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not because I fucked you...!!

not because I fucked you...!!

You groaned as you kicked your blanket aside, sitting upright you chewed your lower lip.

"How can he use such word?" you muttered. You were completely out of your mind when you heard those words from his mouth. Your lower body went numb. What are you exactly to him? An escort woman? Or a random woman who sells her body?

"Does he see that act just as sêx? and not as love making?" you muttered. Your chest went heavy, a lump was formed in your throat. Unable to breathe you got up from your bed and walked outside.

While you were walking lazily towards your mother's room, you spotted a figure on the couch.

Is that Mr. Park? you thought to yourself and you were right when you walked towards him. He was sitting peacefully on the couch.

His eyes were fixed on the wall as per your knowledge. He turned when he sensed your presence in the room and that's when you startled. You were unable to see the look in his eyes due absence of light nor you could see what expression he was showing.

"Eun Ae-"

"Good night." you greeted interrupting him and walked towards your mother's room.

Jimin did not called you nor he followed you, he stayed back looking at your figure as you stormed inside her room.

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"This cup is for Chim Chim." she slid the cup towards you and you frowned.

"Eomma, I am not giving​ that to him. If you are interested then please give it yourself." you turned with your cup only to spot him standing at the entrance.

"He is here. Give it yourself." you muttered as you looked away from him. You walk passed him as fast as you could.

Your mother looked at him. "Chim Chim-ah, take this." she smiled as she handed him the cup. "Miahne, my daughter is being rude these days. Its not her fault because she is taking too much tension about her job." she replied.

"It's fine Mrs. Lee, I can understand her problem." Jimin answered, he knew you were angry on him. Anyone can be angry, he had insulted the most beautiful relationship between a man and a woman. He should have controlled his anger, he should have confessed in a way which should've been unforgettable for you but then it turned out to be a mess.

"I can understand." he nodded as he left the kitchen. "..I am sorry.." he whispered as he stared at your room for a minute and then left.

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"You sound low, what's the problem Eun Ae?"

You shifted to your side as you hummed on the phone.

"Yah, are you sleeping??"
You scrunched your nose as she screeched. "Aish..don't shout. I can hear you." you replied.

"Hear? You can't Eun Ae. I asked whether you are alright? Your voice seem tired and weak."

"Nothing special Hyori, I am just not feeling well."

You heard her gasping. "Eun Ae, are you perhaps vomiting?"

"Vomiting? Ani but I feel like."

"Eun Ae, did you missed your periods? A..Are you pregnant?"

You quickly got up from the bed. Your heart met your stomach. You did not took the emergency pill that morning so there is slightest possibility that you might be pregnant.

"Its not true..!!" you muttered.

"Hello, hello..??"

"Hyori, I will talk later." you replied as you hung the call.

"Am I??"

You sighed.

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"I am not..I am not.. no I am not..!!" you screamed after placing your hands on your ears. "I am not pregnant..!" you muttered, huffing.

You inhaled, "Yes.. calm down Eun Ae, take a deep breathe..you are not pregnant okay relax..!!" you chanted like a prayer and finally smiled.

"You are pregnant?"

Your eyes widened when you heard a deep voice piercing through. Cold sweat trickled down your forehead as you turned your head only to spot Jimin standing with his mouth performing an O, he was frozen on the spot.

"Were you eavesdropping?" you asked, you thought he was in the bathroom but then you were wrong and he heard everything, every single thing.

"That's not the answer of my question." he said as he walked towards you. "Are you pregnant..?"

"Ani.. no...I am not pregnant..!!" you rasped as you got up from your place. "I am not.." you firmly pressed your words and after taking a brief look at him, you walk passed but he stopped you by grabbing your arm and pulling you on your original place.

"I am not done with the question Eun Ae." he dominated with his words as he looked at you straight. "I know you are angry on me and I totally respect your feelings but this is totally different. This is something we need to talk responsibly."

You did not spoke anything.

"When was the last time you had your periods​?" he asked you and you dazed. It was embarrassing, how can he suddenly ask about such thing?

"What are you saying?" you looked down.

"Speak up..!!"

You startled, fingers fiddling. "L..Last month."

"I see." he nodded. "We need to take a pregnancy test." he said.

"Ani..." you walked backward. "I will manage everything." You replied.

"Shut up!! Stop being stubborn and listen to me once." his eyes dropped towards your stomach as he smiled. "I would love to take care of you along with the baby." his hand reached out towards your belly but you slapped it away.

"I don't mind taking care of him alone. I am capable enough Mr. Park. I don't need anyone, I don't want you to force yourself for this mistake. I don't want to you bore the burden of a mistake." you flabbergasted and then looked away.

"Eun Ae, you are misunderstanding. I just want to-"

"Stop it Mr. Park." you looked at him one last time and then walked towards him. "Go to sleep Mr. Park without any regret. The only mistake you did is that you fucked me that night and nothing else." you said as you walked inside your room.

Jimin was left devastated. He won't be denying but something inside him broke.

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Jimin was looking at you or you can say that his eyes never left you from the time he entered the scene.

"Eun Ae, you are not eating well." she pinched your cheeks.

"Eomma, I am eating well. Don't worry..!!" you slowly chewed the beans and then looked at him. It seems as if he was trying to ask something but then he cannot because of your mother.

You felt restless, "Eomma, I am done. I will be heading towards my room." you declared as you walked away.

While everybody was sleeping, you were staring at the pregnancy kit which will be deciding your fate.

"I hope this will work." you muttered as you took a deep breathe but then you knew you won't be aborting or pushing away the child because you know how exactly it feels to get rejected.

You used the dropper to put few drops of sample urine on the testing area of the kit which you collected in a sterilised container and waited for the result to come.

And when the kit showed the result, your eyes widened. It was unbelievable. You got up and walked towards your bed after placing the kit aside.

As you were drowning in your own world, you heard a knock on the door and that's when you snapped your eyebrows together.

You got up from the bed only to walk towards the door. When you opened the door, you saw Jimin standing infront of you. His eyes were emotionless, his face was blank. From his overall attire you could see that he wasn't sleeping. His eyes were trying to find answers in your eyes.

"Mr. Park, what are you doing here at this hour?" you asked.

"You did the test right? What was the result?" his eyebrows forming a bridge as he anticipated your response.

You did not spoke.

"Tell me the result? What is it?" he repeated.

"It is-"

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