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Uee's Pov

A couple days passed I stayed home to rest, I sat on the sofa as my kids played with their toys in front of me. "Mommy, guess what I'm playing with." Gwihan stands up handing me her toy. I have been playing the little "guessing game" with Gwihan for what Yoongi and Gwihan call it. I held onto her toy, I trailed my fingers over her toy. The toy had a head with long hair, arms and hands, legs and feet. "Is it a barbie doll?" I asked as Gwihan hummed. My fingers ran down her curves feeling the fabric of her dress. She wore a dress that felt rough against my fingers, and a pair of heels.

I handed back Gwihan her doll and went back to playing. I sat listening and imagining how Gwihan and Jonghan would be playing in front of me. My mind went to some place else, should I quit my job? I wonder, if I'm blind now, what use am I to Yoongi at work? I can't do anything being unable to see. While in the midst of thinking I felt something hot and steamy on my face. I tilt my head to the left wondering what it is. I smelled it, and there was no scent. "Hot cup of tea to keep you warm." Yoongi said. I felt for his hand and the mug he was holding.

I finally found his hand and the handle of of the mug. I took it and took a small sip, feeling the seat next to me dip lower. "Thank you." I said afterwards with a smile. "You're welcome." Yoongi lowly said hearing him blow his drink. Yoongi and I sat shoulder to shoulder touching. With my left hand I felt for his shoulder, and my right hand I held onto the mug. I rest my head on Yoongi's shoulder finding a comfortable spot to rest my head. Once I did I rest and stayed still. It was really quiet between us, except our children who are making noises, and use their imagination.

"I've been thinking." I broke the silence, "I'm deciding to quit working." I ran my thumb over the rim of the mug, "I can't do much if I'm blind. I'll be useless and reckless at work. I'm quitting." Yoongi didn't say anything, he was really quiet. "Okay." He replied shortly, "I understand, but who is going to take your place then?" I hummed, "Jimin, he's been helping you when ever I'm not there. He knows what he's supposed to do." Yoongi nod his head, "Okay. While you're home, do not go anywhere without security Choi and Security Kim." I nod and hum. The next day Yoongi went to work, he made breakfast before heading out because I can't really do much anymore but sit around.

Security Choi and Security Kim came over still checking the monitors for my safety. For the past four days was just the same. I'm in my fourth week of pregnancy and I think I'm gaining weight just eating and sitting doing nothing. Ugh this is boring. It was 6 pm, the usual time Yoongi comes home. I had security kim come help me cook since he knows how to cook. He was my assistant in cooking, he washed and chopped the veggies and meat while I cook.

The food was ready and Gwihan helped set the table, we all sat waiting for Yoongi to come home exhausted, but happy to see us. "Security Kim, what time is it?" I asked, "6:18." He replied shortly. I hummed with a nod, we waited and waited, minutes be coming longer, "Mommy I'm hungry." Gwihan whinned, seeing her rub her stomach, Jonghan was starting to cry from hunger, "Okay, I guess we can eat without daddy. Hold our your plate for me please." I carefully helped Gwihan get her food, and I slowly and carefully fed Jonghan not trying to spill food on the floor.

After feeding them, I got them ready for bed, "Mrs. Min do you need help?" I heard Security Choi ask. "Huh oh, no it's okay, you worked hard keeping watch of the monitor. Go ahead and eat." I waved trying to get Jonghan to stay still so he can wear his pajamas. "I did nothing but sit in front of the monitor. At least give me something to do." He insisted, I finally got Jonghan to put on his shirt as I was huffing and puffing. "Yeah sure, you can at least eat for me, please." I stood up, turning around using the wall to guide me. I heard security Choi shuffle, "Okay. Did you eat?" Security Choi asked, concern in his voice. "No I haven't, I was too busy getting my kids ready." I slightly smiled. "Well then let's go eat together." He sounded so serious, "What about security Kim?" "I'll give him some." I nodded and slowly walked into the dinning room.

