Her;

Around two days had passed since I went to visit Mr. Kim at his house.

I hated to admit this but I hadn't stopped thinking about everything since then.

I couldn't deny that I was starting to feel something for him, no matter how badly I didn't want to.

It was wrong and yet I couldn't stop myself.

"Earth to y/n!" Someone yells, snapping me out of my thoughts.

I turn my head to see Irene all up in my face.

"Huh?" I ask confused.

"Mr. Kim is back! I seen him walking down the hall a couple minutes ago." Irene says and my eyes snap in the direction of the door just as it opens.

As Irene said, in walks Mr. Kim.

He looked nothing like he did when I went to check on him.

He was wearing his suit and tie with his hair neat and not messy in the slightest.

Mr. Kim was Mr. Kim once again.

"Everyone take your seats." He says and I leave Irene behind and go to my seat.

As soon as I take my seat my eyes connect with his.

I wasn't expecting him to do what he does next.

He looked away instantly.

I blinked repeatedly as I tried to wrap my head around what had just happened.

Usually he always makes it his business to watch my every move and now he won't even look at me.

Had I done something wrong?

I huff and lay my head down on the desk.

I never thought I would say this but I kinda wish he was picking on me.

At least then I would have his attention..

                                       •••

After class ended I took it upon myself to stay behind.

I sat at Mr. Kim's desk and waited for him to come back from wherever he had gone.

After what seemed like forever, he came back.

When he noticed me sitting at his desk he jumped, clutching onto his chest.

"Fuck, you scared me." He hisses as he tries to catch his breath.

"Sorry." I laugh as I stand up and wait for him to speak.

"Why are you still here?" He asks as he sits down at his desk.

"I just wanted to know if you were feeling better." I say almost shyly.

He glances up at me and blinks.

"I came to work didn't I?"

"Okay attitude. What's with the sudden cold shoulder?" I ask, slightly hurt.

"I have work. Can you go?"

My chest tightened at his words.

Why was he suddenly acting so cold towards me?

Just yesterday he was telling me about how he liked me and now he's acting like this.

"I'm not leaving." I huff as I sit down on the desk with my arms crossed over my chest.

"Seriously." I hear him mumble but he doesn't make any attempts to kick me out.

I knew he didn't want me to leave.

So I sit there in silence as he works on his papers.

Half way through sitting there I asked myself;

Why am I even doing this?

He clearly wasn't in the mood to deal with me and yet I couldn't bring myself to leave.

"I'm going home." Mr. Kim says suddenly after about an hour had passed.

I watch as he stands and walks towards the door without even sparing me a glance.

I grit my teeth and go after him, catching ahold of his arm.

"What is your problem? Yesterday you were telling you liked me and now you're acting like you don't even want to be around me! What did I do?!" I whisper yell.

I wasn't sure if these cameras had sound and I didn't want to be the one to risk that.

"Let go of me." Mr. Kim says lowly.

He wasn't even looking at me.

I release his arm and walk out past him.

Is this what he had wanted all along?

To make me like him only for him to ignore me afterwards?

This wasn't over.

I wasn't going to let it end like this.

                                          •••
His;
As soon as I get home I fall back into my couch with a long sigh.

My chest was hurting and I knew why.

I had thought too much about what Jimin had said and it got to me.

Now it was eating away at me as I imagined y/n's face when I treated her coldly.

Jimin can't be right..not this time.

Suddenly a knock on the door pulls me from my thoughts.

"Who is it?" I ask without even getting up from the couch.

"It's me."

My heart burned as I recognized the voice automatically.

It was y/n.

When I didn't say anything she stayed silent too.

Just as I had thought she left, my door opened, revealing y/n with a tear stained face.

My eyes widened as I took in the scene in front of me.

"W-why are you crying?" I ask, too shocked to think straight.

"You really are an idiot, aren't you?" Y/n asks.

I stare at her confused.

I was still stuck on her coming here on her own free will.

"You tell me that you like me then you act as if you never said it. You made me believe you actually liked me. Now I'm stuck liking an idiot who doesn't want me back." Y/n says as she sniffles.

I stare at her with wide eyes at her confession.

She doesn't stop there though.

"I don't want to like you. I want so badly to have never met you. This is so wrong and yet I can't stop myself from liking you." Y/n says as her cries turn into sobs.

"Y/n..you.."

I couldn't even form the right words to say.

"Forget it." Y/n says as she wipes her tears and turns on her heels.

No.

She begins to walk away from me.

Stop.

It was what I had wanted to say but instead I watched as she walked right out of my house.

Little did I know that was the last time y/n would talk to me for a long time.

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A/n: Just a little forewarning that chapter 17 is where the smut starts. Like I said, it'll be written in a paragraph form with no spaces and it'll also be italicized. If you don't want to read the smut just skip over the part. I shouldn't have to say this again seeing as I've already given over ten warnings at this point. All hate comments will be deleted‼️