Sari's Pov

"What are you doing," I yelled as Jungkook pins me to the wall. After we came back from the hospital everyone went to bed except for me.

I was walking down the hallway, my thoughts clouding my mind, creating an internal strife within me. I felt someone grab my wrist, then pinning me to the wall. I panicked, scared of what the person might do. I finally looked at his face, realizing it's my least favorite person in the world.

"You should know exactly what I'm doing baby girl," He growls in my ear. I take a huge gulp, trying to release his grip from me. I struggle against his strong hands around my wrist, but he's way too strong. His hold around them only gets tighter, I let out a yelp.

"Answer me this pretty Sari, do you love him," He asks, a hint of disappointment coats his voice. I stare at him, blinking rapidly.

Do I love Leo? I know I hold adoration for him. I know I want him by my side. I know I would be willing to spend the rest of my life with him, but do I love him?

"I can't answer that right now. He holds a very special place in my heart, and if he wanted to get married tomorrow I wouldn't have any qualms with saying yes," I respond. Jungkook didn't like my answer, his grip becoming tighter around my tiny wrists. At this point I think he's going to leave a bruise, or even break them.

"I thought I told you that you only belong to me," He spat. I look into his livid eyes, seeing nothing but anger behind them.

"I'm not your property Jeon Jungkook. I am a human being who deserves to be with the person she cares for, I don't need your permission," I say. He smirks at me, leaning his body more into mine.

His lips press against mine as he lifts my leg by my outer thigh to wrap around his waist. His lips leave mine, going to my neck as he softly sucks on my sweet spot. I let out a moan, regretting it as soon as it escaped my lips. His body presses further into mine, seemingly satisfied with my response. His lips on me is way too sinful, it creates an unknown ecstasy.

I flutter my eyes close as his lips travel to my jawline back to my lips. His lips hover over mine as he stares intently at me. I look at him through my hooded ones, unable to escape him. My heart is literally beating out of my chest, I shouldn't be feeling like this. I shouldn't be enjoying his soft lips when I have a perfectly good boyfriend. This feels so wrong yet so right at the same time.

How is it that the man before me is able to make all logic escape me? How is he able to make me melt with just his lips? How is he able to make me fall for him all over again? I am literally putty in his hands at the moment.

His lips on mine interrupts my thoughts. I close my eyes, kissing him back. I can feel him smirking in the kiss, his pace becoming more desperate. He releases my leg as his hand wraps around the small of my back, pulling my body into his. I balance my hands on his shoulders, my legs becoming too weak to hold me up on their own. He licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I know I should stop this, but I open my mouth for him.

His tongue slides in as he takes control, exploring my wet cavern. After a while he pulls away so we can catch our breaths. He places his forehead on mine, looking into my eyes. If I didn't know he was a player I would find the gesture sweet. I finally shake myself out of the spell he placed me under, backing away from him.

"Why would you do this? You know I have a boyfriend. You know he's what I deserve. You know that he doesn't deserve to have his girlfriend kissing a man she used to hold feelings for, so why?" Tears are threatening to fall. I feel so conflicted, so torn between the two.

Both of them are possessive, one more than the other. Jungkook is the type to take what he wants when he wants it. He doesn't like other people touching what's his, and of they do all hell beaks loose. He's the type of possessive that's toxic to a relationship. Leo is the type of possessive that's not overbearing. He'll become protective over what's his but he will never hurt the girl. He shows how much he cares for them without being over the top.

Two type of possessive people, only one is right for me. Jungkook stares at me in amusement, his lips curling upwards.

"I told you baby, you can't get over me that easily. You think you like Leo, but in reality you really don't. You just like the idea of someone treating you sweetly, you don't like him like that though. Face it Sari, you're only seeking comfort in him because you can't handle that I'm in love with someone else." His voice is taunting, it makes me want to curl into a ball.

Is what he's saying true? Am I only seeking comfort in Leo? No, that's not right! Jungkook is just trying to get in my head. I have to ignore him, I can't let him get to me.

"You're lying Jungkook," I whisper. His amused gaze doesn't fade, in fact it becomes a cocky expression, his smirk spreading wide across his face.

"I wish I was princess," His lips graze my ear. My body tenses at the action, my breathing becoming irregular.

"Y-y-you are," I stutter.

"If I'm lying then why are you reacting the way you are. I literally take your breath away. You become so flustered when my lips touch your skin. You're honestly telling me that you're over me and you care more for Leo? Look at you, your cheeks are crimson red, you kissed me back passionately, and you even moaned for me. If you were over me you wouldn't act that way." His voice was teasing me. His words came to him so easily, falling off his tongue as if this was a normal conversation.

