The Holy Night.

Hana's POV:-
"Did you both fight?" I asked sitting back into the car.

"Hana I don't like your friendship with him. You better break it. That's better for you" He said while driving and this got me emotional.

"Jungkook you can have a girlfriend, tons of friends, but what's the problem if I have a best friend?" I teared up.

"It's not about you having friends, it's about a guy being your friend"

"I'm sorry but I can't agree to that." I said and he sighed.

"Okay let's just leave this topic for now. You know, I want to tell you something"

"Really? Um yeah sure." I excitedly asked as he said that, hoping that he'll compliment me.

"You looked......beautiful today" He smiled to me and I blushed.

"T-thankyou" I giggled and he smiled.

"You really loved the present right?" He asked and I nodded.

"Jungkook can I request something from you?"

"Sure"

"Why can't you be polite with me all the time? Like, why do you always talk rudely to me?"

"Seriously Hana? I was just getting romantic when you spoiled my mood" he said and I laughed.

"Aww I'm sorry, kookie"

"Come on, Stop calling me that" he said and I laughed teasing him more.

He stopped near an ice cream Parlour and he told me that it's because he is really happy today so he went to grab us some ice cream.

"Wow you really are in a good mood" I laughed and he laughed back.

"Yup I am. Hana........You won't betray me, right?" He asked while filling his mouth with the ice cream and I sighed as he still doesn't believe me.

"You didn't answer me" He said gulping it down his throat.

"I am your wife atleast you should just trust me a little bit" I said and he nodded.

"I'm so sorry" he teared up as he saw families here and there.


"Hey, it's okay" I said and he looked at me with red eyes.

"I miss........my childhood" he cried and I realised that in how much pain he was.

"Look Jungkook is there anything you want to talk about, you can tell me" I asked placing my hand onto his shoulder and he let his tears fall which he was surely suppressing.

"T-today is....the Holy Night" he sniffed. "When I was young back then, we three, Dad me and....Yoona always used to come here and had ice cream. Everything was so perfect yet I didn't know how the relation between us got so fragile." He cried and I can understand his pain.

I cupped his face and wiped his tears as it hurts me so much seeing him in pain.

"You miss....your eomma?" I asked and we just stared at eachother but then he sniffed and pushed my hands off his face.

"We need to get home. It's getting late" he wiped his tears and I nodded.

We arrived home and went to get changed. He was in the lounge using his phone and I was drinking water when suddenly his phone rang.

"What?! Yes. Yes I'll be there. Just don't worry. Good bye" he panicked and grabbed the car keys.

"Jungkook where are you going?"

"No time to tell."

"What? No I'll come with you"

"Hurry up" He said and we sat into the car.

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"Don't worry Hyung. You and Jisoo Noona go to the hospital while we both will take care of Jihee" he smiled to his hyung and he hugged him.

"Thankyou so much Jungkook" he said and they both left to the hospital.

"What happened? Why are they going to the hospital?"

"Actually Joy Noona was again taken into the operation room so they got worried"

"Ohh" I said and there was their daughter in Jungkook's hands.

"She is so cute" I smiled while stroking her cheek and she giggled with her hands in her mouth.

"She sure is" he smiled and she grabbed Jungkook's cheeks with her hands while giggling.

"Eww! The spit" Jungkook whined as he felt the gooey thing.

"Haha here" I laughed and wiped his cheeks with a tissue paper.

"Baby sitting, is so difficult" he sighed and I took the baby girl from his hands into my lap.

"You've got work tomorrow. You go rest while I'll take of her for you" I smiled and he shook his head.

"No! We both will take care of her. I love kids and I love doing their work" he said and snatched her back from me. The baby started crying and I started scolding Jungkook.

"Hey it's not my fault"

"You snatched her from me roughly. Be delicate with kids" I said and started tickling the baby when she giggled.

"She loves her Uncle Jeon" he smirked and I rolled my eyes at him.

She wanted to get off from Jungkook's lap and he made her stand on her feet while still gripping her from her sides.

"She'll fall" I said and he shushed me up.

