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Quick note: in case you guys haven't seen it! It's a video I made which matches with the chapter from before 😄^^^^)

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Feed, my little ones! Senpai's back!!!

(Totally feel stupid for calling myself senpai xD^)
  
*laughs mischeviously as I press the publish button* (・ω<)
  
   
 
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Mr. Nikiforov
chapter fourteen // jealousy

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It is now mid-December and things have been great between Victor and I. We have kept our relationship a secret, obviously, but we try to go out about every weekend or two. Whenever I have some free time and there isn't anyone around, I spend some time in his office after all my classes end. Even though we can't tell anyone about our relationship, it is now clear to us both what we have between us. And I'm okay with just that...for the most part at least.

For example, there was that day a week or so ago when, before class officially began, a group of girls were talking to Victor. Yes, talking doesn't mean anything, but it was clear to anyone with eyes that they were flirting. I wanted nothing more than to go up there and tell them he was dating me, but all I could do was sit and watch in silence.

As I was hoping, Victor simply brushed off the compliments and kept his serious expression all through out, ignoring their plain flirty compliments. But these things happen more than I'd like to admit, and even though Victor ignores them and turns them down every time, I can't help but feel worried.

'Worried about what', you might be wondering. It worries me that there's all of these attractive girls, and the rare guy, that is obviously interested in Victor, and then here I am--nothing but a plain looking guy with a secret stripper job. Any normal person would agree that there are better options out there, and it worries me that one day, Victor will realize this and simply abandon me.

...This is exactly the reason why I didn't want to get into anything serious with anyone. I always end up over thinking every little thing.

"Are you okay?"

"Huh?" I looked away from the wall, realizing I had spaced out. I nodded, "Yeah, sorry, just got distracted." Victor smiled softly and continued to grade the papers.

Today was one of those days when I had time to stop by and spend some time with Victor, but he seems more busy today than usual. Maybe it's better if I just go home.

I sat up from the couch I was laying on and shook my head, picking up my glasses from the floor.

"Is there something you want to talk about?" My eyebrows furrowed and I looked up at Victor in confusion. He set his pen down and stared back at me, waiting.

"...What?"

He sighed. "I might be wrong, but it seems like there's something on your mind these past few days. I'm just worried." I looked down as I fiddled with my thumbs.

Am I that obvious?

"It's nothing. Just some exams that I have coming up." I lied. Victor gave me an unimpressed look.

He rested his chin on his hand, tilting his head sideways a bit. "Yuri, come here."

"Eh?" He beckoned me with a curl of his finger and I couldn't help but stand up and go over to his side.

I stood there, feeling as embarrassed as I used to get when I first started working as a stripper, but it was only Victor's eyes on me. My face heated up.

What's happening to me??

Victor took a hold of my hip and pulled me to sit on the desk, softly pushing me knees apart so he could slide in between my legs, his chin resting on my chest as he looked up at me with the same worried expression as before.

"Ah...wha--what are you--" I was sitting there, my whole body stiff and all of my face probably as red as my shirt.

"I won't pressure you, but please know that you can tell me anything." Victor said calmly. My body relaxed a bit and I hesitantly patted his head, ruffling his hair a bit.

Wow, it's so soft..

I couldn't help it--a small smile grew on my lips as I looked at his hair then eyes. "...I know." I whispered.

He returned my smile at last. His hands wrapped around my waist and he closed his eyes, resting his head on my shoulder as he took a deep breath. My body tensed up again.

My voice trembled a bit as I looked away, avoiding his face, "Ah, Victor I should probably go--"

"Hm? What's wrong?" He looked up to meet my eyes. He was pouting softly, his plumb lips curled and a sad, hopeless look clouding his eyes. He looked just like a puppy begging his master not to go.

But...why is he giving me that look? Where is the serious French teacher from every morning? This is illegal.

I squirmed, trying to loosen his grip. "I just remembered I had gym today and I haven't taken a shower, so--"

"Are you embarrassed?" Victor chuckled.