We ate silently, I reach my arm out to grab kimchi with my chopstick but missed the plate of kimchi. I tried to look for the plate of kimchi using my chopsticks to guide it, I felt a clink, "Is this kimchi?" I asked, I heard Security Choi hum. I felt embarrassed I must have look stupid trying to look for the plate of kimchi, but what can I do? I can't see. "Thank you for the food." Security Choi complimented, "Ah your welcome, Security Kim helped, you should thank him too." I got up grabbing my plate and empty bowl of rice slowly walking to the kitchen using the wall again. "I can help." I heard the plates clatter behind me as I smiled. It's not so bad to have security Choi and Security Kim around, they help me around the house.

Security Choi came in hearing him place the plates in the sink. "Thank you, I can wash the dishes." I reached for the tap and heard water running, I grabbed the sponge and soap making bubbles with the sponge. I washed the dishes and rinsed them out, being blind is the worst, I tried setting the plate in the dish rack missing obviously hearing the plate clatter on the floor. I sighed hitting my head, I crouch down, "You're so helpless, Uee." I scolded myself, "Uee, don't! Stay where you are." The familiar low husky voice I grew so fond of rushed over to me.

"Don't do something dangerous." I heard him sweep up the broken pieces of the plate. "But, it's not really that dangerous." I said dumbfoundedly, I heard Yoongi scoff, "When you can't even see a light, it's dangerous." I sighed going back to the sink, cleaning the soap off. Yoongi threw the broken pieces in a bucket, he approached from behind, and wrapped his arms around my waist resting his chin on my shoulder. He took a deep breath and sighed, "What's wrong?" I asked, hearing him sigh deeply. "Nothing, I just really miss you." A smile crawled up my face, "I miss hugging you from behind while you cooked or wash the dishes. I really miss your scent, I miss holding onto you." Yoongi whispered, feeling his hot breath fan over my exposed neck.

I continue to wash the dishes thinking, "what is up with him today?" I didn't ask, because I'm afraid this might lead to somewhere I might regret. I don't want to loose this moment. "You know I love you right?" Yoongi kissed my neck gently and softly, I nod and hum in reply turning off the water. I turn around and wrapped my arms around his neck, my hands covered in soap, "I will never stop loving you, even when we go through tough times." I whisper in his ear. He lift me up setting me on the counter as I straddle him, wrapping my legs around his waist and pulled him in with a smile. I want to see his reaction so bad, but I can only imagine.

Yoongi perked up on his toes and I leaned down, gently placing our lips together. I smiled into the kiss, and pulled away, "You don't mind, putting the dishes away in the racks do you?" I bit my bottom lip, Yoongi's arm trapping me. He sighed, "Fine." I giggled like child, hearing him undo his tie and he puts the washed and clean dishes away. I sat on the counter with a smile, I wish I could see him, I wish to see him put the dishes away, I wish to see face, his handsome face, but I can only feel his presence. I want to watch him in admiration, but that resulted of me sighing loudly.

Yoongi came back once he was done, he wrapped his arms around my waist, "What's with the sigh?" I put my hands on his back and pulled him in, resting my head on top of his, "I wish to see you, watch you put the dishes away in admiration like every girl's dream- but I can't." I quietly whisper in a broken voice. Yoongi pulled away cupping my face. "Just a little longer, Uee. Just a little longer." Tears were already welling up in my eyes, quickly wiping them away and I nod.

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TBC!

okay, I was sitting at the farmers market and got a notification from BigHit on Twitter. And I NEARLY died, I don't know how many times because Jungkook's voice over in the beginning got me dead cuz it was smooth as fudge!!!

And the girls in the video.... not gonna lie, I was a tad jealous lolz. But OH MA GOSH!!! I ALMOST DIED!!! And the customers wouldn't leave me alone to watch the video. Like just give me 5 minutes pls I want to see my boys!!! 😭😭😭

Anyways I wouldn't say the book is almost done, just 9 more chapters to go. FIGHTING!!