Him;
Please, stop. Please don't leave me. I love you.

It was what I had wanted to say but instead I watched as y/n walked right out of my house.

Little did I know that she was leaving permanently.

I expected it but I didn't want to believe it was true.

I'm the reason she's gone.

It's my fault.

I kept this from her when I only did it to keep her safe.

To show her I love her.

With Kai in the way I would never have a chance to have her.

So I had to get rid of him.

I didn't mean to threaten him, I just wanted to scare him into leaving.

;That night;
"Why did you call me here?" Kai asks, his hands shoved into his coat pockets.

"I'm only going to warn you once. Stay away from y/n." I say.

That seemed to have no effect on him.

"Yeah or what?" His voice was low.

The cocky smug grin on his face pushed my anger further, causing me to launch out and punch him in the face.

"If you don't leave this town I'll kill you myself. Understood?" I spit as I kick his left side.

"Y/n will never love you." He scoffs as he spits out blood.

That made my blood boil.

"Leave And Don't you dare come back. If you thought I'd kill you, I know people who would do even worse. Leave and never come back unless you want to make this worse on yourself." I say.

"And if I hear that you told anyone, you won't live to see tomorrow." I say as I kick him again then leave with him lying on the ground winching in pain.
;present;

After that Kai left.

Everything was silent and there was no sign of Kai.

He had transferred to America and he didn't contact anyone.

Everything was perfect.

I was making my move on y/n and she even fell for me.

I love her.

I have since the beginning.

Now y/n knows and everything I've worked so hard for a ruined.

She hates me now.

She hates me and there's nothing I can possibly do to fix this.

I've lost her.
                                          •••

1 week...
2 weeks...
1 month...
2 months...

Time kept passing and I was coming to realize y/n was really gone. 

There was no coming back from this one.

I had really messed up.

It wasn't just a little slip up.

No, the whole world had exploded.

There was no fixing it.

I tried many times to get ahold of y/n but she never returned any of my calls or texts.

I had no idea where she was and Irene refused to tell me let alone talk to me.

Without y/n here I felt like I was going insane.

She was that one missing piece that was holding me together.

She was keeping me sane.

Now she's gone.

The woman I love is gone and she isn't coming back.

                                         •••
Her;
"I'm glad to see you're doing well." I say softly as I stare up at the man I hadn't seen in almost a year.

"I was really scared for you, y/n. He's crazy." Kai says as he looks at me with sad eyes.

"Maybe so, but love makes you do crazy things." I sigh.

Time kept passing and as much as I tried to hate Tae, I couldn't.

"You really love that psycho, don't you?" Kai asks.

I sigh as I stare down into my cup of coffee I hadn't touched, my reflection staring back at me.

"I do."

I had admitted that to myself a long time ago.

"The guy must really love you to go to such extreme measures. He's crazy as hell but I can't stop you from loving him." Kai says as he sips at his coffee.

I give Kai a sad smile.

"I'm just glad you're okay. I couldn't live with myself if I knew he had actually killed you or something." I say.

Kai had told me everything that happened.

I didn't want to believe it.

It hurt too much to believe that Tae was capable of threatening someone's life.

"I'm actually quite happy here. I found a girlfriend, I'm in a college that offers a really great music program, and I'm happy. In a way, I guess I should be thanking that idiot." Kai says.

"That's good to hear. You deserve to be happy." I smile.

Kai smiles softly as he leans back into the couch.

"I know it's rough right now but when you really love someone you shouldn't let them go. Yes, what he did was really wrong but I'm okay. I'm good here. He loves you a lot. I think he loves you so much that the thought of losing you scares him. He acted out of fear and did things he didn't mean to do. I know it's easier said than done to just forgive and forget what he did but it wouldn't kill you to try. Please y/n, I'm asking as a close friend, go to him. Let him apologize." Kai says with sad eyes.

My heart was sinking as he spoke.

Could I really just go back to him after everything?

I love him so much but what if he does something like this again?

He can't just go around threatening to kill anyone that gets too close to me.

That's crazy.

Even though I love him I can't risk that.

And I won't.

[...]

A/n: I'm updating again now bcuz I'm pretty sure I'll be busy later soo yeah.