Chapter 4: Truths discovered
Jimin's Pov
I stand outside of the room I see Yoona and Jungkook enter. I hear every moan, every word exchanged between them. Looks like you truly are all alone Sari. The one person you thought was your friend isn't actually your friend. Should I tell you or let you find out for yourself.
I enter the room to see the two naked and snuggled together. They both look at me unfased.
"Don't you think this is beyond torturous," I ask.
"What ever do you mean dear Jiminie," Jungkook mocks me.
"You know exactly what I mean. You Yoona, you better let Sari know that you aren't actually her friend. I don't care if you play with her, but this is going to crush her to the point she's going to want to disappear. To think that she might lose her innocence to a douche like you."
Yoona looks between us, unable to say anything. "You might want to watch your mouth Jimin," Jungkook hisses. I scoff at him, turning around to see Sari at the door. Looks like you found out by yourself after all. I'm sorry Sari.
Tears fall out of her eyes like a waterfall. She sinks to the ground sobbing. I close my eyes, my heart contracting at the mere image of her in this state. Jungkook crouches down to her, still naked. He takes her in his embrace, whispering sweet lies in her ear. This gets my blood boiling. I push him away from her, picking her up in my arms. I take her back to her room, laying her down.
"Jimin," She chokes out.
"I'm sorry Sari, if I could I would take you out of this situation."
"I knew all along that I was just his toy, knew that he held no feelings for me whatsoever, so why does it hurt so much. Why does this kill me? I'm so tired of this one sided love. Please Jimin, explain to me how can I get through this?" More tears flow down her face. I sigh, not really knowing the answer to her question.
Yoongi comes in, taking in the situation. He wraps his arm around my waist, looking at me sadly.
"What happened," He asks, his voice full of concern.
"Jungkook was caught sleeping with Yoona. Turns out Yoona didn't really care for Sari. Sari caught them along with me, and it crushed her. She's in love with Jungkook, but she doesn't know how to get through this."
"It's a tough situation indeed. Stay next to her baby, I'm going to teach that egotistical brat a lesson."
"Please don't, he told me from the get go to not fall in love with him," Sari chimes in.
"That's right, so now I don't want to see you ever again. If you see me in the halls you better avoid me at all costs. I don't want to see you anywhere, even at my office to visit your father. If you even dare make contact with me then your life will become a living hell. Get out of my house now," Jungkook growls.
Yoongi and I hold her by the shoulders, glaring at Jungkook as we walk out of the room.
After a while of walking we get to her house to find bags of clothes sitting by front of the door. A middle aged woman with a middle aged man are standing in the doorway, scowling at Sari.
"How dare you jeapordize my job! You are no longer a daughter of ours! You are a disgrace to our family name," Her father yells. He goes to slap her, but I grab his arm to stop him.
"Please sir, isn't disowning her enough? Don't harm her in the process, I beg of you." He just glares at us as he goes back into the house, slamming the door behind him. Her mother is still outside, looking sad.
"Honey," She begins. Sari grabs her bags without acknowledging her. "Sari please listen."
"For what," Sari snaps.
"Please listen. I'll talk to your father. I know it's not your fault. I mean what could a man like Jeon Jungkook want with an unattractive girl like you. You don't even dress properly, your hair is always a mess, and you don't wear make-up. Please, stay out here and let me get him to take you back." Wow, her own mother just downgraded her own daughter, then says she cares about her.
"You don't care, you only care of what your neighbors are going to say about you. You're afraid that they'll call you both bad parents, which is not too far from the truth. You guys never once took my feelings into account. I'm better off being disowned than unloved." My heart aches more and more when I hear the pain in Sari's voice. What has this poor girl been through all her life?
"Sari, please don't leave your family. You know things have been different since your brother went missing. Your our only daughter, we have to stick together."
"No, we don't have to do anything. Live your life the way you want without me. Goodbye mother."
Sari leaves the porch, not bothering to look back. Yoongi and I rush to her side.
"Where are you going to go," I softly ask her.
"Don't know. A homeless shelter for now I guess." She shrugs her shoulders.
"Nonsense! You're going to come stay with us at our shared house. You're going to be living with 6 guys, but it's better than living in a shelter," Yoongi offers.
I can see the hesitation in her eyes. I grab her hand in reassurance, smiling brightly at her. "If you're worrying about Jungkook, don't. He can't say or do anything to you since it's not his house, besides he doesn't even live there. What do you say Sari?"
"What if the other guys don't agree?"
"They're not going to leave a girl to fend for herself out on the streets. They are proper gentleman after all."
"If you insist," She says shyly. If I didn't have Yoongi I would so make her mine, she's way too cute.