"Very." I deadpanned.

"But there's nothing wrong! You don't even smell bad!" Victor laughed, trying not to be too loud since there were most likely other teachers around. He wrapped his arms around me tighter and snuggled his face against my chest.

I shuddered, "No, Victor~ I was sweating!"

"But it smells like you!" He giggled, going up to kiss at my neck. My elbows gave in for a second but I regained my composure and tried to push him away again.

"That tickles--" I warned.

Victor was now standing from his chair, still in between my legs, mind you. He was a bit taller now, looking down into my eyes with a smirk plastered on that gorgeous face of his.

This was the side of Victor that only I got to see. These moments were what made me feel better and a bit superior to anyone who tried to flirt with him. I get to see this side of Victor.

"You'd rather I stop?" He asked with a suggestive look in his eyes.

I looked away, trying to laugh it off as a joke. "Don't look at me like that, we're at school." I said, flustered.

"Oh?" He hooked his finger under my chin and inched his head to the side so he could meet my eyes. He gave me a teasing smile, "I was only talking about letting you go, but it seems you have other things in mind?"

My eyes widened, suddenly feeling hot all over. It wasn't that I was turned on (not much at least)--I was just incredibly embarrassed.

Although we've been dating for a bit over a month now, it doesn't mean we've done much together. The farthest we've gone physically is making out in his car, a few touches here and there, but we've never really mentioned it like this.

"Don't tease me like this." I mumbled, closing my eyes, wishing I could disappear.

"Would you like me to stop, then?" Victor asked softly, no trace of amusement in his voice. I simply shook my head and moved my arms to rest loosely around his neck, keeping him close to me. Victor's torso vibrated a bit as he let out a small chuckle before slowly leaning in to press a chaste kiss on my trembling lips.

I took over the situation and kissed him correctly, melting into the feeling of his soft lips moving with mine. I had felt something ever since we first kissed back at the club, but I still can't understand how I feel so aroused with just a simple kiss. The way his lips fit between mine and the tip of his tongue teased them before finally sliding into my mouth and massaging my own tongue, had my head spinning. It makes me anticipate what comes next. Makes me want more.

I...need more.

I fisted the back of his hair, causing his arms to wrap tighter around my waist. And just with that, I completely lost myself in the moment.

My legs wrapped around Victor's waist, pulling him closer. We were now both breathing heavily as we ran our hands up and down each other's bodies. I let out a groan of annoyance as I struggled with the thick fabric of his suit jacket. Thankfully, Victor got the memo and released me so he could take it off and toss it on the chair behind him. I took the chance to take off my glasses and place them on top of the papers he was grading.

His lips returned on mine and we went back to our heated make out, our actions much bolder.

Victor's hands started to go under my shirt, grazing the hot skin underneath up to my chest. I was panting for air and I had to pull away so I could clear my head a bit, but Victor seized the opportunity and attacked my neck, licking and biting the skin.

"V-victor~" I moaned softly, almost afraid of being heard.

"Yuri." Victor groaned, pulling away from my neck and leaning down until he was leveled with my stomach. He looked up at me with half lided eyes, his hair messy and all over the place, lips slightly swollen.

What--

"Can I suck you?" Victor asked, placing a hand on my upper thigh.

As soon as his words registered in my head, I practically felt my soul leave my body. My hand came up to cover my mouth, unable to look away from Victor's piercing gaze.

My other hand trembled at my side and at the moment, nothing else was really there. I completely forgot who we really were and where we were. I just knew I wanted Victor as close to me as possible.

My stomach churned at the thought.

I nodded, worried that if I tried to speak, I would make an even bigger fool out of myself. Victor nodded, accepting my answer.

His hands went at my jeans, fumbling with the belt for a few second before undoing it, the metal sound ringing in my ears. His fingers went past the belt and went for the button of my jeans.

