"No.
I am too sexy for you"

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*Me eating all the valentines chocolate I have boughten for myself*

Chapter 45

Kiara POV

Pushing through the locked cell door, and towards David I practically run up to him, barley giving him time to stand before I pull him into a hug a groan escaping his mouth both I assume in shock and pain but he still wrapped his arm around me. "Damn I'd though you forgot about me,"he coughed and I smiled back saying a soft 'fuck You I'd never forget'

"But Thank god your okay." I smiled pulling back, as I heard Lucien huff with jealousy, the sweetest of emotions and Johns mocking laughter.

"Thank god I'm okay? Do you remember what happened to you?"he smiled as he took a step back, as he motioned towards my stomach, but I just shrugged as I looked up at his face. Ignoring his comment not really wanting to discuss that pressing topic again.

After the talk...I had with Lucien and john yesterday, I sat in bed with Lucien, not having sex but just sitting watching random movies. Like Netflix and chill except minus the sex, I knew he was grasping at straws waiting for something anything, as each time I looked in his eyes I saw them mentally undress me.

Me and him also had a very relieving talk, where I pinned him down and asked if he fucked anyone else. I told him what I saw at the ball—and how badly I wanted to kill her. His response to my question I was terrified to get, because if he fucked another girl then what was I supposed to do? My brain basically screamed "fuck another guy, GET REVENGE" ,the whole time before he answered even though I knew I wasn't gonna do that either way.

"Without you I was dying—I tried so hard to look like I didn't care about your absence but I was drowning, she is a worker in one of my clubs, I asked her to help con people that night—to keep me looking sane. Because going to that party without you hurt more then you know." Is what he roughly said, and that right there was enough to make me wanna fuck him last night. But I was still scared, scared to hurt him.

And I was just as fucking fucked as my only release was my fingers alone in the shower.

shaking away my thoughts , I went back to staring up at David while sighing, the fake lighted room casting a shadow on one side of his face.

But I could still see that his skin was blotchy and red his left eye was bruised and bloodshot and his lip was busted and dried crimson crusted on it. "geez john did a number on you" I sighed motioning back to the dumb bald idiot standing in the back, and David looked up quickly before glaring back towards John."you look like fucking shit ."

David did look like shit, worse then shit

"You know I really enjoyed beating the shit out of you, but you still never talked not even once. I admire your loyalty" John laughed as he walked up to get a better view of David. John smiled innocently straight at David in both hate and humour. "You stupid fuck" David shot back almost instantaneously

I bursted out laughing, as the two men stared each other down, there dispute was funny considering they acted fine towards each other the first time they met, but maybe John beating the shit outta David isn't exactly a request for friendship I was hoping for.

"Seriously why did you have to know this little wad of dog shit."John asks sarcastically while the sight of Lucien moving caught my eye.

He stalked quietly towards my side, and I smiled as he slipped his hand up the back of my shirt protectively, even though there wasn't anything he needed to save me from. "Oh so numnuts finally took the dick out of his ass?"David laughed as he gripped his side with his bloody knuckles, no doubt his ribs were bruised maybe even broken.

Lucien eyes filled with rage and he went to take a step forward but I sighed and held him back, slinking my hand around his and gripping his fingers in mine. "I am not going deal with this type of fucking masculinity problems today. I know you hate each other, and my ask is big considering who you guys...are."I started as I looked at the three men, I knew asking three mafia men to get along was not a simple ask.

Lucien was stubborn and has repeatedly told me how he wanted to and I quote "rip David's spine out for touching me at the auction", which I can't blame him, but I also scolded him saying he will not do that or id kick his ass. I mean well I'd try to kick his ass and probably drastically fail not gonna lie.

John had met David at the party, briefly for just a few seconds before all he saw was a furious Lucien and David dragging me away. I knew John was still suspicious about the whole deal, and their hate towards each other was gladly spoken, as I don't doubt John had given many punches towards David.

