Sari's Pov

I grudgingly wake up the next morning, contemplating on whether I should go to school or not. Leo stirs by me, slowly opening his eyes, looking at me lazily. He sits up, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand, stretching afterwards while yawning.

"What's wrong princess," He asks with his morning voice. I seriously can't get over how sexy his voice is.

"I don't feel like going to school," I mumble, my gaze in the opposite direction so I don't see his disappointed one. I hear him sigh, wrapping me in his embrace.

"You have to. We have to face the consequences of everything together, not just you. We are in this together, you're not alone," He whispers. I nod my head, getting up to get ready.

Once I'm in the warm shower I release quiet sobs, the events of the previous night making me feel guilty. I start punching the tile wall, blood seeping from my knuckles onto the wall. After I become tired of punching the wall repeatedly I retract my hand, holding it to my chest, the water stinging the open wounds. I bow my head, the water rolling off of my head.

I get out of the shower, taking antiseptic to clean the freshly opened wounds, wrapping a bandage around my hand. I wrap a towel around my body, walking in my room to see Leo sitting there with a sullen expression. He looks at me, walking towards me grabbing my hand. He studies the bandage, rubbing soothing circles on my knuckles with his thumb. He brings my hand to his lips, softly kissing each wounded knuckle, looking me in the eyes as he does so.

My grip around the towel tightens, shocked that such an innocent act has my body heating up. My breathing becomes ragged, the air too stuffy for me. His lips travel from my hand all the way up my arm, his tongue occasionally poking at my bare arm. When he gets to my shoulder he bites a little more harshly.

He then goes to my collarbone, marking me there as well. I let go of my towel, holding onto his shoulders instead to keep myself upright. My legs have become like jelly with just his lips on my skin. The towel falls to the floor, embarrassment manifesting itself in me. I pull away from Leo's touch, quickly grabbing for the towel. A firm hand stops me from doing so as it pulls me towards the owner.

"Don't, I want to see you," Leo whispers seductively into my ear. I swallow hard, my breathing really uncontrollable at this moment in time. He leads me to the bed, laying me down as he crawls on top of me, his hands caging me in.

Am I ready for this? Am I willing to give myself to someone I'm not fully in love with? Will this make our bond stronger? I will give myself to him if this is what he wants, I want to make him as happy as I can.

He leans forward, capturing my lips with his soft luscious ones. His kisses are soft at first, but they gradually get more passionate, more hungry. His tongue swipes across my lips, demanding entrance, which I gladly give him. His tongue expertly explores my wet cavern, our tongues entangling one another, fighting for dominance, which he wins of course. He pulls away breathless, placing his forehead against my slightly sweaty one. Both of us breathing hard, trying to catch our breaths.

"I want more princess," He confesses. I move my head, looking away from his eyes. I feel my heart speed up, knowing that it would come to this eventually.

"Okay," I respond. I can feel him smile as his lips attach themselves to my exposed neck. He kisses along my neck, nibbling here and there. Once he finds my sweet spot he starts sucking on it. I arch my back, my hands entangling themselves into his golden locks. His hips press further into me, me feeling his clothed member against my exposed womanhood.

He trails his lips to my breast, his hand occupying the other one. He sucks, kisses, and licks the one. His lips giving me so much pleasure. His mouth travels to the other one, doing the same thing. He comes back up, capturing my lips once again.

He leans up, finally discarding himself of his shirt. I lean up as well, placing my head on his chest as I unbuckle his belt with my shaky hands. He softly places his hand on top of mine, instantly calming me down. I successfully take off his belt, unzipping his pants, allowing them to slide down his legs. I look down to see the bulge through his boxers, my face becoming red with embarrassment.

My hand accidentally brushes against his member, a low moan escaping his lips. His moan excited me even more than I already am. I take off his boxers, him kicking them off the rest of the way. I look at his now free member, gulping at how big it is. I take my hand, wrapping it around his throbbing member, moving my hand. It seems to pleasure him as his moans grow louder, so I move my hand faster. Soon he explodes onto my hand, him catching his breath.

He pushes me back down lightly, grabbing a condom from the nightstand as he does so. He kisses me again, my body becoming more desperate for his touch. He opens the package, rolling it onto his still hardened member.

He positions himself at my entrance, my heart beating out of my chest out of nervousness. Once I do this I can never get it back.

"Let me know if it hurts, I will stop. If you want me to stop right now I will. I don't want to do anything against your will," He whispers against my lips. Instead of answering him I wrap my legs around his waist, indicating that he could continue. He pushes himself slowly into me, grunting at the pleasure. I gasp at the pain as he settles himself all the way in.

He stays still, not moving to let me adjust to his size. After a while I nod my head, letting him know that he's okay to move. He starts to slowly move, picking up speed after a few slow thrusts. Soon he's thrusting into me at an animalistic speed with such skill.

