this is when Curly is roasted. and Y/n is taking him of him. especially when Anya cannot do it.

it's not like Y/n can barely handle it either..

(Y/n is Curly's husband )
this is Mute!Male!Reader x Curly story!)
angst i guess (not as good at it) and slight fluff.
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2 Months after the crush

Y/n quietly stood there. looking down at his husband, Curly laying in the bed before him, bandaged up from the heavy accident. his eye staring straight at Y/n, saying no words.

Y/n didn't want to continue looking down at his love... yet he couldn't look away, feeling nothing but heavy guilt inside him and shame, he cannot stand to see Curly in this state. not because of how he looked, but thinking about how painful it must have been for Curly.
how much pain Curly must have suffered from the huge accident. it was an miracle that his husband was still alive, though he cannot help but to feel bad for how Curly now had to live like this.

Y/n wished he could do anything, but unfortunately can't

he wishes he could say comforting words to Curly right now.

Y/n is a mute man,
and Curly was the only one that understood him as he surprisingly knew a little sign language, and since then as they became good friends,
Y/n tried helping him to learn more as they grew closer. so Curly could understand him more. especially from time to time and they became so close, closer to the point they got together, and even married each other years later and they've been a great couple.. a happy one

now things aren't so happy. but now miserable and insuffercating.

Y/n cannot even tell everyone how Curly isn't the bad guy here and that he never caused the crash.. not just because he is mute, but because of Jimmy...

Jimmy has him in a cage, a leash, he will never be able to tell anyone without getting hurt by that asshole. and then risk getting done worse things to him than what he's done to Anya...

he wishes he could fix all of this, put an end to this madness and struggle, he knows he cannot stay quiet for too long. and strike sooner or later, or else things will only get worse, he hates Jimmy with all his guts, he never had a good feeling about Jimmy the moment he met him. and knowing what he has done. he hates him more than ever and his hatred for him only grows each day. he cannot handle his guts.

this was all his fault..

"i should never have left him behind" Y/n thought. his heart wrenching as negative thoughts roamed through his

Y/n took a step towards his husband. who stared back towards him with his bright sky-blue eye. he looked nothing like he was before.. felt like Y/n was looking at a completely different person.

Y/n slowly reached his hand out to so gently place onto the captian's bandage-overed jaw, making sure to be as light as a feather towards his husband.

Curly's eye darted at the hand on his jaw slightly before looking back towards Y/n's eyes. Y/n could tell he had a sadden look in his eye..

Y/n did too, his face said it all, he was saddened, guilty, hurt, he was heavily heart broken by the sight of his love. especially knowing he has to suffer swallowing those pain killers..

Y/n gently stroked his cheekbone so slightly and gently.

soon he sat down to the bed, leaning down as he hugged Curly gently. slowly and carefully pulling him closer. getting a silent, surprised grunt from Curly who didn't expect his husband to hug him.

Y/n held him so gently yet so closely. he didn't wanna let go. he just couldn't, tears slowly started to form in Y/n's eyes as he led out silent sobs. Curly could feel him sobbing and if his face could. it would have soften. Curly felt the urge to well up too, and he couldn't resist to hug his love back. his arms wrapping around Y/n closely. his heart was wrenching deeply as he felt Y/n's sobs grew more and more. hating to see him like this.

Y/n's face contorts into a pained, sobbing look. his eyes slowly going red as tears fell down his cheeks to his jaw. he wanted to say so many things to Curly. reassure him, apologize to him. tell him how much he cares for him, there was so much he wanted to say.

Curly did too, just thinking about all the things he wants to say to the sobbing man, he felt so much regret, all of that regret and guilt growing slowly more and more. hitting him like a train. god if only he could've helped Anya, and if only he could protect Y/n right now.. he feels so weak, useless, digusting, sadden.. he wants to fix everything

but he knows he can't

"u.u.uh- hh...." Curly groaned as he tried to say something despite the burning feel on his throat grew.. and that made Y/n's head slowly raise up to look at Curly, surprised to be hearing him even just the slightest. patiently waiting for any source of words. he wondered what he had to say..

"i- sss..ssso- rry.. N/n.." he whispered, his voice hoarse and pained. his eyes glistened from the tears forming. his eyes full of regret, shame and guilt. and those words were enough to make Y/n's wrench and twist.

Y/n's breathe shakened up. his lips trembling, his eyes reddening more as the seconds went by. he bit his lip. his brows wrinkled and his face contorted. trying to keep it together. if tears drops could be puddles, tgere would be a swimming pool filled with his own tears.

he sighed weakly as he laid his forehead onto Curly's chest. his hands gently laid on Curly's shoulders while he continued to silently sob.