I tried to slow down my racing heart but it was pointless. I couldn't fully wrap my head around the fact that Victor had just offered to do that and now the only thing between me and him was a small zipper, a single layer of clothing.

Instead of unzipping my jeans, Victor cupped my member over the thick fabric, adding a bit of pressure which caused my legs to spread further and my head to throw back as a moan fell past my lips without a warning. I jumped at the sudden action before quickly looking back down to see the proud smirk over Victor's pink lips.

I opened my mouth to tell him to stop teasing, but before I could utter a single word, we were interrupted by a cellphone ringing.

Victor stood up from where he was crouching and reached for the ringing device in his suit jacket. He read the name on the screen and turned to look at me with an apologising expression.

"It's okay, go ahead." I nodded, sitting up correctly on the desk and closing my legs. Victor nodded and answered the phone call, pressing the phone to his ear.

"Yes?" Victor walked a bit to the side, giving me his back as he took the seemingly important call. "Yes, it's me... I'm sorry, what?...Of course....I understand, I'm sorry, I'll be there right away. Thank you."

Victor hung up and turned to look back at me, running his hand through his hair in a measly attempt to take it.

"I'm so sorry, Yuri. There's somewhere I need to be and--"

"It's okay." I stopped him, smiling warmly. Whatever he had to do, it sounded urgent. If anything, I'm glad we stopped, I probably would've ended up fainting if we hadn't.

Victor smiled sheepishly. He approached me and pressed a kiss to my lips, "I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you, I promise."

I smiled, "Alright."

With that said, I jumped off the desk and walked over to the couch so I could grab my backpack. Victor grabbed his coat and laptop then rushed over to my side at the office entrance.

"You should probably go first." I pointed out.

Victor couldn't argue with that. He had somewhere he needed to be.

He nodded and gave me one last quick kiss to my temple. "See you tomorrow, yeah? Just close the door when you leave, it'll lock on its own."

"Okay." I nodded, unable to do anything but feel my heart melt at the soft smile he flashed my way before officially leaving.

I waited around for a few minutes before turning off the classroom lights and closing the door behind me. The halls were quiet and empty at first glance, but there's no doubt there were still some people around. As long as they didn't know what was happening, it's alright.

Once I exited the language building and I knew for certain that no one was around, I took my time and happily skipped my way to my little home.

This hadn't been how I had planned today to go at all, but it was a better outcome.

Best day ever!

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Worst morning ever.

I woke up late this morning thanks to my alarm clock somehow reseting during the night. I missed my morning run and by the time I got dressed to leave, I only had a few minutes left before my first class started.

I had to walk in a bit late, which got me a few snickers from Seven and a few glances from Eren who tried to give me a supportive smile. Either way, the teacher made sure to flash me a pointed look.

But above it all, I couldn't find my glasses so I couldn't even copy the notes since everything was a complete blur and I thought it was a good idea to sit all the way to the back of the class.

I can't remember where I left them last time, though. I must've misplaced them last night, seeing as I got home, ate, showered, and went straight to sleep.

I even completely forgot I had a research I needed to do for my engineering class!

I burried my face into my hands and groaned silently. I heard the soft humming coming from Seven to my left.

"What's wrong, Yuri?" Seven whispered.

I shook my head, explaining simply, "Just a bad morning."

Because I couldn't see anything past five feet in front of me, I didn't bother paying attention to class for today, making it feel like a short lesson. Before I knew it, the bell rang and everyone began to leave the classroom.

"I'm glad that's over." Seven exhaled as the three of us left the class and were out of earshot from the professor.

"You can say that again." Eren agreed, chuckling.

"Hmm, now that I think about it," Seven skipped over to stand in front of Eren, walking backwards as he gave Eren an amused look, "how has class with the Ackerman been?"

Eren shrugged, raising his chin a bit higher. He almost looked smug. "There's not much to say."