"Let's get going then," Yoongi says. We all walk to the shared house. When we get there Namjoon and the gang pulls up. They look like shit after the party.
"What's she doing with you guys," a worried Jin asks us once he sees us.
"Well, Jungkook basically told her what he tells all the girls who have fallen for him, but he took it a step further by trying to do something to her father and his job, so her father disowned her. He kicked her out, telling her she's a disgrace. She was going to go live in a shelter," I explain. The guys' expressions soften, looking at Sari with pity.
"Come in, I'll get some food ready while Taehyung shows you to the spare bedroom. Please don't hesitate to ask us for anything, we will help you with whatever you need help with," Jin says. She smiles a beautiful heartwarming smile. Yoongi's grip tightens in mine, and I know what he's thinking. He would've kissed her then and there if he didn't have me.
"Oh, one other thing," Hoseok pipes. We all look at him. "Leo from Vixx is deciding to go to our school, so he's going to be staying with us as well." That's the best news I've heard in a while. We all enter the house to see that Leo is already there, propped on the couch. He looks at us, getting up to greet us.
"Long time no see guys," He excitedly greets us.
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Sari's Pov
As all the boys talked I snuck away into the kitchen, crouching in the corner. I bring my knees to my chest, burying my face in them to muffle my sobs. Everything is finally hitting me all at once, Jungkook never once cared for me, Yoona was never really my friend, and my very own father disowned me. If this isn't messed up life, I don't know what is.
I feel a hand gently rubbing soothing circles on my arm. Prying my face from my knees I look into a dark pair of eyes. Due to my blurred vision all I could make out is blonde hair.
"He's not worth all of these tears," A deep voice says. I instantly recognize it as Leo.
"How do-," I couldn't finish my sentence, my voice is too hoarse.
"The others told me about your circumstance. The boys and I go way back, so I know each and every one of them, including Jungkook. Jungkook is not worthy of having a beautiful girl like you crying over him." For some reason his words calm me down.
"Thank you Leo," I whisper. He smiles cutely at me as we both get off the floor. Taehyung is standing at the entryway of the kitchen, watching us closely. For some reason those piercing eyes of his remind me of when I was a kid and he would watch our parents nag at me. My eyes widen in surprise. Is he my missing brother?
"Oppa," I cautiously ask.
He gives me a box smile, pulling me into a warm hug. "I was wondering when you were going to notice. I miss you Sari."
"What happened? Why'd you disappear? Where did you go?"
"I left because our parents placed too much pressure on me. They expected me to be perfect, and if I got something wrong they would reprimand you. They always blamed you for my mistakes, so I thought leaving would make them ease up on you. I'm glad you're okay, and if I ever see Jungkook I'm going to bash his head in."
"Don't oppa, it's my fault for falling for him. He did nothing wrong."
He just sighs as he lets me go, looking at me sadly. I smile at him to try to reassure him that I'm okay. We all leave the kitchen to see a chaotic mess around us. Jin is yelling at Jimin, Yoongi, and Hoseok to clean up their dirty dishes that they've left for days. I chuckle lightly, realizing that this has become home for me.
I go upstairs with Taehyung, him leading to what would be my room for the time being. He leaves me alone once we get to my room, knowing I probably need my space.
I lay on the bed, my arms spread wide as I stare at the ceiling. The past 2 days just have been days of truths being discovered.
How did life turn out this way? I'm so confused, so tired of all of the unfortunate events going on. When will things get better? My thoughts consume my whole being. They make me feel worseless. They make me feel as if I don't belong anywhere.
You are worthless Sari. No-one cares for you. No-one wants to be around you. Your own father disowned you, not even he wants to be seen with you. You're nothing more than a piece of trash. You will never amount to anything. You minus well quit while you're ahead.
I can't make my thoughts stop. I press my hands to my ears, curling up in a fetal position while more tears roll down my face. Please someone, make these negative thoughts stop. Someone save me from them, don't let me believe them.
I wail as I feel an agonizing pain of disconcerting ache in my chest. I hear people running into my room, hugging me as they rock me.
"Sari," a soft voice calls out. I look to my right to see Leo, then to my left to see Taehyung. They both rub their hands up and down my back, calming me down.
"What's going on," Taehyung asks.
"I don't know. It feels like my nevative thoughts are consuming me. The ones that say I'm unwanted, unloved, and worthless. I can't stop them Tae oppa, it hurts me. It makes me want to fade away into nothingness."
"Don't disappear from us. I love you Sari. Don't do anything to harm yourself, you're my precious sister." Leo and Taehyung hold me until I fall asleep in their arms.
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