?
Y/N: 'Face darkens even more' ...
Y/N: ...
GF: ...
This is... awkward.
Y/N: My childhood means nothing to people. My former family took that away from me.
W-What the!? What's with the cold c-chill I'm feeling down my spine? W-why do I feel... scared?
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' I was treated as a slave. Blamed for everything that goes wrong, beaten up for no reason even if everything was done right correctly. They didn't stop hurting me until I was bleeding, coughing blood and put in a near death state. They always said I was a useless mistake, pathetic, weak, unwanted, never should have even been born, no one will love you and you should just kill your self.
GF: 'Shocked'
Oh my Lucifer that's even worse!
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' The pain never stops. The nightmares return to haunt me. Every night when I try to sleep peacefully it gets worse. I can't stop it. They also tortured me when I have no school or if it was the weekend. They put, so many scars on my body and marks that said rejected, nobody and worst of all the mark says disowned.
GF: 'Wide eyed'
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' When they finally disowned me, I left to change my name completely.
GF: B-But what if-
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' You don't understand!
GF: 'Shivering'
The way he's speaking is really scaring me. The cold tone and his voice is really sinister, yet... his eyes are more devoid of life than they should be.
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' I will never forgive them for what they have done to me. I saw the look in their eyes. They were speaking the truth and even if they wanted to make amends with me that is a lie. They want nothing to do with me. All they want is to see my get beaten to near death everyday.
GF: I'm... sorry you had to go through that.
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' That's not all.
GF: W-What?
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' They took what meant, so much to me.
W-What could they take that made him the way he is now!?
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' They played with my emotions, feelings, love and worse of all.
GF: 'Shaking out of fear'
I'm scared to ask what they could have done to him.
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' They destroyed my pain receptor so I would never be able to feel pain again. Not only that they broke me so badly that I can't feel any emotions, express myself and worse of all I lost the ability to feel anything.
GF: 'Horrified'
*Sniff*
*Sniff*
H-He's... crying?
Y/N: 'Crying' W-Why did they hate me? Was it because I was different? Was it because they I'm not like the others? Why did they do it.
Oh my Lucifer... this is messed up.
Y/N: 'Sniff' I want to feel again. I want to smile. I want to be loved.
I... don't know what to do.
Y/N: 'Crying' I want to feel everything again, but... the pain will only become worse.
I could see something in his eyes.
Life.
It's very faint though.
I know he's able to feel something if there's a very faint amount of life in those eyes.
Despite how dull the life in his eyes are it's a really nice color.
All my life I've never seen something so unique. Even though I'm a Demon I refused to use it when my Father told me. I only used it when my Mother was with me to make sure I didn't lose control.
Y/N: 'Crying' Was I just born to suffer?
I didn't know what to do since Y/N was stuck crying and my heart... it hurts seeing him like this.
I want to help, but what could I do?
I've never been in a situation like this before. The last time I was like this was when I was still a kid. My Mom would always hug me when I was very sad or if something really scared me.
Wait...
Maybe what my Mother did for me could work for Y/N.
That's it.
I'm going to help him.
He's been helping me, I'll help him. I'll save him.
I will give him what he needs. I'll give him
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L O V E.
After becoming like this for years he has forgotten what it means to feel loved. The pain won't go away without someone there to help. I don't... I don't want him to be alone. My heart can't bear it. He needs help. He needs healing.
I'll save him. I'll fix him. I'll give him the love he truly deserves. After all..
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..I want one too.
Y/N: 'Sniff' Sorry you had to see me like that. 'Wiping his eyes' I can't forget the pain they've given over the years.
I walked over to Y/N and knelt down seeing as he is slightly taller then me. Luckily he was still sitting at the table which made it easy for me to do my part.
GF: It's fine.
Y/N: ...
I gave him a hug to which he didn't even respond or even make any movement. Damn this is really bad.
I thought he was making that part up about his pain receptors being completely destroyed. Now that I know he isn't lying about that part this will be very problematic. He was suppose to feel comfort even if I'm just trying to also help ease his pain a bit.
I started patting his head and then rub his back very gently. I had to switch between the two in order for it to work. Even though he lost the ability to feel anything I can see he is struggling to survive.
He's been through, so much and has nothing to go back too. It hurts just seeing him like this.
I was, so busy trying to comfort him that he asked me something that shocked the living hell out of me.
Y/N: What exactly were you doing that lead you to this world?
I had a feeling he was going to ask me about that soon, but then again... I did ask a sensitive topic and made him feel more pain. Way to go GF you cause more harm when you were suppose to help ease his pain.
GF: 'Sighs' ...
Y/N: Take your time. When your ready to tell me than do it when your ready.
Wait... he really doesn't care if I need the time? He considers how I felt yet... no one takes any consideration about how he felt. Strange.
I should probably explain how I ended up getting my arm caught and why that portal was there in the first place.
Which means...
I have to reveal THAT part of my life. Since THAT was the real problem and I didn't want it. All those that became victims to my Father didn't deserve that Fate.