My pain is soon mixed with pleasure, the smell of sex entering the room. Sweat drips down both of our bodies as our moans mingle in the room.

"God Sari, you feel so good," He pants.

"Faster Leo, please," I plead through my moans. He goes even faster, the sound of skin slapping against skin resonating off the walls.

His thrusts become more desperate and sloppy. "I'm close baby," He breathes out.

I can feel that familiar feeling in the core of my stomach, knowing that I'm close myself. He gives a long grunt as he cums in the condom, me releasing right after.  He pulls out, falling beside me as he pulls my sweaty body into his.

"I will never allow Jungkook to touch what belongs to me again," He says, pushing my sweaty hair out of my face. I look at him through my heavy lids, smiling exhaustedly at him.

"Sari, are you and Leo ready," Taehyung shouts as he bursts into my room, stopping in his tracks when he sees our naked bodies. I quickly take the blanket, covering my exposed body. He just continues to stare at us, unable to speak.

"Oppa," I cautiously call out to him. He shakes his head, backing slowly out of the room, slamming the door shut as we hear running. I let out a heavy sigh, too scared of the scolding I might receive from Taehyung.

"Let's get ready princess," Leo says. I look at him to see that he doesn't seem worried at all, he's all calm and collected. I just wish I can say the same for myself.

I get up to take another shower, this time getting dressed right after. I head downstairs, waiting for Leo. When I get to the living room I only see Taehyung there, sitting with his legs crossed as he just stares at me, his piercing gaze making me feel small.

Don't tell me he's going to go all big brother on me, scolding me for sleeping with my boyfriend.

I sit down, the air becoming heavy around us. Leo soon joins my side, a scowl instantly grows on Taehyung's face.

"Care to explain," He calmly speaks.

"Oppa, we were just caught up in the moment, nothing was against my will," I explain. He scoffs, looking at me in disgust. I cringe at the dark look he's giving us.

"So what you're saying is that you prefer to be naked, sleeping around with an idol who most likely will wind up leaving you," He spat, venom dripping off of his words.

"I already told you Taehyung, I won't leave her," Leo lowly states. I whip my head in his direction to see him steadily holding his gaze with Taehyung's. The air is becoming way too heavy for me to bear, I want to leave. Taehyung scoffs, getting up to leave us. He looks at me one last time, finally leaving us.

"That was weird, I wonder why he was upset," Leo ponders loudly.

"It doesn't matter, let's just head to school," I say. We both get up to head to school, my lower region feeling weird.

We get into school, crowds of people surrounding Leo once again. I leave him, heading to my locker, the crowds being too much for my introverted self to handle.

"Having fun yet," A voice I know all too well whispers into my ear. I turn around to see the raven haired male in front of me.

"What do you want," I retort. He doesn't answer me, he just grabs my wrist dragging me somewhere. I try to protest, trying to wriggle my wrist out of his grip.

He throws me into an empty classroom, slamming the door shut behind him.

"I heard your brother yelling today," He casually speaks. I just look at him, not really sure where he's going with this. "I heard your little boyfriend stole something precious from my toy," He continues. I look into his livid eyes, fear taking over my body. The one person that I didn't want to know had found out. My whole being becomes immobilized, unable to move as he steps closer.

He slams his fist onto a desk right next to me, the desk breaking. I jump away from him, scared for my life right now, I've never seen him this angry. Tears well up in my eyes.

"Tsk tsk tsk, my little Sari has been so disobedient lately. I should punish you for being a bad girl, but I'll refrain from it for now. I will win you over Sari, one way or another," He warns. He kisses me lightly after that, my eyes widening in surprise.

He cups my cheek, moving his lips slowly against my shaky ones, his other hand going to the small of my back as he brings my body closer to his. He pulls away, my lips instantly missing his feathery kiss.

"Please stop this," I beg him, looking down to the ground, tears beginning to fall.

"Do you detest me that much," He asks. There was hurt hidden in his voice, my heart breaking when I hear it.

"I'm sorry, I can't love you how I used to, I have Leo now," I reply. My teary eyes look up to meet his disappointed ones.

Why does it feel so wrong to say those words to him? Why does my heart ache when I see the hurt I have caused him? Is it because I still hold feelings for him? Is it because he was my first love? Why do I feel all these mixed emotions for both boys? Who do I choose? Who is right? Who is wrong? Who will my heart choose in the end?

While being consumed by my thoughts I feel a warm embrace. I look behind me to see that it's Leo, he got rid of his fans somehow.

"Are you okay? Did he try anything to you?" His voice held so much concern for me it hurt to know that I haven't gotten over Jungkook yet.

"Sari, there's nothing to feel guilty over, I will Win you over one day," He says. Those words ringing through my mind, Jungkook saying the same thing.

Indeed heart, who will be the victor over you in the end?