David was one loyal motherfucker I must say that, even though it felt like I didn't really know him, now I would trust him with my life.
He doesn't like Lucien I don't think, which is...understandable, with all the shit with his dad killing his girlfriend and I am pretty sure he would gladly shive John if he had the chance.

"But please just don't kill each other, for now?"I smiled tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, all of their eyes focused on me.
John gave a look towards David and rolled his eyes and said "fine but if he touches my shit I'll kick his ass, again."

David's sandy brown hair swayed slightly as he looked to the side, "id like to see you try bitch. But if kiara wants me to behave then fine." He scowled as he extended a hand out to John. "Plus you helped keep her safe at the party, so thanks I guess" John looked at Davids hand but sighed as he took it , shaking it for just a moment. Not to firm but not loosely but it held a sort of acceptance.

Blinking I looked up to my silent husband to find that he was already staring at me vigorously "please?" I whispered, as I felt him flick at the claps of my bra. Sucking in a small breath, he smiles in accomplishment like he knew that I was horny and missing him just as much as he was missing daddy Kiara.

he looked up at David, his grey eyes intensifying their gaze before he scrunches his face, gripping my back a little tighter in frustration. "Fine."was all he said and I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding in. The silence filling the cold damp bloody call, cascading it off the walls and back towards us.

David interrupted the silence tho "well that's just fucking great so can I get out it of his fucking hell hole. I got shit to do."

biting my lip I said anxiously and full of awareness "I told them who your looking for, they agreed to help." My voice was a little more uncertain then I meant it and David looked at me for a second shaking his head as a glint if pain crossed his eyes. "Why did you tell them."he half growled as he took a step forward and I looked sadly at my feet, Lucien stepping forward I front of me in a way

"Back the hell up." Lucien said aggressively, never taking his hand off me almost as an assurance. "We all got shit to deal with. But it's important to Kiara to help you, so it's fucking important to me as well."

"well she doesn't go spilling your shit to others" David said mockingly as he looked at me, and I crossed my arms. I get it wasn't my shit to tell, but they needed to know

"listen here you little shit." I said angrily and John laughed and I shot him and angry glare which made him lifts his arms up in surrender.

Looking back towards David I say "you wanna find your kid, and now you got a fucking mafia behind you for that. So hop off my dick."

Lucien chuckled slightly, as David just huffed as he stared me down. no one said anything so I clapped my hands together and smiled.

"Well I think that's all settled. So who's ready for fucking vodka?"

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Fuck of course I had forgot, how could I have not fucking remembered. Valentine's Day, a day that I have never really found important. I mean it's a day about love and appreciation of your lovers. But I didn't really have love Before Lucien, and I never actually celebrated it besides getting a note or a bag of chocolates in my locker in middle school always from a 'secret admirer'

And I was always okay with that because I had a ritual for Valentine's Day. Since I was always regretfully and happily alone I'd binge watch chick flicks, buy up all the fricken chocolate I wanted, did face masks and had a nice sexy bubble bath.

But this year, tomorrow, I couldn't do that. I mean I wasn't alone anymore, and I saw that secretive look in Lucien's eye like he was hiding something and that scared me because whatever he got me was always way better then what I get him.

I mean it's hard to shop for a man who already has everything at his fingertips. A watch? A new suit? A dildo?
So my problem is bad, regrettably, sensibly terrible.

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"Lucien, you really didn't have to get me anything," I said as I looked out the black tinted SUV window, trying at least to even get a small glance as to where the fuck we were going.

But what I did know was there were 6 other black SUV's in front and behind us for protection, as Lucien wouldn't even allow me to leave his sight without at least 15 bodyguards. We sat in the back, in the back seats separate from the front by a divider, while heavily guarded men drove.

"Your right I didn't. but I still wanted too." he smiled as he unbuckled my seatbelt and pulled me quickly onto his lap. His hand gripping my hips tightly, like he was grasping onto me for dear life. His touch felt like heaven, and it made my stomach flood with nerves.

scrunching my face, I tilt my head as I try to decipher the look in his eyes. "What are you thinking?" my voice whispers the question, and he just leant his forehead against mine.