"Really? I would've assumed you'd be begging to be rescued from his fury." Seven turned around again, skipping happily in between us, "You know, so much anger on such a small body can't be good." He snickered, making Eren roll his eyes halfheartedly.

I tried to hide my laugh behind a cough and glanced around, trying to make out my surroundings as best as I could.

"Oh, look at that! It's Yato!" Seven waved somewhere behind me. I spun on my heel but it didn't make much difference since I couldn't really see.

"You alright there, Yuri?" I heard his voice ask right before I was able to make out some of his features. I smiled.

"Yeah, just can't see well without my glasses." I pointed at my face, emphasizing their absence. I hadn't stopped walking as I spoke, which proved to be a stupid idea since I fell on my behind before I could blink.

"Then you should be more careful." Yato joked, offering me his hand. I carefully took it and with his help, got up from the floor.

The four of us made our way to the language building, making light conversation in the meanwhile.

We waved Eren off and continued to our class. We stepped inside and I couldn't help but glance to Victor's direction as soon we stepped inside. He was standing in front of the board, writing something down. He was wearing a black suit as usual, but instead of the usual black tie, he had a grey one instead. It complimented his hair.

I smiled and waved discretely.

He was looking at me with a small smile, but it soon dropped when he turned around and raised his hand, silently telling me to go over. I hesitantly obliged.

"Um, yes?" I asked quietly, nervously glancing around.

Victor pulled something from a drawer in his desk, handing it to me, "Thought you might need these."

I looked down at his hand and after a second I was able to make out their shape. My eyes widened and I took the glasses from him, quickly putting them on.

Did anyone see that?

"Thank...you." I said, unsure. I stole a quick glance of his face and felt a bit small seeing his serious exoression.

Victor nodded. Before I turned to walk away, he made sure to give me a small smile, one that let me know it was okay. I smiled back and officially walked away, going to my seat.

I sat down and pulled out my notebook and pen, not noticing Yato's eyes on me or the fact that he was sitting next to me instead of Seven. Not until I turned and our eyes met at least.

I raised an eyebrow.

"You found your glasses." He said, pointing out the obvious. I nodded nervously.

"Ah, yeah, I--um--left them here yesterday that I came to ask the teacher for a bit of help." I mumbled, looking forward so I could pay attention to the class that was starting.

But Yato didn't seem like he cared about the lesson. "That's good." He smiled, a light flush on his cheeks, "By the way, there was something I was meaning to ask..."

"Yeah?"

His eyes looked away nervously, and it made me wonder why he looked so worked up.

"Do you maybe want to go to the movies tomorrow?" My eyes widened a bit, taken by surprise. Yato's eyes widened at my reaction as well, and he quickly jumped in to explain himself. "W-well, it's a friends of groups going--I mean, a group of friends, and maybe you also wanted to go? It's okay if you say no, I understand." He explained in a rush.

I smiled sweetly, feeling grateful for the offer. I wanted to say yes, but I remembered I had job tomorrow. I opened my mouth to explain that I couldn't go for personal reasons, but instead, we were interrupted by a much louder voice.

"Mr. Katsuki, Mr. Koto, care to share with the class what you two are talking about?" Victor asked loudly, making the heads of most of the students turn to look at us. I sat up straight in my chair, my face heating up as I met Victor's eyes in the distance. On the surface, he didn't same very irked with the situation, but on a closer look, he seemed more than a bit pissed. I shrunk back a bit in my seat, worried I caused that look in his eyes, but I quickly realized that that anger wasn't directed at me, but at Yato.

[A/n: I decided to give Yato his dad's last name?? Idk just move on]

"Please don't interrupt my class." Victor added, looking directly at Yato. Yato simply nodded and apologized, falling silent after that.

I frowned, looking at Victor with incredulous eyes, but he only met my eyes for a second before looking away again, returning to his lesson. For the rest of the hour, it was obvious he was pretty shaken up, he even ended up giving is free time for the last ten minutes of class. Seven and Yato started talking to each other dyring that time but I didn't bother paying attention to their conversation. I was too busy looking at Victor standing by his desk, grumpily fixing his papers.

