Pregnant?

Does that mean he has a child like I do?

So I am not the only one with baggage, and that's why he accepted to date me.

I was deep into thoughts and I came to reality when I saw Jin shaking my shoulders.

"Y-yeah so you were saying?"

I didn't know what to say other than this.

"Jungkook-shi, I personally told Jimin not to tell me about my life because I wanted to tell you in person." I could tell his voice was getting weak, I wished I could console him.

"I didn't know what Jimin told me about you, but whatever he said good about me is not true."

I was more than shocked. So the guy sitting with me is a liar?

"I-I got pregnant with my ex-boyfriend Namjoon. We were dating for few months, he was in college that time, but I was working."

I knew where this was going. So he got into a pregnancy with a guy younger than his age, who was in college.

Wow, that's unbelievable.

"I was happy about pregnancy. You might think I was crazy, b-but I love children, and I always wanted to have one. I thought Namjoon would also support me but h-he told me to abort it."

I widened my eyes when I heard the word abortion.

"I-I denied and we both got into argument. Soon it turned out to be a fight, he started to hit me. At one point he pushed me on the table making me hit hard on my stomach and I fell to unconscious. The last thing I felt was some hot liquid running between my thighs." Jin started to cry silently, while I feel myself getting teared up by his story. He breathed in slowly and started to speak again.

"W-When I woke up, I was in the hospital with Jimin, and I-I told him about my pregnancy. I thought he would be happy but he started to c-cry making me confused. And I came to know that my c-child got aborted the b-before night."

I touched my cheeks to find out that I was crying. I wiped my tears and looked at Jin who was looking very small and fragile before me.

"Namjoon didn't felt guilty and he told me he was already in relationship with Hoseok, his college friend. And I b-broke up with him. I didn't have energy to continue my job, so I quit it. But that didn't stop me from being with children. And when Jimin told me about you, to be honest I was not interested. But when he mentioned about Taeyeon, I found myself being happy just by looking at his face. If I had my baby, he would be around his age by now."

He looked adorably at my son, and I could tell his feeling were true towards my son. At this moment I knew he was not acting, but was truly expressing his feelings.

"H-he is really a good kid, Jungkook-shi. And I must say you are a good father."

I found myself smiling at his comment. I scratched my neck and didn't know how to reply to his compliment.

"I don't know if I had my child, I would be a good father. Maybe that's why in the first place I lost my baby." I found myself holding his hands which were trembling, and lightly caressed it.

He looked at me with his puffy eyes, which were red from all those tears, his nose and ears were red.

"Jin, you didn't deliberately do that to your child. It was an accident, not your fault, had it not happened, I bet you will be the best father figure to your child. We will always be the best for our children, no matter what happens."

I couldn't believe I said those words. But I meant every word, I knew I didn't give my son everything. But he loves me and adores me and thinks I am the best. I saw Jin smiling sadly and nodded at my reply.

"I-I am sorry for you l-loss Jungkook-shi."

I breathed in heavily and looked at Jin who was wiping his tears with his hands.

For the past five years I had been hanging to my past, thinking about my husband, wished I could be in his place. But after hearing Jin's story I felt myself relatable to his life.

They say "Don't judge a book by it's cover."

I judged him too quickly. I thought he had some bad intention towards my child, but I didn't know he had a painful past in his life. I have my child even though my husband left us. But Jin had no one, he lost his child, the person he loved, but still he is leading his life.

"Jin, what made you to go on with your life even after that bad incident?"