Forbidden love

Hey guys. Just a quick A/N. This One Shot takes place before accepting anxiety so Virgil will be referred to as Anxiety for the majority. Also, in this Virgil is a dark side and everyone knows about it. Oh and if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know cause I don't have many ideas left. Feel free to request more than one. So yeah. Enjoy.

Patton's POV

Have you ever loved someone who you know you can't, or shouldn't, be with? I have, although you probably guessed that already. Every time you're around them, your heart melts and butterflies float around your stomach yet your heart aches knowing that you could never be with them, afraid of what others may think. It's the best feeling in the world but also the worst. You're glad you found someone to love yet you scold yourself for loving them.

The one I loved was referred to as Anxiety. No one knew his name yet and although we asked, he refused to tell us. I'm not sure exactly what I see in him. Maybe it's the certain glisten in his dark, hazel brown eyes. Maybe it's the way his hair falls in his eyes. Maybe it's his sense of mystery. Maybe it's his soft heart that not many see yet. Whatever it is, I love him with all my heart and will never stop loving him. There's only one problem though: he's a dark side and I'm a light side. There's an unwritten rule that we simply cannot be together just because of who we are. It's ridiculous but yet I still followed it. That was until one day.

Today was the day. I had bottled my feelings up for too long. I was finally ready to confess my feelings to Anxiety. I knew that there was no way we could ever actually be together but I had to at least tell him, get it off my chest. Taking in a deep breath, I head upstairs to his room, knowing that's where he hanged out most the time.

Knocking on his door, I called out "Anxiety kiddo, it's me Pat. I'm coming in. I need to talk to you" With a wide smile on my face, I swung open Anxiety's door only to have my mood drop by what I saw inside.

He was with another man, pulled into a passionate kiss. I couldn't see the man's face but just seeing his black bowler hat made me realise that it was my dark side: Deceit. As I gasped, I caught Anxiety's attention, whose eyes widened. My eyes brimmed with tears and as Anxiety tried to pull away, Deceit held him closer and kissed him more passionately. It was probably for the best that they were together anyway. Just another reminder that I could never be with the one I love because of the metaphorical walls between us. I didn't want them to see my tears so I immediately ran far away, no looking back. I swear I heard Anxiety yelling at Deceit but I didn't focus on his words and instead just kept running and running. No destination. No hope. Just sadness to run on.

"Patton! Wait!" I heard a voice tell from behind me. Breathless, I turned around to see Anxiety running towards me. "It's not what it looks like"

"Anxiety, i-it's fine. I hope y-you and Deceit a-are happy t-together...unlike me" I mumbled the last bit to myself, hoping he couldn't hear me.

"What was that?"

"N-nothing. J-just go back t-to your boyfriend o-or something. I j-just need t-to be left a-alone...please" my voice cracked with every word, tears streaming down my face.

"I don't want him to be my boyfriend though"

Confused, I began to wipe away my tears. "Y-you don't?"

"Of course not! I don't love him"

"Th-then how c-comes you two w-were together and-and kissing r-really passionately?" I asked.

"Because he basically manipulated me into being with him. But I could never truly be love him. My heart belongs to someone else. Someone who I can't, or more like shouldn't be with"

"Who?" I asked.

"...you" my face immediately lit up, the warmth from it drying my tears.

"Y-you love me"

"Of course! I love you so much Patton but I knew that the others wouldn't approve of us being together so I hooked up with Deceit because he reminds me of you as he is your dark side. Sometimes, he even disguises himself as you but nothing can beat the real thing. I know a love between us is kinda forbidden, with you being a light side and me being a dark side but I can't help but love you. I get if you don't feel the same way though..."

"Are you kidding? Oh Anxiety, I love you so much. That's why I was so upset when I saw you with him. I'd love to be with you" I confessed before I leaned in for a kiss, clearly not thinking straight (not that I ever think straight since I'm not straight). To my surprise, Anxiety kissed me back and wrapped his arms around me. We stayed like that for a few moments before we both pulled away, smiling.

"Patton, will you be my boyfriend?" Virgil asked me as my eyes widened.

"Me? Your boyfriend? But what about Deceit? What about the others?"

"I finally had the courage to speak up to that snake and break up with him. And as for the others, they don't need to know. I guess I'd get anxious if they knew anyway"

"Anxious? Like your name" I giggled and he smiled.

"Actually, I'd much rather you call me by my real name, Virgil. Or Virge if you'd prefer" he told me and I practically squealed.

"Your name is Virgil!" I yelled as he placed a finger on my mouth, quieting me

"Shhh. Not so loud. I don't want the others to know" he gushed, removing his finger from my lip.

"Right. Sorry" I appologised before our lips met once again, this time more passionately.

"Oh I love you Pat"

"I love you too Anx-Virge"

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