My hands clenched into fists when I noticed that two girls decided to do just that and went up to talk to Victor. By the looks of it, it wasn't so they could talk about anything regarding the lesson. And judging Victor's face, it really wasnt.

I wish I could go up there and talk to him as well...

My eyebrows raised, realizing something.

I pulled out my cellphone from my pocket and made a sent Victor a quick text. Once I pressed send, I watched Victor, waiting for him to get the message.

He was listening to the girls, but he didn't hesitate on taking out his phone from his pocket once it vibrated. He lo9ked at the girls again, said something, and went back to his phone. I was interested to know what he said that made them leave without arguing.

Victor turned to the board to reply to my message, and just a few seconds after, my own phone vibrated. I looked down at the screen.

   
 
Yuri:
whats wrong? you dont
look so well..
  
  

  
Victor:
It's nothing...

I just wish I could go
up there and take you
away..

Please don't smile like
that in front of other
guys..

Yuri:
Are you..jealous?

  
  
Victor:
No, it's not that.

Well, maybe..

I don't know (╥_╥)

Yuri:
It's okay to be jealous,
butthere's no reason for
you to be

Victor:
>-<You really are oblivious

But I really do wish I
could just go up there
now and show everyone
that you're mine (╥﹏╥)

I wish I could do the exact same thing, I thought to myself, a bit bitterly as I flashed those girls a discrete glare.
  
The bell rang, signaling the end of class. I heard Victor's voice dismissing everyone. I slid my phone into my pocket, sighing as I noticed I hadn't out my work away yet. Seven and Yato were already up and ready to go.

"Want us to wait?" Yato offered but I looked up at him with a small smile.

"You guys can go ahead, don't want you to be late for your classes." Yato and Seven nodded in agreement and after bidding farewell, left me.

I quickly put my things away and got up not long after, watching as the last person in the class left the room just as I got to the last set of stairs.

Victor had another class coming in, but I didn't want to leave without even saying a word. He hadn't noticed I was still here though since he was giving me his back.

So I quickly rushed up to his desk, spun him around by his shoulder, and leaned up a bit to press a quick kiss to his lips. His eyes were wide, not expecting for me to do something like this.

Normally, Victor would be the one to initiate a kiss. And from what I can remember, I don't think I've ever really started it myself, at least not without his help.

My face was hot as I looked away in realisation, awkwardly scratching my neck.

"So um...I-I'll see you later." I stuttered out.

Victor gave me a warm smile.

"Good morning!" A new voice greeted as they entered the room. I jumped a bit in my place and looked over my shoulder to see a student walking in. This was my cue to leave.

"Good morning." Victor greeted without emotion. I gave him one last glance before turning on my he'll and waljing away as quickly as I could, still a bit embarrassed from what I had done. But I couldn't help but feel happy.

Yes, there's no reason for me to be jealous. No one gets to do that but me.

No one else knows this side of Victor.

  
  
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A/n: welcome back guys! And welcome new readers (I noticed there were a few this past month ^-^) I missed writing this book for the whole month of October but I'm finally back!! :) ahhh 12 days late😫

I had to wait for a weekend so I could really finish this. I'm so freaking excited about this chapter I kept fangirling so hard over that first scene at the office :)))))

Hopefully you all liked It! I have gotten so attached to them having such a rollercoaster relationship that I felt a bit weird writing such an intimate scene xD I actually didn't want to keep the 'can I suck you' part, I wanted to change it to something less kinky but it the original way I thought of it, so I kept it because why not ^-^ hopefully it wasn't too rushed~~

And oh yeah, another Yaturi appearance!! ♡ ( I'm still Victuri 100% tho)

I'm so sorry but you know I have to tease you all :) This is just starting to get good!

Love,
Sai