"Silahtar, I want to see Sultan," I said as I wanted to see Murad and tell him the happy news.

"Silhatar Pasha," he corrected me. How this man annoyed me since my arrival to Harem, "but I am afraid you can't meet Sultan because he is with Farya Sultan right now."

"It is important, I need to see him now," I said but he just laughed at my words which meant nothing to him. He was by Farya's side which was obvious for the whole time since I am here, and Farya hated me a lot.

"I think nothing can be important to Sultan as his legal wife," Silahtar said and exactly at that moment doors of Murad's chambers opened and Farya came outside of them looking at me with disgust for the whole time.

"I think it can," I said as I started to walk towards Murad's chambers but Farya took my harm strongly and looked at me very seriously.

"You are just fun to Murad, remember this. You can never be at my level, I am his legal wife," Farya repeated again a thing that even birds knew how much she liked to bitch around she is his legal wife.

"Maybe if the baby inside me is male, maybe I can be higher level than you," I said and left to Murad's chambers leaving her speechless after finding out I am pregnant.

"Murad," I said as I entered his chambers and ran into his hug. He was sitting at his work desk and he seemed like he is not in good mood at this moment.

"Muhsine, my love, come here," he said as I sat in his lap. He tried to smile but I saw something is worrying him a lot.

"Is everything fine? You don't seem well to me," I said looking him at eyes directly.

"Farya, she and her threats to me, once again," he said and sighed. I could see he is so tired of her because as he said to me million times, their relationship was based on fights in the last year and he couldn't stand anymore. I understand she was trying to bitch around the harem repeating she is his legal wife, but she repeated it to him also which probably made him angry and regret what he has done.

"Then I came in the right moment to make you happy," I said and he raised his eyebrows as he had no idea what I will say to him soon.

"Very soon we are going to have a baby Murad," I said and placed his hand on my belly and his smile grew so big. He wanted a child for so long but Farya couldn't bear him a child and Ayse wasn't also in good relationship with him after Farya came so this was the news that made him very happy.

I couldn't wait for the moment I could finally take my baby in my hands. I knew those 9 months are going to be the longest ones in my life as I couldn't wait to meet my little one, little version of me and man who I loved the most in this world.

"But Murad, I am afraid of Farya, what if she does something to me?" I asked him as I slept in his chambers this night and he couldn't stop the smile on his face. I knew he was so happy so was I.

"I would tell you not to worry, but I know Farya and I wouldn't be surprised if she dares to do something to you," Murad said and his words didn't give me and hope and security when even he knew something may happen and no one could actually stop her from doing that.

"I will move you to your own chambers as you are pregnant and you can take any maids in the harem who you trust to be always with you, I will also order Haci Aga to take care of you because you and the baby are the most important to me and Farya shouldn't even dare to think anything bad about my loved ones," Murad said as he kissed my forehead.

"I know this might be hard for her because she can't bear a child. It's not her fault, but jealousy could get over her," I said and I knew Murad thinks the same way I do and he wanted to do what was needed to make sure we are safe.

"While I am alive, whoever dares to do anything bad to you will pay to me with his or her own life. My mother will take precautions, I don't want you to live in fear because that fear our son feels," Murad said as he placed his hand on my belly.

When he said son I really prayed to get a son, because I knew if I give birth to a daughter that wouldn't be the same if I give birth to son. I knew Murad wouldn't be angry if I would give birth to a daughter, or at least I hope so, but he needed to make sure to have sons as he had only Ahmed who was Ayse's son.

After we had a breakfast I returned back to harem as I went to the higher floor where servants prepared my new chambers where I will live from now on. I stood on the balcony of harem from where I could see whole Harem and all the concubines who were confused what is happening there and why are they preparing the chambers.

At that moment Ayse came inside the Harem and all the girls bowed to her as the traditions said. She also together with all other girls looked confused about what is happening on the upper floor of harem right now.

"What is happening there?" Ayse asked Meylisah, one of the harem ladies which was loyal to her and also told her always whatever happens in Harem.

"Sultan ordered aghas to prepare new chambers for Muhsine Hatun because she is pregnant," Meylisah said and I could see from the balcony how Ayse became pale at the mention of my name.

"Pregnant?" Ayse asked as she couldn't hide her surprise and disappointment in front of all the Harem girls.

"Yes, Sultanim, I am pregnant. If God allows soon the new Prince or Sultana will be born," I said as I went downstairs right in front of Ayse who couldn't hide her reaction from me which I actually enjoyed so much.

It would have been much easier to her if she found out this from her maids while she was in her chambers so she could get crazy and start breaking all the things like she did when she found Murad gave me purple silk handkerchief. But this way she should have kept it all in herself and the maids knew she is really angry in herself.

"Congradulations, I hope you give birth to a girl," Ayse said fake smiling to me and looking at concubines hoping she would get their support.

"No matter if it's even a girl, when you know one day a son from me will be born," I said and continued to my new chambers.