"M.Mm.." Y/n whimpered, unable to let out any sound, even if he tried to talk, it always felt something was pulling him back from letting out a word.

"M.mm..m.."

Curly hearing that made him feel bad. he could tell Y/n had something to say and he knew he was insecure about his mutism, Y/n was an reserved man but
Curly already understood him well. Y/n understands he won't ever be able to talk.. but it still hurts,
Y/n led out a silent sigh. lifting his head to look eye to eye at Curly. Y/n rubbing circles on his chest. Curly knowing what that mean

"d.do- n'... Mh... Apo-..l.gize...dear.." he managed out. his throat hurting from letting out long sentences and forcing out words. but as much as it pained, he didn't care that much.

Y/n sniffled. his lips trembling, trying to jold back any tears and sobs. he couldn't stand to cry again.

Y/n moved his hands around slowly but quick as Curly watched closely.

"i should'e been there for you" Y/n signed to Curly through sign Language, and those sentences made Curly's heart break.

Curly lift a arm towards Y/n, placing his handless-wrist onto his love's shoulder. Y/n looked over it before back to Curly sadly.

Curly shook his head "d.don't... sssa-y.. tha..." he managed to say. quietly letting out a hicking sound. his chest heaving. it was painful to say the words but he had no hands to help either..

Y/n's hands moved again. and of course Curly watched carefully

"i was angered by how you just didn't help my friend, A. N. Y. A, and that you were so blind"

he stopped for a moment in thought, his actions slower down the more he moved his hands. his face softening in a defeat and shameful look.

"i should've never left you.."

that saddened Curly more. both of his handless wrists gently going up to cup Y/n's cheeks. even they weren't his hands Y/n still silently leaned into his touch. not disgusted one bit.

the two locked eyes together. they both were silent. none of them saying a word. not moving a muscle.

Y/n could not take his c/e eyes off of Curly's, his eyes never failed to make him lost in them. no matter what, his coloured blue eye always melt his heart. it was like being
lost deep in the bright ocean. they always put him at peace. it comforted him, he never knew he'd love the color blue so much til he met Curly...

Slowly, Y/n leaned in
and laid his head gently down onto the
burnt man's chest. closing his eyes as he listened to the calming sounds of Curly's heart beat.
which slowly comforted him.

Curly slowly placed his arms around Y/n,
loving the closeness of his husband. he didn't know his love
wouldn't't mind so close. he thought he would be disgusted.

"i..i am- so...rry i... can'ttt-.. help..." he muttered. his throat paining
more as he spoke. to the point it started to feel like
they were burning again.

Y/n led out a silent sigh, gently patting Curly in a comforting manner. though also in a
manner that he didn't have to apologize and that everything was fine.

even if Y/n reassured him. it didn't make Curly think any different. it still felt like it was his fault.. feeling so much guilt in his guts and heart, he felt ashamed and felt like a criminal for not helping Anya.. he should've beaten Jimmy when he was right in front of him.

yet he didn't cause he wanted to look at the bigger picture. he didn't even want to believe his friend was a rapist

Curly hated himself, just wanting to Apologize to Anya while he still can. he really really wants to..

even if things are the way it shouldn't be, he is still grateful that he has his husband by his side, he didn't care if he was silent. knowing that he is with him, close to him, alive , and that he still loves Curly gives at least enough comfort for Curly.

"i....l-ove you...." he rasped, holding his dear closely, those words were enough to Make Y/n's heart melt.

Y/n slowly lift himself up, glancig back at Curly as his hands moved

"i love you too" he signed. having a soften, loving but sadden look on his face.

and Y/n's response made his heart sink and melt all together. if he could smile he would.

slowly Y/n laid his head back. closing his eyes as he takes his moments to be with his boyfriend, cuddling softly against him he knows he cannot be long with Curly cause of Jimmy... plus, no one yet knows they are married. only Jimmy does (and he's homophobic asf)

but Y/n hopes to tell them with his husband, Curly. especially Anya as Anya is his close friend afterall. as well as Daisuke who is like a little brother to him.

the two of them stayed quiet as they held each other closely. feeling some comfort with each other's company. feeling rather safer with each other than out there...

they are both hoping for the best to happen.

The End

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i hope this is okay!! i am not good with stories and all as i have no ideas usually, but i hope this for a start is good enough! :DD

thank you for those who have read this!! hoping to make more stories. any source of comments and support n' stars are much Appreciated! suppert always motivates me 🛐

you might see sudden editing and all to this so i apologize.

bye bye! ^^

-LoganLéa

Ps. pre-crash Curly is fine as hell.