GF: I had a horrible argument with my father before it was Friday, but it was on Thursday in the evening. He looked more annoyed and very stressed out that day which could mean two things, he either got rid of a threat or made another enemy. I mainly went with both since he can't stop causing these problems to himself, he ends up using me to escape and puts most of the blame on me. 'Sighs' Sadly I can't stop him from doing that, but karma will get him in the end. My mother was trying to help me get away from him, but he sent her somewhere else. I'm scared that she might be dead or worse that he sent her somewhere unknown. My Mother's been helping me stay on the path of good and avoid doing what my father did, but... when she was sent away he tried to do something to me. He... he... he........
Y/N: 'Cold Tone' He what?
GF: He... tried to raped me.
Y/N's Mind: "That's... messed up."
GF: The portal opened up at that point I wasn't sure where it was gonna take me and I didn't even make it. That portal was something unknown and unfortunately my arm was caught and got stuck. I was trying to get it out, but it almost broke my arm. Then I ended up unconscious from the pain thinking that it was the end of me. You found my arm at that point. You currently have and are still taking care of me at this point. Which brings us to now.
Y/N's POV
I... I have no words. That's really bad. Nearly getting raped and a mother is teleported away. Hope DD dies then. That's all I can really do since he tried to do that to GF. Guess since she ended up on Earth was probably some unknown anomaly try to help.
Hmm... since she has no where to go she'll have to stay here. There are dangerous consequences if a character from another world shows up on Earth. I've seen enough shows and fanfics to know they never end well.
First things first. Getting her arm healed up and then find a way back to her world to save her mother. That's the plan.
I wonder though... is it possible the portal that brought them here is also the way back?
If so then we need to time it. If it's not the way back then we need to figure something out.
You have something to go back to GF.
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I have nothing to go back to even if I'm dead. I have nowhere and no one to go back too anymore.
There is nothing for me to go back too. Meaning I have no one left that will be waiting for me in the end.
The food...
I went ahead and got the dishes put away. As for the food put I put them in containers and bags meaning we can eat them again or if she wants more then she'll be able to reheat it. I... don't eat much these days. I prefer to eat less.
As much as I would like to go to bed right GF had one question left and it was something I was trying to forget.
GF: What was your old name?
Why did she need know about it?
Y/N: W-What!? Why do you wanna know that?
I wanted to forget it badly ever since they didn't need me. I was just excess or rather unwanted in the end.
GF: You seemed to hate your old one, so I thought maybe you would need an ear. I wanna help you after all the kindness you've showed me.
Y/N: My former name is...
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...Nagusameru Airashī Kareshi.
That was a name I never liked. It brings unpleasant memories when I think or hear it.
GF: If's something bothering you Y/N, tell me. I'll do what I can to help you.
Why?
Why is....
Why is my heart beating... like this?
I don't get it.
I need sleep since work will need to be done.
I got in my bed and tried to fall asleep, but... for some reason I can't.
Why can't I sleep?
[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]
Y/N: It's open.
I heard the door open and it was ... GF.
What could she want now? It's already late as it is and since I can't sleep this is going to be a problem.
GF: Can I sleep with you?
I noticed that she was wearing one of my shirts since it was too big for her, yet seems we need to go shopping for clothes.
Guess what she has on right now will have to suffice until we head to a shopping place for her.
Though I need to figure why she wants to sleep with me.
Y/N: Why? Why do you want to sleep with me?
I would like to know why.
GF: Well.. I remembered that you would cry yourself to sleep at times and the part that you keep having your nightmares repeat was really concerning.
So... she must have heard me yesterday. While I was asleep I'm crying at points because the nightmares always come back. I told her about what happens to me anyways guess she must have gone through a similar affect.
Y/N: I... suppose you can do that. Just be careful since your arm is still healing.
I really don't wanna have to keep trying to fix a broken arm. If it can no longer be healed or fix then it will cause problem.
She then walked over to where I was and got in the bed. I was facing away from her, so she could have some sort of privacy to herself.
For some reason it's... embarrassing.
Far as I know... I was left with barely anything to keep me warm. Let alone have anyone with me. My former family ruined me and... I can't even forget it. I try so hard to forget, yet it keeps coming back.
I think she's asleep now... at least I hope she is. I pity GF.
What she had to put up with for years was probably better than what I went through. She wouldn't survive like me since I'm practically use to it already. She might die if we switched places.
I'm gonna... try and.... Sneak away incase she starts getting ideas.
Y/N: 'Quietly tries to sneak away'
As long as I do it very slow and quietly I should be fine.
Y/N: 'Feels an arm grab him' ? 'Gets pulled' !
Can't... breath.
I was struggling to get out of her grip, but it was also proving to be futile. My oxygen was being cut off and I didn't wanna suffocate from the lack of air.
Not sure where I am, but... I... feel... strange.
I feel... safe, yet... scared for some reason. I can't detect any malice or evil intentions coming from her.
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I feel.....
I... feel...
Tired.
I couldn't stay awake as I fell asleep which was both embarrassing and comforting... somehow.
Tomorrow Is Another Day
End of Chapter 3
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