"She knows how to walk" he said and released her waist and she took some baby steps and laughed when she did it.

"Aww aren't you a cutie" I giggled and made my way to her while crawling. She grabbed my cheeks while laughing and I kissed her nose.

"Hana get your fat ass away. I need to record this" he laughed and I showed him my pissed off face. I moved to the side and he started recording her while she walked. She grabbed my pinky finger for support and walked while giggling.

"Jihee knows how to walk. Yayy" I clapped and Jungkook chuckled.

Jungkook's POV:-
"Kim Jihee" I called and she turned around and smiled while I recorded it.

"She's such a lively kid"

"She sure is" I replied while still recoding it.

Suddenly she slipped and fell on her butt and started crying.

"Aww don't cry sweetheart." Hana said and tried to comfort her which was actually working.

I moved my camera to her face while she made weird and funny faces to make her laugh. I smiled as she did that, zooming the screen onto her face to get a better angle.

She's so good with kids.

"Jeon Jungkook!" She huffed and I laughed.

"Just record her!" She said.

"My bad" we laughed when Jihee clapped and made some baby muffled sounds.

We both started playing with little Jihee and suddenly she yawned.

"Aww she's sleepy" Hana said and we both grabbed her at the same time.

"Haha Hana, I'm her Uncle Jeon she will sleep with me"

"What do you mean she'll sleep with you? She needs a mother to take care of her" she said and pulled her towards her.

"Haha, nope she loves Jin hyung more" I said and pulled her towards me.

"Jungkook you don't know how to cuddle babies"

"I do" I said and we started pulling her while fighting when she suddenly broke down into tears.

"Look what you did" I said and she started caressing her when she stopped crying.

"See, she'll come with me" I said and the stinky smell filled my nostrils.

"Eww what the fuck, you take care of her."

"Why? Now go and change her diaper" she crossed her arms and I can't handle it anymore.

"She's a girl I can't do that. You're a woman go change her"

"What's the magic word?" She smirked and I sighed.

"Please will you" I asked and she took Jihee with her.

Hana's POV:-
I changed her while Jungkook just sat there playing with the baby.

"There all done" I said as I cleaned everything up.

She started crying and Jungkook panicked.

"Stop panicking she is just hungry." I said and he smiled.

"Jungkook can you feed her while I throw the diaper away?"

"I can't feed her! Are you crazy?" He blushed and I was confused.

"What? Why?"

"I don't have........those" he said pointing to his chest when I slapped my forehead.

"Pabo! I meant the feeder" I said and grabbed the feeder putting the nipple into the baby's mouth. I sighed and cleaned up everything.

"It's time for you to sleep, Jihee" Jungkook said taking her into his lap and started caressing her when she cried.

"What's the matter with you now? We changed you, fed you, played with you. Now sleep" he said as he got mad.

"Jungkook! Be gentle to her" I said taking the baby from him and into my lap.

"I want her too"

"But she wants me" I smiled at the baby when she chuckled.

She suddenly caught Jungkook's finger and called him 'appa'.

"Aww she misses her father" I said and looked at Jungkook who was in tears.

"What happened to you?" I asked and he smiled.

"Nothing" he replied and I nodded.

Half an hour passed and she wasn't sleeping at all while me and Jungkook tried everything to make her fall asleep but she wasn't willing.

"I got this" he said and took his finger out when she cried.

"She wants you" I said handling him the baby.

She stopped crying as she felt his muscular arms wrapping around her and he smiled.

"She is happy when I picked her up"

"She loves you" I smiled and he smiled back while looking at me.

"You know what" he said and gave the baby back to me and shifted behind me, wrapping his arms around us both and I felt....butterflies in my stomach.

"This is a much better position" he smiled and I didn't move a muscle as my head was right beside Jungkook's chin.

"Do you know how to sing?" He asked me and I closed my eyes and didn't reply.

"Fine I'll sing to Jihee so that she sleeps" he breathed out and started singing.

(If you want to know what Jungkook sang, please click the video above. Thank you)

To be honest his voice was really soothing and I closed my eyes, only listening to the melodious voice.