"thank you." was all he said to me, and I looked into his eyes, wondering just what he was thanking me for. He sensed my confusion and continued to enlighten me. "for not dying." he said silently, and I looked up at him my eyes staring into his.

but the thing is, when I got shot I was fine with dying, It was a consequence of my mistakes or so I thought, I thought it would fix things if I just died. That maybe Lucien would be better off if I was dead, but I know better now. I was selfish to think that because that decision I came to hurt all the people around me, including Lucien.

feeling my eyes burn, I place my hands on his cheeks speechlessly. We didn't talk for the rest of the car ride, not an awkward silence but rather a beautiful lack of words.

"Boss we are here." the driver said, and I wanted to hurt him for wrecking this moment. Poke his eyeballs out with a toothbrush.

looking at Lucien he pulled a blindfold out of his suit pocket, looking up at me in permission to put it on and I nodded. The fabric slipping over my eyes and being tied tightly, but not enough to hurt, around the back of my head

"is this an elaborate scheme to throw me into traffic?"

"No, it isn't a ploy to kill you at all"

hearing the car door open, the cooling breeze hitting my face as Lucien grabs my hand leading me out of the car.

Stumbling, Lucien's hands wraps around my side. "its fucking cold out here" I laughed, trying to cover my nervousness.

was I about to see a bunch of cows? or the Himalayan mountains? I had no clue

"you can take your blindfold off Kiara" he said, and based on the way he said it I knew he was smiling. Bringing my hands to behind my head, I untie the little knot and it falls off my eyes, and I mean to grab it but I freeze at what's in front of me, the blindfold falling to my feet.

opening my mouth, I look around at the enormous fucking mansion straight in front of me. "w-where are we?" I ask, as my eyes looked around the stone decorated sides, the many pillars holding up the roof. The house was dressed with too many windows to count and the size was way bigger then any one I have ever seen, way bigger than the one that was blown up.

"Happy Valentine's day," Lucien said, and I turned to face him to see if he was joking, but his face held no once of humor. "this is..." I sighed looking back at the house, and he smiled grabbing my chin, tilting it back so my face was angled towards his.

"This can be our home. The base was for protection, but my dad's threats are in the past. How about we make our future here?"

I felt my eyes prick with tears as I jumped into his arms, my legs wrapping onto his hips while my arms encircled around his neck.

I felt like a snake, constricting my prey. hiss *snake noise*

"Do you want a tour?" he chuckled into my hair and I nodded, jumping down and gripping onto his hand as we walk towards the huge front door, a guard pulling it open for us. "there are over 100 guards here for round the clock protection, as well as maids and gardeners and all that shit."

"100 guards really? You know I can take care of myself." I say and he stops us as we enter inside, he looked at me carefully like he didn't want to repeat his word again. "I know you can, but I'm not letting anyone take you from me again," he said it without any more room for negotiation and I just smiled happily up at him.

we spent the rest of the hour walking around the property, which was bigger than I thought as we had to take a golf cart at one point to see the backyard. It has 16 bedrooms, 3 separate swimming pools, two kitchens, a 12 car garage, theater room, offices, a gym, and a library. it was like a princess dream castle. my fucking 4-year-old fantasies come true.

we reach the last door, the master bedroom. he smiled as he pushed it open, revealing the massive room. walking in, I threw my purse onto the bed while I looked in wonder around the room. "do you like it? We can always repaint and change the-" he said as he tucked his hands into his pockets.

turning to him, I smile brightly as I say "No its perfect. Thank you." I say as I walk up to him. grabbing his sexy shoulders, I start to feel scared. "My gift is tiny compared to this," I say, thinking about how extravagant and special his gift was.

"You didn't have-" he started but I shook my head, as I smiled sarcastically "Your right I didn't. but I still wanted too." quoting his exact words he rolled his eyes as I just scrunched my nose.

I was basically just gonna wing this because my plan was to do it back at the base, but now I can't do that so we gonna improvise.

