Hello everyone!!

This is the latest installment of Our story which many of you guys eagerly waiting for...

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You love someone because your heart does that, no matter beauty , rich or poor, or something else..your heart is all in Love..

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My head hurts. It's the hangover from the wine we had last night. The light from the window troubles my sleep. After failing time and again to cover my face with the spare pillow on my bed, I finally get up to draw the curtains.

The floor is cold. I look for my slippers but I was unable to find them. Meanwhile I discover that I am still wearing my red dress. I try to recall the events of the previous night. I feel there is something heavy inside my chest. Like an ache. I don't know why. I don't remember what has caused it. But its there. I can sense it. Its kind of emotional clot. I guess that I will figure it out. But at present, I am unable to open my eyes. I badly wants to go back to sleep..to the darkness where I can't able to feel any heaviness, any pain..any hurt..

A bit irritated, I draw the curtains close. My bedroom is again dark. I fall back on my bed

What time is it? I wonder

Thankfully, I am able to reach my phone on the side table. I stretch my arm to pick it up.

A series of WhatsApp notifications are awaiting my attention on the mobile phone's screen. They are from Arjun. A few events from the previous night flashes in my mind. Now I realize why my heart feeling such horrible pain..

Its 7.30 am....by my phone's watch...I immediately look for the time when Arjun's messages had arrived. The first one arrived at 2.oo pm.

I unlock my phone to read it.

Radhika, you must be long asleep by now. I didn't get the chance to finish what I had begun saying. Sam's call had intervened. So here I am writing to you what was left unsaid.

I completely understand what you had said, Radhika, and the state in which you said it. You were drunk. But then you were honest.

Even though you lamented that I didn't understand you, perhaps the lack of understanding is from your end.

Its true that there has something been brewing between us. That day in the BMI room, we had a moment...We both know this. How did it happen? When exactly did it begin? I don't know. I didn't initiate it. And I know neither did you. It just happened. Things happen!!

At least you could speak your heart out. I never ever thought to even do that. You are my client. Most importantly, you are engaged.. what do I tell you – that I have fallen in love with you?

Yes..I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU,RADHIKA..and I won't deny it..never ever. But how do I tell you this ? when I know that you can never be mine?

This was the known fact since the very beginning , when falling in love with you wasn't even a remote possibility. But so much has changed in the last few months.

I have deep feelings for you, Radhika. And damn, they are so strong that they hurt..they hurt me like anything.

To train you in the gym, to sculpt you, for someone else has been painful..i know it may not be right on my part to feel this way for you. But then what to do I do? It's not in my hands. And honestly, for the time being, the pain has been so much why you are with somebody else, as it is for why you aren't with me...It couldn't let me breath..it choked me to the death...

I had always tried to a professional by all the standards, but I don't know how this time, I landed up in this situation. There are things beyond training I look for..i have this continuous urge within me to see you, to talk to you, to listen to you.

All the time..even now too..Right at this moment..i want to see you smile..it's a joy to watch you smiling, Radhika!!

I long for your company. Your mere presence changes things around me..for good...I keep trying to call you or to type you a message only to hold myself back.

And when you weren't around me for like entire day but those two hours, an emptiness envelopes me..i have become addicted to you.

You said I inspires you..but truth is..you are my inspiration...which keeps me going....which keeps me sane..every morning is a joy because it is another chance to see your lovely smile, your penetrating eyes and your sweet lips. I couldn't wait for night to pass and to see you again in the morning every day.

I wait for your arrival at the gym, Radhika..but then two hours of happiness for the rest of the troubled hours in the day isn't good trade off. Whenever I feels low, I recalls your smiling face and that gives me strength to fight.

But we know..we both know this thing would eventually end. There is no point of living in a dream world. And I had to make my choices. I am going to end my training sessions. I am going to apply to some schools in USA. For further studies in the fitness domain. If all goes well, I will move there.

Please don't get me wrong. This is needed because I can't help myself otherwise. I want happiness for you. I don't want to become your problem. And now that you have confessed your feelings, I know things will become difficult. I know the next time, we are together in the BMI room I won't be able to hold myself back to make you mine..

I will always cherish training you. As I end this long note to you, I recall how eight months back a lady rammed her car into mine. Back then there was no way for me to even imagine that one day, I will fall in love with her... That day your brown eyes has something which evaporated my anger for crushing my car..Now I got the connection...with everything in me....

I love you, Radhika!!

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Yeahh!!! Who are dancing there???LOl...I am'..

Finally our decent boy confessed.....

Now what will happen?? Things gonna change...but what kind of change gonna happen..Good or Bad..

Let's see what will be Radz reaction on this message..

Till then keep voting...Am expecting tons of reviews and votes for this chap...

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