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"Finally she slept" Jungkook said as we settled her onto the bed, closing the door and making our way downstairs.

"Your voice is awesome, Jungkook" I said and he smiled.

"My maa used to sing it for me. Today is the Holy Night, and on every Holy Night she used to make me sleep while singing this to me" He smiled sadly and teared up. I sat beside him and pulled his head to my shoulder.

"You can tell me everything Jungkook. Maybe I can be of some help" I said and he broke down into tears.

"Today seeing you play with Jihee reminded me of how my maa used to play with me. I'm so hurt, so broke, everybody just focuses only on my behavior, my attitude but nobody sees in how much pain I am. She was my life. Maybe I'm still breathing for her. I just.....I just can't get her out of my head even if I want to" he cried and I locked our hands.

"Yes it's true that I say, I hate her, but you tell me, can anyone hate his/ her mother? Who gave you birth, played with you, loved you more than anyone, more than anything?" He cried and starred into my eyes and I was speechless.

"No Hana. No one can. Same is the case with me that I can't hate her. I just can't hate my fucking mother. Whenever I see a woman revealing her skin, my mind only shifts to Yoona because in her video she wears nothing but-"

"Jungkook! Stop. Please, see she's your mother and the one you love. If you'll keep convincing yourself that she was wrong then you'll always end up being in pain. Maybe you should try to change your perspective in her case"

"My mother? Pain? Perspective? Convincing myself? Wait I'll show you if you don't believe me" he said taking his phone out when I placed my hand onto his hands.

"Why do you watch her videos? Just delete that app. Stay relaxed."

"And you think it's easy?"

"Jungkook She was in love" I said trying to make the scenario from her being cheap to her being in love.

"Love? I was in love with her, she never cared about my love, about how I felt"

"When she didn't care about you, then why do you care about her?" I asked cupping his face.

"Because....when I love someone.....I love deeply unlike you who left her ex-boyfriend. And I loved her that's why I still care for her. And you call that love? Getting a divorce from your husband, joining something that is illegitimate to me, fucking other people and getting money? That's what love is to you?" He asked slapped my hands away.

"No Jungkook. You're taking it all wrong. I never said that."

"But you meant that"

"Jungkook listen to me!" I yelled again cupping his face.

"Why don't you count the good things in life? Huh? Why are you always focused onto the bad things. Beside your mother, you've such loyal people in your family, in your circle" I said raising my voice while he only stared into my eyes.

"Think about the people who need you and love you. Your Father, Jimin, your Hyungs......me" I teared up and my bottom lip was trembling.

"You're right. Hyedi also loves me. She needs me too." He said staring at the ground and I closed my eyes because no matter what I do he's always mentioning her.

"She's the best thing ever happened to me. Man, how I forgot that" he laughed and blushed while I only gulped hard because I'm the one who loves him deeply.

"Am I not important to you?" I asked him while starring at the ground and he held my hands.

"Don't compare yourself with Hyedi" he said and I closed my eyes as a tear slipped down my cheek.

"She's my girlfriend" he said and again a tear slipped down my eye.

"But you're my wife, Mrs.Jeon" he said and I instantly looking at him while my lips curved upwards.

"So that means you're also important to me" he smiled and I chuckled. I wiped my tears and hugged him.

"Thank you" he mumbled into my hair and I broke the hug.

"For what?"

"For taking care of Jihee because I couldn't have done it alone"

"Anytime" I smiled to him and he smiled back, showing his bunny smile. I locked our hands as a reminder for him that I'm always here.


"I miss you, maa." He smiled while looking at the moon.

I smiled back and Jungkook words made me more happier. I'm important to him? That's what I've always wanted to hear.

Maybe.......if he meets his mother, he can get out of that depression and aggression. He loves her and I know for a fact that a mother can't hate her child...? He misses her and if Jungkook made me happy today then it's also my job to keep him happy. Be ready Jungkook, as you'll meet your mother soon. I promise.

I thought and smiled at him who was telling me his childhood stories about the time when he and his maa used to be together.

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