"Taymor,  do you love me? "

My eyes fluttered open to Jahseh sitting on my stomach and poking my nipples. I groan and rub my eyes full looking at him.
He tilted his head and asked once again, "Taymor... Do you love me? "

I nod slowly. "Yeah , with all my heart. Why,What's wrong? "

He started to play with his fingers, and I knew something was wrong. Then his attire caught my attention.

He had on a pair of khaki shorts, and a red colored hoodie. "Jah it's hot as shit outside and you wearing a hoodie? The fuck is wrong? "

He then started to tear up. "Do-Dont be mad at me okay? You know how sad I am... I-I try, I really do Tay Tay, I really do. " He whimpered and slowly pulled the  sleeves up his arm revealing the fresh cuts and the word 'SAD'

"Jah... " I gasp and grab his wrist gently. He let out a sob and shook his head. "Tay I can't take it. Pl-Please make it stop. I do-dont want it t-to hurt..." He pulled his hand back and covered his face.
Though I didn't let my tears fall, I could still feel the pain that carries them through. I pull Jah down and hug him tightly.

"J you promised.. " He sobbed against my chest, soaking my covers. "I-I know, but th-they— i-it hurts! "

"I know Jah, I know. "

I held my best friend for hours, I rubbed his scars and kissed each and every one of them until he was sound asleep. I roll him off of me and pulls the covers over his body. Sweat boarded his forehead as I pulled the hoodie off of him.

I get out of bed and then slip my boxers and a shirt on. I grab some cotton balls and rubbing alcohol. I dab them on the scars gently not to hurt him. He did move around, but not much.
After I finished cleaning his cuts I put everything up and turn the fan on him so he wouldn't be hot anymore.

Then I go into his room [that he had when he stayed over]  and clean it— since I was bored out of my mind. I folding his clothes, again. I changed his sheets and then took his pack of razors.

I stared at them and threw them away, then covered them in trash. I then grabbed the one he used, covered in blood, rinsed it off, and put it in a safe place.. A Jahseh free zone.

After all of that, I went back into my room and kissed his forehead. I threw on a pair of sweats then wrote a quick note telling Jah I'll be back.

It really hurts to know my best friend still cuts himself. I walk along the park's trail shaking my head. Jah's been cut free for almost five months! Why start now?
He was so happy, so free spirited... Why Jah?

I then start to jog the trail, bored out of my mind. After a few hours... Or what felt like hours, I decide to leave

Until my waist was grabbed and I was pinned against a tree.
"Funny seeing you here. " His voice lingered in the air for a moment before I caught it and gasped.

He must be tryna fuck..

Where have you bee- never mind. Nahmir then chuckled and released me.
"Hey Taymor. "

"Hey Nahmir. " I breathed out. He then wrapped a hand around my waist and started walking.

"How you doing luv? " He asked. Out of curiosity, I stopped and stared at him.

"Why are you being nice as hell right now? "

Ain't it obvious?  He don't want yo ass to dry snitch on his hoe ass.

"Well, you are my student—

So.  " So. "

He sighed and pinned me against another tree.
"You won't tell right? " He breathed on my neck sending chills down my spine and goosebumps to rise on my skin.

He a hoe, on my momma I'll shoot him in the ass with this choppa and make his dick scream hallelujah.

I scoff at him.. And my mind and shake my head. "Tell what? About what you and Algee did in the class after school hours we're over? You're a nasty man Nahmir. " He stared at me for a while before laughing and shaking his head.

The fuck is so funny?

"I'm not talking about Algee, Taymor. " His tone at low as he lowered his face to level mines.

What this nigga-

He then kissed my nose and my chin.

"I'm talking about this. " Then his lips we're on mine.

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Jah's history next chapter?

Nahmir kissing Taymor?

Taymor being the bestest friend ever?

I think I am gon make a Tahseh book. (idk they ship name but that's cute) ❣

This chapter was slightly better, right? 😶😕