Jai's POV

I picked up Luna and laid her head on my shoulder as she sobbed for Y/N.

Before I could rush down to stop her I heard the door slam shut.

"What the hell happened?" Mom asked.
"I told her the truth." I said as I looked over at Luke. His eyes were blank and his mouth was open.

"What do you mean the truth?" Mom asked as she crossed her hands over her chest.
"I was on drugs. That's why I was gone so long and no one heard from me." I explained. By now Luna had stopped crying and was asleep.
"What kind of drugs?" She yelled.
"Does it really matter?"
"It matters when your living at my house and taking care of my grandchild." Her voice got lower as she seen Luna was asleep.
"Did you know about this?" She turned to Luke and he nodded with his head down.
"You put that baby in the crib and meet me and your brothers downstairs." She pointed her finger in my face. I nodded and went into my room.

I laid Luna down in her crib and kissed her forehead before walking back out of my room and down to the kitchen.

Luke was sitting opposite of Beau who was sitting next to mom which left me a seat in front of her. The way she wanted it.

"Sit down." She said. I walked over beside Luke who gave me a small smile. I pulled out the chair and sat down.

"What kind of drugs were you on?" She asked.
"Pills." I said with my head down.
"Why? You had us. You had Y/N and Luna."
"Because I thought it would help." I stated.
"You're an idiot." She said I heard the sadness in her voice.
"And you." She began to Luke.
"Why didn't you say anything?" She asked.
"I...uh...I don't know."
"I know, because you're an idiot too." I looked up to see her crying.

"I raised you boys better than this." She began to cry harder.
"I wanted you to be able to come to me." She continued.
"You didn't loose a child." I said almost inaudible.
"You're right." She sighed.
"That doesn't mean you go off and do drugs when you have a baby to take care of." She added in a stern voice.
"You're right. I'm sorry. I made it better though and I made Luke come along with me, so don't blame him."
"I'm not blaming anyone for anything. I'm glad you did the responsible thing." I nodded my head at her.

"Beau?" Luke asked. He hadn't said a word this whole time and his face was blank.

"Where do you think Y/N ran off to?" He asked.
"If we try and look for her now instead of in the morning we can find her better." He added.
"He's right. I don't want her going out alone in the middle of the night." Mom said.

"Me and Luke will go." I said.
"Why can't I go?"
"Because mom might need your help." Luke explained. Beau nodded and me and Luke ran out the door.

He drove out of the driveway and down the street.
"Where do you think she went?" Luke asked.
"I think I have an idea." I said and began to give him directions.

Y/N POV

I sat down at the table where I first told Jai I was pregnant.

I put my bag on the floor beside me and put my head in my hands. My head was throbbing with pain.

"Do you want something to drink or eat?" I heard a voice ask. I lifted my head up to see a young piete girl looking down at me.

"Coffee with sugar would be nice." I smiled at her dimples and the fact that I wanted my daughter to be as pretty as she was.

My thoughts danced in my head before the girl came back with a cup of coffee.

"Thank you." I smiled at her before she walked off again. I sipped on my coffee.

I was nearly done with my second cup when Jai sat down in front of me.

"I thought you'd be here." He said and I looked away.
"I'm surprised you even remember this place." I said looking back at him.
"Of course I remember. This is where you told me you were pregnant. I remember it like it was yesterday." He smiled as he looked down at his hands.

"I thought you would hate me." I laughed under my breath.
"Hate you? You gave me the best thing in the world."
"And I put you through the worst time too." I looked down at my coffee.
"You can't blame yourself." He said quietly.
"I'm sorry, Jai. I am so sorry." I felt tears fall off my cheeks and into my coffee cup making a small splash.
"Listen here, Y/N. You didn't kill our baby. You can't help that he died. I don't blame you for his death." He explained and I looked up to see him crying as well.

"Jai" I said softly. I brushed one of his tears off his face with my thumb.
"I love you so much, Y/N. I don't want to lose you."
"You're not losing me." I said.
"Promise?" He asked.
"Promise." I whispered.

Side note: What's your favorite band/singer?

I change my answer to this question every week basically, but my favorite singer,well rapper, is G-Eazy and my favorite song by him is Lotta That.

My favorite band, of all time, is Nirvana and I love the song Lake of Fire.(I grew up listening to them because my brother played them and ACDC all the time and that's his favorite song by them too.)

Troye Sivan, Breaking Benjamin, Melanie Martinez, and The Smiths are some more I love.

So tell me your music taste.🤗