Closing the door, the turning of the lock echoing throughout the room

taking a breath I walk to my purse, reaching in to pull out my gift. but noticing Lucien's eyes intently watch me I stop shaking my head "eyes closed!" I said, and he chuckled before shutting them exactly as I had asked.

walking so I was in front of him, I held the item behind my back. "open" I said and his eyes quickly shot open and He smiled at me. "Please tell me my gift is to look at your beauty" he smirked as he took a step forward, and I couldn't help but blush as he made me nerves go wild.

"don't set me up to fail" I smiled back, not really knowing what to say back to that.

taking in a huge breath I started, even though my stomach rang with so many butterflies. "I have never really celebrated valentines day, I mean I barely even considered it a holiday." I choked out and he nodded, as I bit my lip as I looked him over. "I had absolutely no clue as to what to get you. Like no fucking clue whatsoever. Like what do you get a man who has it all?"

"all that is worthless without you," he said back, and I took a step closer towards him. My heart-stirring at his comment. "My plan was to get you like a watch or something, but then I...I remember you told me you gotten...gotten rid of it." the words dripped like honey off my lips, and he sat there impatiently waiting, his foot shaking slightly.

"If you, you know, don't want it you don't have to keep it" I said nervously .

"Show me" he smiled that typical smile that made my head spin

I let out a breath, as I brought it in front of me. His eyes going from the little black box to my eyes. "Kiara." He whispered, as I handed it to him.

His hands shook a little as he opened it. His eyes flashing.

"It says Kiara'a Property on the band." I whispered as I played with my fingers.

He said nothing for a moment, his eyes looking at it.
Before the biggest smile lit up his face as he ripped it from the box and slid it onto his finger.

"God I love you." He told me.

"You like it?" I said, and he smiled.

"This is the best thing I have ever gotten or will ever have."he told me. "Let me fuck you as my property, on our property."

walking up to him, laughing at his expression "your mine." I whispered as I reached behind my back unzipping the lace dress and watching it as it falls to the floor. Before going back to my bag and grabbing handcuffs.

'fuck' Lucien said as his beautiful grey eyes turned black with desire and want.

Looking down at his shirt I smiled "off" and seconds later it was gone, his hands tearing it from his chest.
Gripping his belt, it flew off with no regrets , as I then helped him step out of his jeans.

"Two gifts today?" he whispered as I took the handcuffs and clasped them around his wrists as I sat him onto a chair. All I was wearing was a red see-through lingerie bodysuit, the color setting my eyes aflame.

"Yes. I want you to give me your high fructose porn syrup" I smiled laughing at how funny of a person I am. He chuckled shaking his head, amused by my amazing jokes.

His laugh made me smile, his laugh was something that I don't always get to hear but a sound that was so mesmerizing that I could listen to it all day, and when I said "Fuck me." He smiled, nodding his head seeming almost to horny to care (he is porn addict), too lost in his own wants that he was okay with setting down his dominance for me, if it was only for now. But I had part two of my Valentine's Day plan yet to come.

Que evil laugh*

Smiling, I swing my legs around his hips as I sat onto him. In a circular motion I moved my hips along Lucien senior, which caused him to let out a moan, his eyes fluttering closed.

I had searched up "how to be sexy on guys pp" and the search results were intense.

Grabbing his face I smiled "look into my eyes the whole time or this all stops."I said as I lifted myself up off him to show him what he would miss.

"Okay."he growled "sit."

Smiling at him, I continued my hips rocking fast along his covered length. I was dripping wet, wanting so bad for him to just take me. But I couldn't not yet, I needed to make him wait.

My lips attacked his neck, biting and kissing every inch. Claiming it a hundred times with my mark, red bruised skin left in my wake.
He smelt of cologne and it was intoxicating, making me want to just melt into him right there.

"I've missed you." I smiled as I kissed his lips, dragging my Hand down his chest feeling his abs and each crevice that I adored. "I've missed all of you."I continued as my hand stopped at the waistband of his underwear.