I shake my head, refusing to believe him. Frustrated with my stubbornness he takes my hand, leading me out of the house and throwing me in his car. I'm in too much of a shock to even comprehend what's going on right now.

He gets in the driver's side, peeling out of the driveway rather aggressively. Neither one of us speaks as he rushes down the streets, coming up to his place. Without saying anything he gets out, opening my side as he grabs me harshly by my arm. We make our way into his home, him slamming the door behind him.

I just stand in his living room like a scared little puppy, looking at their owner after they did something wrong. He slams my body against the wall, attacking my lips roughly.

I kiss him back, his lips are way too addicting. His hand travels to my jeans, him unbuttoning them as he slips his hand through them. I break the kiss, pleading with my eyes for him to stop.

"Please Jungkook, don't do this," I beg him. He just looks at me, all emotion gone from his eyes. He doesn't care, he's only doing this for his own enjoyment. His actions sicken me, but then why aren't I stopping him? Why did I even let myself get placed into this predicament.

I feel his finger brush against my clit, me desperately trying to beg for him to stop. He doesn't, he continues by inserting two fingers roughly in me. I gasp at the feeling, pain and pleasure all in one. I close my eyes tightly, letting my head fall against the wall.

"That's more like it baby girl. Don't resist me, relish in the pleasure that I can give you," He whispers in my ear as his fingers pump in and out of me at a faster pace. Soon my moans fill the room as he continues to torture me with his skillful fingers. They bring me too much pleasure. I grab onto his arms, my body wanting to release itself.

He senses that I have to climax as his fingers move even faster. "Cum for me baby." His voice was what was needed to trigger my orgasm as I released over his fingers. He pulls them out as I lean more into the wall, too weak to move.

"Still think I'm lying," He asks.

I stand there to ponder over his question, finally coming to the realization that he's right. I'm only using Leo as a distraction from Jungkook, I can never get over him. Leo is kind, sweet, gentle, and everything a girl deserves, but my stupid heart wants Jungkook.

"No," I whisper as tears roll down my cheeks.

"You realized it too late baby. My heart belongs to one girl, and that's not you. I hope you live a satisfied life with my replacement, because you will never have me. You're only my toy for pure pleasure when I can't have my girl, nothing more nothing less. I wish you the best of luck." His words were harsh. They pierce my heart a thousand times over, making me realize how stupid I really am.

"Please stay away from me," I snarled as I walk out of his home. I wrap my arms around my body, hugging myself as I trudge my way home.

When I walk in I see the boys in the living room, all staring at me with worry. Leo wraps his arms around me, guilt creeping through my body.

"I saw everything that happened, but I'm willing to forgive you. I love you Sari, and I'm willing to stay with you if you can find it in your heart to care for me," He says. I look at him in disbelief.

Even though I practically cheated on him he's willing to be with me. He's the best man a girl could ever have and here I am letting another man touch me. I can't bring myself to say anything to him, my conscious eating away at me. I close my eyes, letting his warmth calm me down. The other boys  come over, wrapping me in a hug as well.

"We're going to keep you away from Jungkook," Namjoon pipes up. I aggressively wipe my tears, nodding my head in agreement. He smiles at me as he wraps his arm around Hoseok.

"Joonie's right, we'll protect you Sari," Hoseok adds in. They all look at me with a gleam of sadness in their eyes. I nod my head in agreement once again, loving the fact that they're more worried than upset.

Taehyung looks at me with immense sadness, Jin walking over to comfort him. I look at them in astonishment.

"We all have some explaining to do," Taehyung rubs the back of his neck, looking at the ground in embarrassment.

"Go on," I say quietly.

"Namjoon and Hoseok are a couple, Jin and I are a couple as well. Jimin and Yoongi denies having feelings for one another, but we know what happens behind closed doors between the two," Taehyung explains, shooting glares at the Yoonmin duo. I let out a choked giggle through my sobs.

Leo guides me away from the boys as they start bickering, leading me to my room. He lays next to me, not saying a word the whole time.

"I'm sorry," I manage to choke out. He sighs in my hair as he presses his lips against the top of my head.

"I already told you that I forgive you. You have nothing to be sorry for, I already knew your heart belonged to him, I just hope one day I will own your heart the way he does. Don't lose faith in me just yet, let me prove to you that I am worthy of having you." His  voice held such desperation mixed with sadness.

"It's not you that needs to do the proving, it's me. Leo you have shown me time and time again what a person deserves, so now it's my turn to show you what you deserve," I tell him. He pulls me to his chest, us falling asleep in each other's arms.