Rocking my hips hard, I kept him waiting. His eyes looked so desperate as they begged me to pick up the pace, and I smiled doing exactly that. "You are going to make me cum Kiara" he moaned and I smiled, as I took that as my chance to begin phase two.

come on Lucien show me mr.dominant

hoping off him, I smiled as he sat there his breath heavy and distraught. But this move was famous for me so I'm surprised he didn't predict it.

I call it 'bitch boi keep waitin'

He sat chained to the chair, unable to stop me from myself . "What are you doing."he smiled as I gripped onto my pussy, moaning slightly.

but I added a little more sound into the moan for added effect.

"Kiara."he warned angrily pulling at the chains, as I stuck a finger inside myself. A whimper escaping my lips, as I smiled at him.

Gripping my boob with my other hand, gripping it harshly all while he watched me furiously. "Kiara enough."he practically yelled, but I just shook my head biting my lip while I pleased myself in front of him.

closing my eyes I threw my head back, as I moaned my own name in self made pleasure.
And I stayed moaning until I heard the chains shatter, and in less than a second Lucien had both my hands in his. "Kiara. What the fuck do you think your doing?" He growled as I opened my eyes, he looked at me his eyes burning .

"Guess."I smiled

"Kiara, your playing with fire." he smiled, as he took steps towards me until my feet hit the headboard. "Well good thing I'm not scared to get burned" I moaned, and He looked at me so evilly, so full of want that I couldn't believe that he was moments ago joking around and laughing.

"Your fucking crazy. My crazy."

"yes, siry"I stated in a whisper as I leant back onto the bed, he smiled as he stared down at me.

what was left of our clothes only lasted a few seconds, as he was up crawling on me, my hands cuffed once again to the headboard as I thanked god that I had bought 2 sets or handcuffs because I knew that he would have broken the first pair.

His lips traveled down the nape of my neck, wasting no time his lips found my clit. My head flew back onto the pillows as I let him devour me. His fingers and tongue alone driving me dangerously close to the edge.

I gripped onto the chains like I was drowning and they were a lifesaver. I moaned as he continuously teased me, each time I was close to the edge he'd slow down or stop as he liked to play games with me. But I said nothing as I let him run wild on me like I was his canvas.

his voice was dark and his eyes looked like they were sparked with lighter fluid as he said perfectly clear. "Kiara, tell me what you want. In words."

biting my lip, I gave a quiet honest reply "all of you."

"and why do you want that?" his smirk grew, as he raised himself over me, his one hand bringing so my legs were wrapped around his waist.

looking up into his eyes, I said, in a louder voice, full of passion. "Because I love you." I took a breath as I said that, a word I was scared to say for awhile felt so good on my lips. "my love for you is like a fucking candle" I said as I kissed his collar bone "because if you even leave me alone again, I will burn this fucking house to the ground."

he said nothing back, but I knew his silence held so many things. He quickly pressed his lips to mine, as he pushed inside me roughly. watching me under him for a few seconds, his one hand moving up to grab my wrist.

I let out a small yelp against his lips, as I felt myself get used to the pressure of him inside me. I barely had time to think before he pulled himself out and pushed in again faster, and faster—I had needed him so much, and he needed me more and every single emotion came out as he thrusted and pushed himself in again, again and again over and over in a beautiful cycle.

All types of feeling, good and bad melted together and it felt so damn good.

the pain ceased, and turned into pure raw pleasure, as he held absolutely nothing back. Taking me further into euphoria with each time he pushed deeper, destroying me as much as I let him because he was my addiction, my love, my husband.

My naked legs gripping hard onto his torso, as he fucked me until the only thing I could come up with to say was his name, as I screamed and chanted it like a ritual.

lucien. lucien. lucien.

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I am soooooo sorry this chapter was supposed to come out last night, but for some reason, it wouldn't let me post it. I worked hard to type this and Wattpad didn't seem to wanna have it posted, but eh shit fine it was fixed. So I hope you little lovelies liked this chapter because I liked typing it.

This was kiaras outfit btw :)

Xoxo- AbigalKnightly